Now I am the only one left here. I can finally wait quietly and carefully think about the extremely short and deep-rooted relationship for me.

The sun is dazzling, and under its illumination, my shadow is pulled for a long time. At this moment, the only one who knows how to talk is left is this "Chen Mo" who can't speak?

I let out a long sigh, glanced gently, and walked into RT-Mon again. I didn't know if they would come out at this door, but my intuition told me that it would be right to stay here.

Not far away is the counter selling cigarettes. After seeing the cigarettes on the shelves, the unstable factors in my body began to hint that I now need these things to comfort my already trampled soul...

After all, I couldn't resist the temptation, left the promise of Wang Yuxuan behind, walked to the cigarette counter, and said to the salesperson: Get me a pack of 12 Nanjing, by the way... and get another lighter.

The salesperson handed me what I needed as I said. After scanning the code to pay, I opened the cigarette package as if I had a treasure, took out one and held it in my mouth. Since I was still in the city, I couldn't ignite it.

After sucking a few times in love, I walked to the city gate and shone it in the noon sunshine. I lit it with a clatter... The faint smell of nicotine instantly occupied my taste buds and successfully sootheed my soul that was about to collapse. Haha, can I only comfort myself in this way?

I murmured and asked myself, no one came to give me an answer, and the only shadow that accompanied me could not.

After taking a heavy breath of cigarette, I raised my head slightly, then slowly opened my mouth, and spit out irregular smoke rings. The light smoke was quickly blown away by the hot wind.

Just like my love with Zhang Yao, it seems beautiful and transparent, but it is extremely fragile and is finally blown away by the wind of reality.

......

The burning of a cigarette was not as satisfying as I imagined, and my heart was still empty. In this emptiness, there was still a little panic. I was thinking about how to face Zhang Yao after a while.

After all, when we were facing each other, she chose to look down on her face and talked and laughed with the man, as if I was just a passerby, and even worse than a passerby.

I don’t understand why she was so heartless, and I can’t figure it out. When she clearly saw Wang Yuxuan with me, she was so calm... Is she really embarking on two different paths in her heart?

No, no.

That's not Zhang Yao I know.

She is a woman with extremely demanding feelings. She is almost mentally obsessed with cleanliness. How could she tolerate the man she once loved? After twenty-four hours apart, she did what she had thought and planned with a woman?

Even if she could control her emotions and not ask me, she would not remain so calm. But she was very calm. Except for a moment of being stunned, she regained her smile.

The smile I want to see most on her face.

I don’t know how to describe the things accumulated in my heart, but as I told Wang Yuxuan, I want to ask Zhang Yao clearly. My heart is innocent and I cannot let it down again and again...

Shaking my head, I squatted directly at the gate of the city and lit a cigarette for myself again. Who is that man? How should I ask Zhang Yao when I see him? Are you angry or indifferent?

I was a little confused because no one could predict such an unborn thing. I think I didn’t even think about the real life we ​​met today, right?

If it had thought about it, or it wouldn't have to stage a bloody and torture scene in this corner of the city, right?

What a fucking fuck.

I spitted and threw the half-lit cigarette on the ground and squeezed it hard, then stood up from the ground... Maybe the cigarette had a little strong momentum, maybe I stood up and used a little too much force, and I felt a little dizzy.

I closed my eyes and stood for about a minute before I felt much better. After opening my eyes again, I rushed into the city. I didn’t want to wait anymore. What if they didn’t come out of this exit?

If I miss this opportunity, I may never have any news about her in my life. I want to ask her clearly. Even if I am a little unreasonable, even if the method I want to use will be extremely childish!

Love is a very easy way to make people lose their rational feelings... I lost her in the real world, but I don’t want to lose her in the spiritual world. No matter how ruthless life is, it can’t control my heart, right?

Even in this city, I learned how to be hypocritical, but I can deceive anyone, but I can't deceive myself.

My heart told me to ask her clearly, and I would do this, even if there would be any conflict, even if it would make her look down on me.

......

It is very big, and I don’t have a clear destination, so I can only look for it blindly like a headless fly. With my memory, I first came to the vegetable area, but it was very empty. At first glance, except for a few shopping guides, there were only fruits and vegetables lying quietly on the shelves. I opened my mouth and wanted to call her name regardless of it and let her come out to see me.

