I am very sure that at least this moment, when facing Zhang Yao, all the women in this world will be my passers-by, and only she is what I want, the returnee in this city.

But it is not enough for me to believe it myself, and I still need to make her believe it. Only by letting her see my sincerity can we continue to do so at this moment, otherwise, I will lose her, and the lost deadline, according to this woman's personality, may be permanent.

I was very panicked, and in a panic, my words began to lose their sense of responsibility.

"I guarantee 100% that she, or Tong Xue, are not as important as you in my heart. Of course, all this only appears after I realize how much I love you."

Street lights hit my face, and the moon illuminated the entire night sky. In Beijing this night, the wind was a bit strong and the air was extremely hot.

"You promise? How do you promise?"

Zhang Yao did not give in as much as she used to choose to believe me, but instead confronted me.

"Chen Mo, I trust you very much because I saw in you what I wanted to pursue. If you quantify it with commodities, you would have great value to me at that time, but your value was just a flash in the pan. Everyone is adults. Is it okay to be more real?"

"Why am I not real?"

I can clearly feel my heart. It is precisely because of this that after she said this, I have such a big reaction. It turns out that I always hear that words can hurt people.

As a lawyer, I don’t believe it very much. Now, I really want to give myself a mouthful of myself at that time and tell myself: “Boy, words can hurt people, especially those close to people in your heart, which can hurt people and even kill people!”

After realizing this, I suddenly realized.

The words I spoke yesterday afternoon must have caused great harm to Zhang Yao! Yes, because of this, she talked to me like this. Everything was just a disaster that I had laid down on myself. It didn't take long before I tasted the bitter fruit.

Bitter and hard to swallow.

"Look, we two individuals can no longer integrate into one, why should we be stubborn?" Zhang Yao pulled the corner of her mouth, as if she was mocking herself, and as if she was mocking her, she said:

"When I called you that midnight, I had the mentality of having a good chat. As for you, you pushed me aside with a very irresponsible word. Chen Mo, I am also a human being, and I will also compare my heart. You always tell me, saying that I don't tell you anything, how could you understand me, but have you ever thought about it? What after I told you?"

"If you tell me, I might have a way to help you."

"How to help?"

She shook her finger at me and asked back, "From the beginning, I said that in you, I just want love, pure enough to have no mixed love. I am different from those women. I have bread myself and my financial foundation is not bad. You can give me what I lack, that's all, do you understand?"

How could I not understand?

I have seen the gap in reality thoroughly, but I don’t believe in evil and want to use a small ant’s unique way to help her solve her difficulties. All of this comes from the dignity of a man.

A man who wanders in this bustling city has the only remaining dignity, even if the price he pays in the end is to lose a profession that looks very glorious.

Zhang Yao, will you understand this again?

There is nothing greater than the death of the heart.

Now it seems that the problems that exist between me and Zhang Yao are not only the real gap, but also psychological asymmetry. She doesn’t understand me, I don’t understand her.

But I have to let her understand some things, and the same is true for her.

I like her, so I have to reason with her, she likes me, so she won’t tell me anything. Will there be any reason for this?

In this way, we fell into two different vicious circles that were able to figure it out.

They are all very stubborn and no one is willing to give in.

"Yes, the gap, in other words, is arbitrary."

I smiled with a self-deprecating smile

, said: "Everything our generation pursues is certainly utilitarian, such as work, love, and marriage, because money, that pink paper is really beautiful, no one wants to lack it, and no one will think it is too much, so we have changed. At that time, those simple children began to learn to intrigue, learn to be fucked, and to leave all the original, the purest things."

After a pause, I really wanted to light a cigarette for myself to relieve my worries at this time, but when I went to touch my pocket, I realized that the pack of cigarettes I bought at RT-Mon had been locked at home by Wang Yuxuan, so I had to breathe helplessly and continued:

"You said, you want to get pure love in me, then, I want to ask you, what is not pure? As a man, even if I am nothing in this Sijiu City, I can be a spectator with peace of mind, and see how you deal with their capitalists in the whirlpool of Borui? If it were you, would you accept it?"

Zhang Yao did not answer immediately, but looked at me with a frown. I didn't know what she thought, but I knew one thing, that is, after she had heard such extremely real words as me, she would no longer question whether I was true.

She was very close to me, only two steps away, but somehow, I felt that she was very far away from me, even if I could see the fact that she was still in love with me.

"Chen Mo, thank you."

Zhang Yao finally spoke to me, but this kind of thanks that was hard to understand.

"What do you mean?"

"Nothing interesting." Zhang Yao sighed and asked, "Is it very tired to love a sensitive woman like me?"

“I’m willing to be tired or not.”

"But I'm tired."

This is another sentence. Last time she said this, I chose to give up and pushed her away with my own hands. Will I still do this this time?

Of course not!

I was very excited and nervous, "I changed it, love you in a way that you can like and be used to, I."

“No need.”

She interrupted me and said, "Love makes two people better, not letting anyone become different from themselves. Chen Mo, a woman like me is not suitable for you."

“What is suitable?”

I looked at her in confusion. Even though my heart hurts, I still insisted on asking, because if I miss this time, I will miss it forever.

"I don't want to say it too bluntly. The current situation is the most suitable for you and me."

Zhang Yao was very calm.

This is true whether it is words or expressions against the backdrop of street lights.
Chapter completed!