Sometimes people are very strange. When a thought emerges from their minds, they can't help but burst out on their own. As a result, they will think of many questions, think of the scene of the incident, and then they will fall into a vicious circle and cannot extricate themselves. During the day, it will make people lose their minds, and in the middle of the night, the most direct consequence is to toss and turn and fall asleep.

I had insomnia, and after a big drink, I had insomnia.

All night, I sat on the windowsill and looked at the brightly lit and quiet West Third Ring Road outside the window.

Very lonely, even more lonely than the loneliness I had been used to, I was the only creature in the room, which was so empty, and there was no light on, and there was no sound except my breathing. This night was so long.

I still don’t want to believe Li Zheng’s analysis, but the concealment shown by Meng Yang has forced me to doubt it.

We are brothers, young people dreaming together in the real city of Beijing. We worked hard together and we overcome difficulties together. I don’t think such friendship is much worse than being a soldier together.

Is this kind of love affair? Will Meng Yang deviate from it?

Should I blame him again?

Sun Linhai must have promised him what kind of benefits he could not refuse. Ask yourself, what would I do if I had a match with Meng Yang at that time? Perhaps it would be the current situation, right?

Meng Yang's family is not well off. His parents are laid off and he has a younger brother who is studying. Almost the family's heavy responsibilities are on him. What reason does he have to refuse? Just by the love between us, we are wandering together?

Although I understand, I still feel sad.

I can't see through it.

I should accept this matter calmly in my stomach. Then we are brothers, and we are still friends who cheer each other up in this city. If I continue to pursue it, I dare not think about it.

I let out a long sigh. Anyway, I was beaten at that time and didn't lose anything. Li's mother also left the world, and Li Zheng was also compensated from Sun Linhai.

The only regret is that we have not received the justice we have won.

It shouldn't be important, right? Even if you are fair, you will still be born. Real life will not change because of a person's choice. The result is the final outcome. It is not necessary to think so much.

I pressed my face against the window and looked into the distance through a slightly foggy glass. This city is so beautiful, but not many people will get used to the beauty here. I am a little tired, both in body and soul, very tired.

Perhaps, from the moment Tong Xue left, I lost the meaning of wandering in this city. After all, when we first came, we were the same, and two days ago, she said that she would leave here again.

She is very rational. She follows her own plan at every stage. I am very glad that I can still appear in her plan, and I am also confused. I will still appear in her plan.

My answer to Zhang Yao is: Love requires rationality.

So, what kind of answer should I give to Tong Xue?

In confusion, I took out my phone and wanted to use it to divert my emotions. At least I don’t have to worry about it so much that my friends on WeChat are all lying quietly in the address book. What’s more, it’s late at night, and they should all have a date with Mr. Zhou in their dreams.

Who has time to listen to my complaints?

No one.

Just as I was about to turn off the phone, the newly red dots in my circle of friends caught my attention, and I thought to myself, who else could have insomnia in the early morning?

With this idea, I clicked it. It was Wang Yuxuan. Her circle of friends was very simple. She took a selfie under the church: "In this season when pigeons are also starting to fall in love, I'd better learn."

By the way, there is her.

She is in the UK, and this time is still during the day.

I don't know what kind of emotions I have, so I sent her a video by mistake.

"beep"

She chose to refuse.

Then I gave me two exclamation marks, "!! God is listening to my prayers, what are you going to fill in the mess?"

I smiled, smiled sincerely, and the negative emotions that had been depressed all day long, dissipated a lot at this time. I replied: "As a materialist, he should not blame me."

"Hahaha, wait."

Waiting is always hard to bear, and I left alone and came again. Fortunately, Wang Yuxuan didn’t ask me to wait for long. After about ten minutes, the prompt sound of the WeChat video rang.

Inside, the background is blue sky, white clouds, and a sacred and solemn church. She sat on the stone steps in front of the church. Occasionally, a few doves would fly past behind her. This picture is very suitable for her, pure and beautiful.

"Why are you so dark?"

Looking at her cute brows frowning, I said, "East Eighth District, it's dark in the morning, but it's very bright outside." As I said that, I flipped over and the neon lights on the West Third Ring Road filled the entire screen.

"Senior brother, what's wrong with you?"

"I have insomnia."

"Still struggling with those things?" she asked.

"A little bit." I paused, and then said, "There are some other things."

"So, that's the reason for you to suffer from insomnia?"

"Drinking too much makes you feel a headache, does that matter?"

"Then let's hang up." Wang Yuxuan frowned, "I don't want to be someone's trash can. I will only ask me to tell you when I'm frustrated when I'm having a hangover."

"You girl, I just want to talk to you when I'm bored."

"Oh, then I have to thank you?"

"Come on, don't be polite with me."

"oh."

""

We suddenly fell into silence. The doves beside her were shouting, and occasionally there were three or two foreigners saying things I couldn't understand. The only thing that she could hear was my breath.

"Senior Brother"

"Well, it's getting late, I'm going to bed, and I have to go to work at dawn." I responded and perfunctorily.

Wang Yuxuan sighed quietly and said, "I will understand your thoughts a little bit, but you can't come up with an answer to torture yourself like this, so don't make things difficult for yourself."

"Nothing, I just feel sad, that's all."

"Then you are so happy that you are so sad. The pigeons are in love, so you should do it as soon as possible."

"Yeah, too."

This conversation starts with me and ends with me.

One thing she said is right. My sadness is very happy now. As for the so-called choice, let it be.

It's almost dawn.

Returning to peace and thinking about how to survive in this city is the most important thing for a three-no-Beijing drifter. For the rest, let them completely disappear from the good things of last night with the wind last night.

Meng Yang is still my friend and brother. I am still working in Zhang Yao's company and in a position that others envy. Tong Xue and I are also partners with intersects at work.
Chapter completed!