But the result of doing that is not only considered a mental illness, there will be no second possibility.

I sighed and began to walk along the road in front of me... If they hadn't left, I would have seen her, sure!

Unfortunately, wishes are often pale and powerless as reality. I walked in the city for more than half an hour and still couldn't meet her. My so-called intuitions seem so ridiculous at this moment. Life can arrange a meeting, and it is enough to make me meet her. How can it arrange for me to meet her again?

Shaking my head, I wanted to give up, squeeze onto the subway, go back to the rental house to cook a meal for Wang Yuxuan, and tell her truthfully that I smoked a cigarette today, but I was not considered breaking my oath...

But, it's really hard to calm down.

Those two people were like thorns nailed into my heart. As soon as they appeared, they were nailed into my heart without any concealment. No one could remove this thorn except the exact answer in her mouth!

So, I decided to call Zhang Yao. No matter where she is, no matter what she is doing, I will let her stop, and then meet her and know the answer from her... No matter what the answer, I can accept it.

I warned myself in this way in my heart.

......

The nickname at the top in the address book, looking at her name, I couldn't help feeling bitter. I took a deep breath, and I clicked and called.

Dou...Dou...Dou...

The long prompt sound is like asking me a note step by step. What should I say after the phone is answered? What attitude should I use?

However, before I could think about how to deal with it, the phone was connected.

Her voice was a little cold, with only one word, hey?

Are you still in the city?

It's on the way home.

Oh... Then where are you now, is there anything wrong? I unconsciously cared about her. This is a habit that penetrates into my bones. It is easy for me to be shorter when facing her.

Nothing happened, what's wrong?

Can you stop? No matter where you are, I will go to you.

Why? She asked.

Yes, why, do you want me to tell her directly that I want to ask clearly the identity of that man? If she is her partner, would you criticize her behavior from the moral high ground?

who I am?

Who is she?

Why should I ask about her life?

But we have already talked about this point, I can't leave myself regrets, right? I let out a long sigh and finally said to her: I want to talk to you... If it is convenient for you, please give me this opportunity, okay?

After hearing my words, Zhang Yao did not give me an answer immediately. Instead, a man's voice came to my ears through the phone receiver...

Baby, do you have anything to deal with?

Oh... nothing. This is the answer she gave to that man.

Baby, a common name among lovers, was said so naturally by that man! And Zhang Yao had not resisted it yet! You know, during the days we were together, I had not yet plucked up the courage to say this intimate name to her.

Something collapsed in my heart.

I could clearly hear the rumbling sound.

Regarding faith and love, the wall I just built, at this moment, because of that intimate name, collapsed instantly, without giving me a chance to breathe.

Is he the new man you are looking for? I lost my mind and started to accuse her: When I called me yesterday, even if I didn’t propose to separate, you would have asked me, right? Is he a mom baby... Zhang Yao, Zhang Yao, your taste is so heavy? Find an old man to support you?

These extremely unheard words were spoken out by me.

But I don’t regret it. I have to use this to vent my dissatisfaction. There are many reasons for us to separate: the three views are inconsistent, the levels of life are different, and even the humble I am not worthy of the noble her. I can accept this reason that hurts self-esteem.

But I can't accept her disloyalty to love.

She kept saying that she had a sexual immorality, and in the end, was it the way we ended our relationship in this way?

Which man would accept it?!

Chen Mo, you are enough!

Zhang Yao's voice finally revealed a kind of anger, but this anger seemed so ridiculous to me...

Has it hurt your worries? Since you can do such dirty things, are you still afraid of others? I have no concern about this being a public place, and I said this with a loud voice.

Can you not be so shameless?

I am shameless? Who is the fuck that is shameless?!

I was in pain and angry, and the hot current that surged out of my eyes was the best proof.

Mental illness.

Maybe, this is the heaviest swear word she can say?

This exquisite woman, even her anger, maintained her demeanor...

Hahaha... I laughed haha, tears in my eyes and laughed in my mouth. At this moment, I hated her and also hated this realistic and dirty society.

Goodbye, please remember that it was me, Chen Mo, who dumped you.

As I said that, I hung up the phone.

Love is really a ridiculous thing. I wiped my face and left here without hesitation. As for the grievances and pain in my heart, I feel ridiculous. Is she worthy of me like this?

She is not worthy.
Chapter completed!