Chapter 242: Let's Talk
Carrying the ingredients, I entered her house.
It is a little different from the decoration I imagined. Her house does not have any luxurious decorations. It is very simple, with a little gentleness. In terms of quality, it is definitely the upper level.
The duplex leap floor, the upstairs should be her bedroom, which looks more than 100 square meters. The living room is close to the kitchen, and there is a wine cabinet and a bar. I glanced at it and once again felt the importance of capital.
Because I have been in bars for a long time before, I can easily tell that those wines are produced by Bordeaux winery.
"It's full of the smell of capitalists."
While I looked, I sighed at Zhang Yao.
"Do you like it?"
“Seldom people don’t like it.”
"Then try harder," Zhang Yao took the ingredients from me and said, "After working hard, we will have these things in our future home."
She has planned to have a future, and I have in her future.
Because, I clearly heard her mention our future home. When a woman wants to have a home with that man, it means she is ready to marry that man.
It can be seen from this that in our love, Zhang Yao has begun to devote herself to it.
I was very moved and excited.
But I still pretended not to hear these words.
After all, the future is too far away, not to mention that I am still wandering in this city like a rootless duckweed. I really don’t dare to think about such a house that has been on the rise for thousands of times.
In the past few years, I have enough to recognize the reality.
Seeing that I didn't answer, Zhang Yao probably thought of something. She jumped in front of me, raised the ingredients in her hand, and said with a smile: "I'm going to starve to death, hurry up and cook."
"Okay, my big president."
I also smiled and, under her guidance, entered the kitchen.
"Do you want me to help you?"
"No need, just wait."
Zhang Yao pondered for a moment, then suddenly shook her head and said, "I'd better stay here to help you. I'll wash vegetables and cook. It's very interesting to think about it."
"Yeah, that's fine."
Of course, washing vegetables will not make her feel happy. I think the fun she refers to should be the warmth of making a dinner together, right?
Life is like this. No matter how high the status you are outside, you should be dull and warm after you get home, just like this. Zhang Yao is like this now, not to mention that she has never experienced this feeling before.
A dinner is not very delicate, it is just a plain and ordinary home-cooked meal.
But in this ordinary, there is another taste, and I understand it as love.
Zhang Yao poured me a glass of red wine and she asked, "Why are you suddenly coming to see me?"
I replied with some shame: "Apology, after all, what I did last night was quite inappropriate."
"Oh?" She looked at me in surprise, "What apologize? You did nothing wrong."
"I'm wrong to let you stay up late." I smiled and raised my cup, "So, dear Miss Zhang, are you willing to forgive the boy sitting opposite you?"
"For your dinner, I forgive you." Zhang Yao touched me a glass, took a sip of wine, and couldn't wait to eat something.
She should be hungry.
She had never eaten anything to wait for my dinner.
Thinking of this, the more I feel like a bastard.
With guilt, I started to pick up vegetables in her bowl
"Chen Mo, do you want me to be fattened?"
"Well, you're fat." I said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "In this way, no one will rob you from me."
"I'm afraid that at that time, you won't think so."
I wondered: "What?"
"I wonder if you have ever heard of this." Zhang Yao wiped the corner of her mouth and said to me seriously: "Love at first sight is just a desire to see sex. When you have fallen in love over time, you should consider it as a weighing the pros and cons. Even if you grow old together, it is just a habit."
"Where did you hear this fallacy?"
“It’s true.”
"Okay, even if it's the fact, then tell me what's going on between us?" I frowned and started to make axe force.
Hearing the sound, Zhang Yao looked at me hurriedly and asked, "Are you sure you want to know?"
“Why not?”
"I'm not stupid."
"Well"
"By the way, I'm blind, too."
"Girl, don't be so sarcastic."
I frowned and said unhappily: "No matter what, my buddy, I'm so good that you can pick up such a good man."
"Pooh"
Zhang Yao looked at me disgustedly, "Tell me where are you? What else can you do except make me angry and not be able to get along with myself?"
This was originally a joke.
But it made me fall into deep thought.
Yes, what else can I do except those me? If a girl like Zhang Yao follows me, what can I bring to her? She has love for bread, but I can't give her perfection.
I finally realized that I was useless.
In such a warm occasion, I shouldn't be bored, but I am a man who can't control my emotions.
I picked up the wine glass in front of me and drank it all in one go. Then, I poured myself another glass.
"Chen Mo, what's wrong with you?"
I forced myself to smile and replied, "It's nothing, your wine is delicious, I have to take the opportunity to drink more."
"Did I say something wrong? I was kidding, don't take it seriously."
Zhang Yao stretched out her hand and stopped me who was still drinking.
She is such a woman. In our relationship, we are always used to attributeing mistakes to ourselves. The more she bears those things alone, the more I will blame myself.
I put down the cup.
"You are not wrong, it's mine. You said, "Why don't you cherish me when I meet you and have you?" I ignored Zhang Yao and said to myself: "Yesterday, after Tong Xue called me, we were going to say goodbye, but it is the kind of farewell that is very popular now, full of ritual."
"But after saying goodbye, I suddenly learned another news, so I went to find her."
"Well, I believe you, you don't have to explain to me."
"Do you really believe me?" I asked in her eyes.
Zhang Yao nodded confidently without hesitation: "Really."
"But I don't believe in myself."
With a self-deprecating smile, I continued, "I felt so distressed when I saw her leave yesterday. It really hurts. At that moment, I didn't know if I still loved her. I knew clearly that we were a couple, but at that time, your shadow in my heart was so vague."
Zhang Yao let go of my hand, frowns together, and said in a plain voice: "Chen Mo, I think we should talk."
Chapter completed!