It is better to do it once if you think a thousand times in your mind. For example, at this moment, I should listen to Lin Jiayi’s advice and ask Zhang Yao clearly. Even if I die, I have to be a wise ghost.

But I was a little hesitant. Lin Jiayi is my friend. We all have our own affairs to be busy with. We have very little private contact. She can tell that I have ideas about Zhang Yao. So what about Zhang Yao?

Whether in life or work, the woman I have come into contact with the most in the past few months is her. She should know me better than Lin Jiayi. Maybe she could guess what I was thinking long ago, right?

Suddenly, I thought of that text message. When Chen Jin was drinking at the dinner party, the text message I received, "Ignore, don't ask, don't want to." Is she saying hello to me, so that I should have such an attitude towards what I want to see next, rather than facing Chen Jin?

The more I think so, the more I feel that it is possible.

I felt relieved with a smile.

But I forgot that Lin Jiayi was around me, and I heard her say, "Hey, are you thinking about something dirty?"

"ah?"

"Don't deny it, my cat always has your expression on his face in spring."

"I'm that unbearable?" I pointed to myself and said to her: "Brother is a good young man at least, don't underestimate others."

"hehe."

She sneered twice and said, "Let's go, don't let people wait in a hurry."

"Who is waiting in a hurry? Do you know something?"

"I don't know anything, let's go!"

After saying that, she took my hand without any scruples and ran towards the inn.

Lin Jiayi returned to her room, and I did not go directly to find Zhang Yao, but returned to my room because just now, I found something unusual: Why did Lin Jiayi know that I have a good impression of Zhang Yao? Ask yourself, I, who knows clearly the gap between us, have always hidden that emotion very deeply. What's more, before today, I was not sure whether I fell in love with that woman. When I came back, Lin Jiayi said, don't make people anxious, I can't think of a second person except Zhang Yao.

So can I think so? All Lin Jiayi knew was analyzed by Zhang Yao for her, and she also acted as a lobbyist between us.

Not this is too bizarre and does not conform to the logic of things at all. Compared to this, it is easier for me to accept it by Zhang Yao and 6 Wei to form a pair.

What is that for?

What I am most not good at dealing with is the current situation where I don’t control anything, which makes me anxious and embarrassed. I know I need to go to Zhang Yao for a question, but I can’t find a suitable reason to find her.

I would like to ask, which ordinary friend suddenly cares about the other party’s private life, and who has the heart to inquire about the emotional development of the leader? It’s not that I don’t have an identity, but that these two identities will embarrass me.

I sat by the bed, watching myself falling into irritability and depression, and lit a cigarette. The rising smoke soon spread out a smoke ring in the empty room, so hazy, just like I can't see the future but is in danger.

Whether it is body or soul, I am very tired. This kind of fatigue and heavy, I really want to fall in bed and can't get up, but I can't.

I was going crazy, and was tortured by myself, so I took a deep breath of cigarettes. The strong and hot smoke was swallowed into my lungs and said this sentence.

"I'm not very fickle, I'm just tangled in the feeling of love."

"Then can I ask you a question first?"

"What can't be done?"

"Do you want to quit smoking or don't want to drink again?"

"Not even." I replied harshly.
Chapter completed!