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"hehe"

I stared at these two words in a daze, as if the words appeared on the mobile phone screen were not text, but Wang Yuxuan's sneer. One could be a sneer of death or a disappointment.

I wanted to reply to her a message, but I didn't know what to reply to her. At this moment, all the words would be powerless.

The starter of the game is her, and the maker of the rules is also her. Similarly, the person who can know where she is now is still her... I, who know nothing, had to abide by all this.

Of course, the rules will not be dead. I can go home immediately and enjoy the life of being alone, and then pretend that I have nothing to live. In the end, I will never interact with Wang Yuxuan, a girl, and just pretend that they have never appeared in my life.

But, can I really do these things?

If possible, why did I run out without waiting for the result given by the coin? Why did I feel a little distressed when I saw the two words of her?

I can deceive anyone or myself, but I can't deceive my heart.

After breathing a sigh of relief, I squatted directly on the roadbed by the street, forcing myself to calm down and think about where what she called "the first time we went" was.

Logically speaking, when we first met, the first time we met was at the airport, and I went to pick us up. In this short period of time, I didn’t believe she would run to the airport, because there was no meaning to us.

The second location is her home, which is the easiest option I have to rule out.

So, the rest is Borui and the Western restaurant behind me. There is no sign of her in the restaurant, so Borui is even more unlikely. She is a girl who holds grudges, how could she go to find Zhang Yao?

And intuition tells me that the concept of "first time" must have some special meaning to us, which means that the place she is now must be full of ritual.

Which scenic spot is the Princess Tomb?

No, no, that experience was not a pleasant experience. Wang Yuxuan knew about my joint efforts with Lao Wang to play her. Everything there was just an absurd comedy she collaborated with me.

The last place left is Houhai.

Not long ago, visiting Houhai in the night was my first time. I remember mentioning to her that if Wang Yuxuan really wanted to pursue a sense of ritual, it would be the best choice. Moreover, one hour is enough to run from the rental house to where.

Perhaps, she was waiting for me alone on the streets of Houhai, eating candied haws or marshmallows?

Yes, it must be so.

......

This idea is getting stronger and stronger, and I even believe that she is waiting for me there at this moment!

I stood up from the roadbed, patted the dust, and rushed to the Guomao Metro Station. Without any hesitation, I bought a subway ticket to Houhai.

There are many people in the carriage, with Beijing accents and accents from all over the country gathering here, as if this small carriage contains everyone in China. It is not difficult to see from this point that the inclusiveness of the city of Beijing is, and I am just one of the sentient beings.

We are all the same, wearing masks to survive, and laughing is just the simplest and most polite expression, which is not enough to represent our mood.

I couldn't help but remember that two days ago, Wang Yuxuan stood in front of me, experiencing the crowded subway in this city, and heading to the most touristy street in this city...

At that time, the smile on our faces should have come out of our hearts, right?

I suddenly realized that I didn't seem to simply regard her as my sister. Although I always thought that she was still a child who had never experienced the social dyeing vat, I had already regarded her as a peer before I knew it. This is a kind of equivalence.

We stand at the same level from the same perspective, and the horizontal Libra between us occasionally has deviations, but this deviation and condivation seem to be like me showing that we are walking on another road.

I don't know whether this kind of present is good or bad, because the only thing I have to accomplish at the moment is to find her. Whether she decides to leave or continue to stay, I have to play this somewhat boring but full of ritualistic game with her.

......

There will always be so many people in Houhai.

After leaving one batch, another batch will come.

I stood at the corner of the street, and at first glance, except for the gradually lit lights, everyone was full of people, foreigners, Chinese, Beijingers, and foreigners; they were all experiencing the simplicity and modernity of this street, either laughing or having a lot of thoughts.

How should I find Wang Yuxuan?

This is really big. The person in front of you will disappear into the crowd in just a few dozen seconds. Another person will appear again.

I was very anxious and had to endure this anxiety.

Looking around, I saw a convenience store not far away. Almost subconsciously, I walked over there, bought a pack of Zhongnanhai and a lighter, and then I avoided volunteers who maintained the street hygiene, carefully found a relatively secluded corner, unpacked the cigarette, and lit one for myself.

This is my way of fighting anxiety and a way of thinking quietly.

The smoke was sucked into the lungs by me. After circulating, the heavy poison formed was left in my lungs. The faint smoke that was spit out floated in this night with the air, and the dazzling neon lights confused my eyes.

They made me unable to see her.

The stuffy air and restless heart, the two cooperated with each other, torturing me from the inside out. Even if I knew she was in Houhai, what could she do? Isn’t there not a certain direction? Isn’t the eyes blocked by these things in front of me?

For a moment, I really wanted to go to Ducheng to borrow a portable speaker, carry it on the street, shouting Wang Yuxuan's name. However, the consequences of doing so would be easily taken away by the police.

I still have this rationality, but it cannot give me accurate thinking logic to think about where Wang Yuxuan is.

"What the hell should I do?"

I threw half of the cigarette on the ground angrily, and after I stepped on it, I walked out of the corner.

A drop of water dripping on my face. I looked up and saw a drizzle that followed. I hadn't been able to find Wang Yuxuan here, but I waited for a rain.

"God, are you laughing at me for losing her?"

I murmured, hoping that God can give me an answer.

But it won't, it will only drizzle down, cool down the hot city and then wet my body.
Chapter completed!