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Finally, I returned to this empty room, alone.

Before going upstairs, I bought a can of beer and some snacks at a roadside convenience store, just treat it as supper, and maybe it is more appropriate to call it a late-night snack.

With trembling hands, he took out the letter from his arms. The handwriting on it clearly shows "We in the future". This is Tong Xue's handwriting, clear and simply, just like her.

Open it, or tear it down

Put it on the floor and stared at it in a daze. The pale yellow envelope and beautiful handwriting contained a young man and woman’s expectations for the future. At that time, I couldn’t believe that they would be separated in a few years, right?

We also designed a house of the future at that time, right?

At that time

What did we look like at that time? Why did we forget the original beauty?

I couldn't see through it, I couldn't see through it at all. I opened the can of beer, took a big sip, and let the wine flow down the corner of my mouth. The bitter and mellow alcohol might give me the answer.

Holding beer, I stood on the balcony and looked at it. The streets at midnight were like daytime, and the darkness was just another look of the city. The white vapor condensed on the glass window was wiped with my hands, which contrasted with me. It was so ridiculous.

"Gugu"

After taking two sips, the whole can of beer was drunk by me. I gently pinched it, and the beer can quickly deformed and kneaded it hard. The aluminum can was still enough to cut the palms. The wound was not big, and only a little blood was produced. The stinging palms were so painful that they couldn't hurt their hearts.

I threw it on the ground casually, but still couldn't stop the gushing thoughts. I decided to open the letter to see how cowardly I was.

Squat on the ground, picked up the letter, and tear it open the envelope like comforting your lover.

It seemed as if I could smell a faint jasmine fragrance, and her smell did not seem to have dissipated with time. It was great.

"Chen Mo, when you saw this letter again, we were already a couple of children. Ten years, it was really fast. I am very happy. We held on to love and finally got together. Hehe, I didn't lie to you, please praise me. At this time, we already have our own home in Beijing. I am very content and heartbroken. I feel sorry for you to repay the high mortgage every month. Fortunately, our parents are very healthy. Last month, my mother secretly sent me 3,000 yuan to buy milk powder for her grandson. I said she was partial,

Why didn’t I think about her granddaughter? She said, mother-in-law would think, Sure enough, when you came back today, I gave me 5,000 yuan, saying it was the milk powder money given by our mother, and for Nan'er (since I gave my daughter a nickname, you don’t blame me.) Fifteen years ago, we got together, and eleven years ago, we came to Beijing. It’s also an autumn now. They always say that autumn is a sad season, but I just like autumn. Chen Mo, promised me that we still have a lot of autumn to leave, okay? - your Tong Xue."

Her handwriting is so clear. I saw the longing and hope, and I couldn't help but see the future she had outlined. It's really beautiful.

At that time, we agreed to come back ten years later in the deep sea. That's what it means. Four years ago, Tong Xue had thought about what happened ten years later. However, when she left last fall, did she think about whether she had fucking believed in love? She didn't care whether she would have to pay the mortgage in the future?

A woman, her name is fickle.

Turning to the second page, it was something I wrote for her. I still remember every word in it, because it was my promise to her. But before I could fulfill the promise, she was thrown away by me and threw it into the crowded city of Sijiu.

Humans are really fucking complicated animals.

Tears finally failed to overcome the gravity and flowed down. She was so gentle and strong that she betrayed the love between us? I don’t understand, maybe I will never understand.

When she came back that day, she cruelly took away all the traces that belonged to her and took away my thoughts that should not exist. Now, the only trace of her appearing in my world is probably the only letter?

She selfishly planned our future, and cruelly left me, and then let the long river of time wash away my filthy body love. It's so damn wonderful.

hatred.

Not hating her.

I hate that time goes too fast, so fast that I don’t have time to forget her.

Still love.

Even though she betrayed the love between us, she still loves her, and she loves the simplicity and beauty of the first.

Now, it is time to destroy it. Only by destroying this outlined future can I have a future.

I lit a cigarette, took a ruthless mouthful, and read the letter tremblingly. Every word was portrayed in my heart and ruined it and left it. It was like two people quarreling in my heart, and I was panicked.

This letter is the only thing Tong Xue left to me. If she is destroyed, all her traces will really no longer exist. Isn’t this my purpose? I want to welcome a new life, what will I do if I leave her traces?!

I'm going crazy!

"ah!!!!"

Howling, I was lost in this desolate night.

Looking at the cigarette butts flashing with scarlet fireworks, I smiled and pressed it on my arm, "swallowing", and in a moment, I could smell the smell of barbecue.

He set fire, then put the flames close to the paper full of longing, and soon a cluster of flames rose. Not big, and soon extinguished itself, and the ashes left behind floated freely in the room.

Tong Xue left, ruining our love.

Today, I have destroyed our future with my own hands.

"Bang, bang, bang."

The thing that beating in the chest is called the heart, and now it hurts very much.

Leaning on the bed, staring at the ceiling with wide eyes, I was thinking about a question: Since our future has been destroyed and her traces are no longer retained in my own world, why should I still suffer in Beijing?

While I am young, I can go home. I only need to work hard for a few years and live well, instead of struggling and surviving in Beijing like now.

But I am unwilling to be so hard that I have worked so hard in the past few years. I am unwilling to be in the end that I have been unable to stay here after the four years of hard work.

In confusion, I really wanted to find a friend to ask, but my friends didn't know that I had no Tong Xue. In their hearts, we were still the couple who envied others.

I stared at WeChat in a daze. Finally, the boy caught my attention. That night, the girl who picked up the baby talked to me very well, why not ask her?

Thinking of it, I edited a paragraph and asked, "I destroyed all the traces of her existence. Suddenly, it is meaningless here. Should I stay in Beijing?"

I didn't get a reply for a long time. After looking at the time, it turned out to be early morning. I thought she should be asleep.

I can't get the answer.
Chapter completed!