I was in great pain, but no one could empathize with this kind of pain.

After Meng Yang said that, he stopped talking. Perhaps, he knew that he was no longer suitable to say something. The truth had been told to me and the evidence was left to me to see. The rest of the matter could only be made by me, the party involved.

I also remained silent, not that I didn’t want to say a word, on the contrary, I had many doubts that I needed to analyze, but I just couldn’t speak.

The throat was burning like it was roasted by fire.

Open a bottle of beer again, raised his head and poured it into big mouthfuls. I wanted to make my throat feel better. At least, it would ensure that when I spoke, the beer overflowed my mouth and soaked my collar. I didn't care and let it flow.

"Mo'er, calm down."

Meng Yang snatched the bottle of wine from my hand and comforted him: "The matter has already happened. How should you solve it, instead of drinking to drown your sorrows like this."

I waved my hand and signaled that I was fine, then pointed at my throat and told him that I couldn't speak.

It turns out that the plot that I only saw in film and television dramas is really happening in me at this time, and I am so anxious. This is probably the case?

I want to laugh, laugh at myself, laugh at my past love, and even more so on my trust in that woman. I always think that her departure was just because she didn't love her anymore. I never thought that there would be such a ridiculous tragedy in my life.

When she was in Wuzhen, Tong Xue ran to accompany me despite her physical discomfort in order to help me deal with it. She was also there. She said that she wanted us to start over, but she had never done anything to be sorry for me, and even said that she still loved me.

Now it seems that it will be a conspiracy between them again?

nausea.

Very disgusting.

I stood up from my seat in a daze, my head hurts a little, and I felt better after shaking it. At this time, I could finally speak, "Yoko, thank you."

The vocal cords rubbed, very hoarse.

"Brother, are you okay with this?"

"What the hell can I have?" I sneered and left the barbecue restaurant.

The night in Beijing is so bright.

It was shining and so dazzling that I couldn't see the stars in the sky. I looked around and looked around. Everything was very familiar and everything was very strange.

There were traces of us here. When I just moved to Liuliqiao, I took Tong Xue here for barbecue, ordered a bottle of beer, and her favorite slightly spicy wing tips, and told her that I would give her a home here in the future.

I remember that at that time, her eyes were bright, full of hope and firmness. I also remember that she told me with confidence that she believed in me and that we would live here in the future.

Bang

The bubbles are broken, and the future is broken.

Should I blame her?

To be honest, it shouldn't be. After all, I am now with Zhang Yao, and the love I used to be gradually sealed by me. Everyone is an independent individual and has the right to choose the path they take. What qualifications do I have to complain?

Actually, I know where my resentment comes from. I am not sure whether she has betrayed our relationship. All the people between us are complicated. After all, she is the girl I once loved the most. Even if I separate, there is her shadow in my heart.

When she was separated, she said she had cheated on her when she asked to start over in Wuzhen, and she told me that she had never done anything that she was sorry for me.

I believed what she said when she was in Wuzhen, which also means that I believe in her. So, if I believe her, shouldn’t the reason for breaking up?

It’s not that I’m in conflict, but that Tong Xue is already in conflict.

The head hurts very much.

If I want to create some difficulties for Dong Shuhan and the others, I must re-mentioned the case of that year, but re-mentioned the case, and I can't get around Tong Xue. No matter what, the bank card that witnessed the dirty transaction was an account opened in her name.

"How could she know Qi Yu?"

After returning to the rental house, I fell on the bed, thinking about this question all over my mind. Tong Xue and I have been with her for so long. I recognize her college classmate, who is good to her, but I don’t even know her. Her original workplace has nothing to do with Borui. She cannot recognize Qi Yu in a city as big as Beijing.

Because her original life circle was all me.

But the facts are right in front of me, and I have no choice but to accept them. I was originally a lawyer, the most materialistic person in the world. I really can't see through and think of it.

I was irritated and wanted to light a cigarette to calm myself down.

I took out my cell phone and gave Zhang Yao a WeChat message: "Leader, I want to smoke, it's not because I'm addicted to smoking, but now I'll die easily if I don't smoke."

After the message was successfully delivered, I waited for Zhang Yao's call.

"What's wrong with you?" This was her first sentence, full of concern.

I hesitated for a moment, and replied hoarsely: "I can't tell you about this."

"What's wrong with your throat?"

"It's okay, maybe I'm getting angry."

"Chen Mo, I am your girlfriend, do you know?"

"I know," I sighed and said, "I don't know how to tell you before I figured it out."

Zhang Yao did not answer me immediately. We were silent at each other's receivers, listening to each other's breathing.

After a while, she finally spoke to me, "Although I don't know what's wrong with you, I know you must need someone to accompany you now, I'll go find you."

"Don't come."

I don't want her to see what I look like now.

"Well, smoke less, just this time, I won't be the case."

"Thanks."

I took the initiative to end the call. I was afraid that I would listen to her more and I couldn't help but let her come and accompany me. I was wronged by a woman and in the end I asked her to comfort me. It was too unfair to her.

Shaking my head, I struggled to get up from the bed, put on a coat casually, and I went out.

At the convenience store downstairs, I bought a bag of Zhongnanhai. Before I got home, I unpacked the packaging on the side of the road and couldn't wait to order one for myself. I took a deep breath like an addict, and then I felt much quieter.

Cigarettes and alcohol never solve the problem.

But they can give people comfort when a person is most helpless.

Squatting on the side of the road, the street lights above my head guide the pedestrians home at night. It shines on me and pulls my shadow for a long time. It is just one by me. It turns out that loneliness is not far away from me because of my love. It has always been following me.
Chapter completed!