Some things and some people, for us, are like movies we have watched, as time goes by, the best destination is to settle in the depths of memory. At least for Lin Jiayi, Xiang Xiaoan is such a role.

Reality is so helpless and cruel. Because of the separation of yin and yang, Lin Jiayi will have a new life sooner or later. A new partner will get married and have children one day. If her heart is always occupied by Xiang Xiaoan, it will be too unfair to her future partner.

Fortunately, this is also the unfortunate one she has this enlightenment.

The feeling in front of me was so unreal. The three women who came to the hospital to see me that day were so unreal, which was very different from usual. I even felt that none of them I saw were the real self.

"Actually, I knew it a long time ago." Lin Jia murmured with a hazy look: "When he knew his illness, he began to deliberately alienate me. When I knew about it, he didn't say a word to me. Xiang Xiaoan was free and optimistic in your eyes, but he was pitiful in my eyes, really pitiful."

She smiled, helpless, "I dare not love, I dare not hate, I can only be calm and face every bad thing and the malice that life has given him."

"Yes, we only see the glamor on his surface. As for the inner selves, perhaps the only person who can see it is you."

"Stop."

Lin Jiayi waved his hand, "Stop talking about this, if I continue to say it, I will easily be unable to control myself."

She was laughing, but what I saw was she crying.

He nodded gently and said, "Go back early, I'll have to rest too. My head hurts so much. I will never do this next time."

"This is the best."

Lin Jiayi smiled playfully, stood up and said to me: "You have a good rest. When you are healed, you can drink it at the ferry bar."

"Then the relationship is good."

When she came, I could not understand what kind of emotions she had, but when she left, she was definitely lonely because she remembered him.

I fell on the hospital bed, unable to say what I had thought about, I didn't think about anything, but I thought about everything. The room was very quiet, so quiet that I could hear the sound of wheels passing outside the window, and the sound of my breathing. At this moment, I was not alone.

I have the lights and moonlight.

I am very lonely because the things I accompany me are not human.

No one talked to me or expressed concern to me, so I remembered all the things that happened during the day. Tong Xue left. At this time, she should be preparing to board the plane at Xiaoshan Airport, and then return to Beijing at midnight, in the cold and dirty weather.

If she had time, she could still see the snow in Beijing, the snow that fell after spring

I know how weak I am today. I should have hugged her at all times, but then again, there is nothing wrong with being rational. Just as Lin Jiayi told me, I am a greedy man. The reason I didn't agree is because I didn't love her so much.

I was unwilling to accept it from the bottom of my heart, but the facts were right in front of me.

Tong Xue gave me another half a year, wasn’t she disappointed? But in the disappointment, she had a little fantasy. She understood me better than me. That stubborn and proud woman, this morning, was trampled on by me.

She will cry, she will also be desperate, right?

Somehow I thought, I took out the phone and called her. Unfortunately, what was waiting for me was an electronic female voice, which seemed a bit cold and formatted, and the shutdown prompt sound was turned off.

"well"

I sighed a long time, staring at the ceiling in a daze, and then I kept repeating this, lying on the bed and unable to fall asleep.

When Dongfang showed whiteness, I got up from the bed, my head was so painful that I was so confused that I smoked half a pack of cigarettes all night, and then endured the feeling of being surrounded by loneliness in the quiet room.

I'm waiting for Zhang Yao.

She sued me yesterday that she would go to Chen Jin’s apology banquet together today.

I was very resistant, but she asked me to go with dark circles. I washed up in the separate bathroom in the ward. My head was a little greasy, but I couldn't get water now, so I could only buy a hat at the shop outside in a while.

My face was a little pale, I couldn't sleep all night and was injured. I couldn't help but look like this, and my head was popping up and I looked a little sloppy.

"Is this still me?" I laughed at myself and asked in the mirror.

"Chen Mo, how are you going?"

When Zhang Yao called me, I was in a small market next to the hospital, preparing to buy a portable shaver.

"It's still done." I replied, touching the hat I just wore.

"In half an hour, you come to the inn and go with us."

"Did your brother still have 6 Wei left?"

"My brother is gone, 6 Wei is here."

After hearing this, somehow, my heart twitched for no reason and said, "Or go, I can't drink like this, and it's not convenient to see people."

"Don't think I didn't know that Jiayi had looked for you yesterday, and you even drank wine."

"you"

"Okay, Chen Jin mainly apologizes, and you are the party involved, so it's always a bit bad if you are not here."

"Ha, I get it."

I took the initiative to end the call and said to my sister who was sorting out the goods: "Get me a bag of Nanjing, thank you."

After taking the cigarette, I settled the bill at the bar, and I walked out of the small market. I felt very uncomfortable. I was jealous. When I knew that 6 Wei would go with me, more importantly, Zhang Xiaolin, who had a close relationship with Zhang Yao, would not go there.

I met that man yesterday. According to Zhang Yao, Chen Jin would compromise in the end, largely because I don’t know that man, I only know that he is very powerful.

A successful man in his thirties has the attraction to women, not to mention that Zhang Yao is very outstanding. She is no worse than any man. Perhaps the person who can deserve her should be like Liu Wei?

With a self-deprecating smile, I unpacked the cigarette and lit it, and I found that I seemed to be lost.

I didn't get lost in Wuzhen.

I was lost in my heart. I used to think I had at least two choices. Now it seems that I may have lost one choice. Tong Xue returned to Beijing with disappointment and a promise of half a year. Now, Zhang Yao is accompanied by another 6 Wei.

They are all right.
Chapter completed!