A little helpless and a little funny.

Unfortunately, my nature was revealed mercilessly by Wang Yuxuan. As for the funny thing, it was because this girl was not big and her life experience was still at the stage of the ivory tower. But she could see it thoroughly. Even love is not the whole of life, so she could say it very rationally.

When I was as old as her, love was the whole of life. The whole world was centered on Tong Xue. What I did was just for us to manage love better.

Now it seems that compared to Wang Yuxuan, I am more childish than her at the same age.

I couldn't help but think of a saying, a woman's psychological age is always a few years older than she is. The current situation is the best and most realistic portrayal of that sentence.

"Then what are you going to do next?"

Seeing that I was in deep thought, Wang Yuxuan asked again.

With a long sigh, I began to look her in the eyes. At this moment, I put her in a role of peers or even elders. He hesitated and asked her back: "Are you referring to my truest thoughts, or are you referring to some illusory dreams?"

"Of course it's the most real idea." Wang Yuxuan thought about it and gave me a reply.

"Well"

I pulled my lips and said to her truthfully: "My truest idea is to go back to the small town at home, pass the civil service exam or go to a law firm that I visited in the past to find a job in Beijing, which is too big to accommodate me. It is very realistic and terrible here. Here, I feel like I am being submerged by the sea for a minute."

"So, the most direct and practical thing is that you escape without taking anything after leaving here?"

"This is not an escape, right?" After saying that, I laughed myself. "This is indeed an escape. Here I fell in love with a woman from another world. Fortunately, my life is kind enough. I woke me up with slaps one by one. If I fall deeper and deeper, what is waiting for me in the end may be heaven or hell."

"Senior brother, I look down on you a little at this moment."

"Not to mention you, even I look down on myself."

"Then why don't you let yourself look down on yourself?"

"I"

At this time, I hesitated and asked her with a hint of embarrassment: "I want to smoke a cigarette, okay?"

Wang Yuxuan nodded and acquiesced to my request.

After getting the permission, I took out the cigarette I bought in the market from my pocket, took out one and lit it. After taking a deep breath, I felt much better. At least, now I can face her problem.

"Reality, do you understand?"

After I spit out the smoke, I said to her: "There are only a few first-tier cities in China. Beijing is the most realistic one. It makes me panic. I work like a machine every day, and I still can't see the way forward. I can't say that. For a while, I thought this place was good. At that time, I had 300,000 yuan in my card. I once thought that I could buy a home in Beijing, no matter how long the mortgage could last, it would be a success. But what happened? The result was that I am now, I had nothing."

"Is this reality?" she asked.

I nodded confidently and replied, "That's right, this is reality."

"Why do I think it's the excuse you made for yourself to escape?" Wang Yuxuan said bluntly without any intention of saving me face: "300,000, no more than more, no less than less. Why are you nothing now? You have already squandered yourself?"

""

"Don't talk for now."

Seeing that I was in a tendency to speak, Wang Yuxuan interrupted me directly. Then she said:

"You attribute all the mistakes you have made to reality and life. Have they provoked you? No? Did you face today? Didn't you do it step by step?"

There is nothing more difficult than admitting my mistakes. Everyone in this world sucks all the remaining cigarettes. The spicy, scented cigarettes left me without enjoyment and torture.

After I spit it out slowly, I spoke hoarsely: "You said

Yes, it was the consequence of me planting myself. Now that I have come to see, I don’t want to bear it anymore, so I want to leave, will it be done?"

"Well, why can't it be done?"

Wang Yuxuan clapped her hands, "At that time, your friends will still remember you. The woman you loved will remember you in a late night when you can't sleep. She will also remember that she loved such an irresponsible man. And I, your junior sister, will feel disgusted, and will feel that my dad was blind, and then you will say the same nonsense as he did when he was young."

"Girl, you don't understand me."

"Yes, I don't understand why you are so cowardly, and I don't understand why you regard love as important."

"you"

"What are you?"

Wang Yuxuan looked at me with annoyance, "Put it down when you are a lawyer and are good at sophistry, don't say that there is no fair nonsense in this world. The environment in which you grow up is really different from that of Beijingers, but when you come here, you are the same as us, breathing the air in the same sky, watching the traffic and people, and there is no difference in work. You are even much better than others' work. Is that right?"

I smiled dejectedly and said, "That's right, but I don't have a house here."

"Why do you have to have a house to prove your worth in this city?"

"But without a house, I don't even have a chance to prove myself."

"As a man, your value pursuit is to see if you have a house in Beijing?"

"Otherwise? If I don't take root here, what qualifications do I have to talk about the so-called pursuit? Empty talk? Girl, don't be stupid? This society always sees men whether you have money or not. No one is interested in seeing what kind of person you are."

"Then the fuck is just that you think about it yourself!"

Perhaps because I was so angry that Wang Yuxuan sweared, "The value of everyone lies in what it can bring to this world, not money! Money is indeed something that everyone must have, because equivalent exchange is an eternal fact, but if you regard a person's pursuit as money, then I really feel that you are helpless."

"You have never been poor and you won't understand."
Chapter completed!