"It seems that these are all my freedom, right?" Zhang Yao looked at me in confusion and said lightly.

When I heard the sound, my heart ached.

She was right. No matter what she did, whether it was smoking or the circle of friends that was hard to understand, it was her freedom. And I, this outsider, have no qualifications and no identity to ask about it.

What's more, ten hours ago, I, a person who seemed to be very concerned about her, had even spoken ill of her.

I pulled the corner of my mouth and said to her, "It's indeed your freedom, but I'm not wrong with my concern from a friend's perspective, right?"

"Oh"

Zhang Yao smiled and said, "Chen Mo, you are not caring."

"What is that?"

"You know it yourself."

I stared at her in a daze, feeling that she was a little unfamiliar. Perhaps this was her most authentic appearance, rational and indifferent.

"I know, I care." After hesitating for a while, I still revealed my feelings and said to her: "When I got home, Wang Yuxuan said she wanted to eat noodles, so I cooked a bowl for her to make time. I flipped through my circle of friends and the moment I saw your dynamic, I was very scared and felt even more panicked."

I ignored the change in Zhang Yao's expression and said to myself: "How can you say goodbye to the world so early when you are such a perfect woman? Borui needs you, the customers who cooperate with the company need you, your family needs you and the man who has not appeared in the future, and the man who really suits you needs you even more, so I want to come and check out and confirm your news. As for the current situation that has disturbed your Qingmeng, I can only say sorry."

Zhang Yao didn't say anything immediately, just looked at me like this, the moonlight shining on her body, making her look mysterious, her delicate figure was so thin, I couldn't see all of this woman at the beginning.

From acquaintance to knowing each other, from calculating each other to falling in love, we have experienced a lot, but it seems that we have never experienced anything. She is like a mystery, a mystery that I cannot solve makes me fall in, and then I worry about gains and losses.

Now it seems that I have lost this mystery.

"Thank you for your thoughts, although it seems so unrealistic, Chen Mo, as your ex-girlfriend, what I want to tell you is that sometimes you can't be too extreme."

Zhang Yao finally spoke, but why was her voice so cold and why was her logic so clear.

When I learned that she was fine at the gate, I knew how extreme I was and how pessimistic and ridiculous the things I thought about were. I thought she would not say it, and would take care of my dignity as usual.

But she said it out, so bluntly, and told me the fact that she was my ex-girlfriend.

I was a little lost and a little desperate.

"You're welcome, as I said, we are friends, and friends always have to fulfill the responsibilities a friend should do." I forced myself to cater to her, but this feeling is so fucking uncomfortable.

"Now, you see it too, I'm not overwhelmed, I'm just asleep."

I smiled, nodded, and replied: "Well, I'll feel relieved."

"Well, you go back soon and don't let the people at home wait for a long time."

After saying that, Zhang Yao waved at me, turned around and left.

I was still there, watching her walk towards the direction of the door of the building step by step, and she said, "Don't let the people in my family wait for a long time." I repeatedly recalled this sentence in my heart, and suddenly realized that Zhang Yao must have misunderstood something.

"Zhang Yao!"

My voice was very loud, and it was particularly harsh on this quiet summer night.

She paused and did not look back.

"Can you come back? I have something to say to you."

Hearing the sound, Zhang Yao was stunned for a few seconds before turning slightly. She raised her voice and said to me: "If you have anything, please contact me when dawn."

"No, some things cannot be conveyed by the communication network."

She turned her head, probably a little confused. Seeing this, I spoke again, "If you don't come, I'll wait here. It's okay to talk about it until dawn.

.”

This time, she moved and walked towards me.

"What's wrong? Didn't you explain it clearly just now?"

She frowned her beautiful brows, both confused and dissatisfied.

"Wang Yuxuan is just living in my house temporarily, in order to escape the blind date arranged by my master for her."

"oh."

"I have nothing to do with her. Of course, except for the senior brother and sister, I just regard her as my sister."

"You don't have to tell me this, there is no need."

“It’s necessary.”

I said anxiously: "I just don't want you to misunderstand."

"Ha, what did I misunderstand?" She asked me with her arms folded and hugged her shoulders.

I thought about it and said to her, "Misunderstand that I am a man who is fickle and indifferent to love."

"What kind of man are you, what does it have to do with me?"

"Of course it has nothing to do with you."

How I want to tell her what kind of man I am has a lot to do with her, but I just have nothing to do with her, because we broke up, this is a certain fact.

From the current situation, it is easy to see that Zhang Yao has accepted this fact. The only thing she didn't accept is that I was a man who pushed her away with her own hands!

The words have come to this point, and there is no need to continue talking, but I don’t want to recognize this fact. I want to try it, and I have to try it. On the way I came, what the taxi driver said to me was still echoing in my ears.

When I was at the gate, the concerns in my heart were not fake.

I care about her and love her even more.

So, I have to tell her.

Taking a deep breath, I raised my head and looked straight into her clear eyes, ready to speak, Zhang Yao didn't give me this opportunity, she lifted the broken forehead and said softly: "Chen Mo, one fact that we should all accept is that they no longer belong to each other, are you right?"

"Um"

I nodded, then shook my head again, "No, I don't accept it."

"how?"

"I can't accept the days without you, I can't accept that you are not by my side, and I can't accept that it was the fact that I personally drove you out of the emotional world, because you are too important to me, especially today when I misunderstand you, I realized this fact."

"Some words shouldn't be said at this time."

"But I have to say."
Chapter completed!