Chapter 28 Love and Hate
This is the first time that Sister Hong has entered the bedrooms of Li Haonan and Gu Xiaobei. Seeing the exquisite design and luxurious decoration inside, she was so stunning that she was so knowledgeable that she could not help but sigh again that Li Haonan was ignorant of Gu Xiaobei's disregard for the cost and good intentions.
Gu Xiaobei leaned his head against the light white Suxiu pillow at the head of the bed, and it seemed that all the feelings had been stripped away, empty and almost empty.
There is a kind of love that is cruel and cruel. Birds in the sky can fly freely, but people force them to be locked in cages, and they are called love. But the price of this love is to make the birds lose their freedom and can never fly again...
Is Li Haonan planning to lock himself in such a cage made of gold and jade again, forcing her to stay in it forever, lose her freedom and lose her yearning in her heart!
Chen Shuang looked at Gu Xiaobei who was pale and haggard in the bed, and shouted in a trembling voice: "Xiaobei!" A person who was obviously round and beautiful a few days ago, was so bright and bright that he was so weak after a few days.
Gu Xiaobei saw Sister Hong and Chen Shuang walking in, and smiled from the bottom of his heart on his face. He struggled to sit up. His hoarse voice was filled with sincere enthusiasm and greeted: "Sister Hong, Xiao Shuang, you are here! I... I feel a little uncomfortable, I didn't say hello to you, you can sit here!"
"If you feel uncomfortable, you are lying down. You are not an outsider!" Sister Hong took a few steps, supported Gu Xiaobei and leaned against the soft cushion at the head of the bed. She and Chen Shuang sat next to Gu Xiaobei's bed together.
As soon as they sat down, they could see the deep and light red and purple marks on Gu Xiaobei's neck and under the collar. Sister Hong was a person who had experienced it, and a trace of imperceptible pity flashed in her eyes. She pretended not to see anything and asked Gu Xiaobei about her well-being.
Chen Shuang is young and has a thin-skinned face. Thinking of Gu Xiaobei's stammering and saying that she was feeling uncomfortable, she looked at the obvious signs of biting her body, and her face turned slightly red.
In the original thoughts of Sister Hong and Chen Shuang, when Gu Xiaobei remembered the past, he would be angry that they and Li Haonan deceived her. This time, he was ready to be questioned and even scolded and humiliated by Gu Xiaobei!
However, judging from Gu Xiaobei's words and attitude towards them, it is no different from before.
"Xiaobei, will you be angry with us for helping Haonan deceive you together?" Sister Hong is a cheerful person and has always spoken quickly.
"No." Gu Xiaobei shook his head firmly, "How could I blame you? It's normal for you to help Li Haonan. If I were in your position, I would do this. Besides, we have no relatives and no reason, I would like to thank you for your care during that period!"
Chen Shuang suddenly cried, her voice sad, "Xiaobei, don't say that, I want to find a crack in the ground to get into it when you say that. We were good friends before, but if something happened to you, I didn't help you, but..."
"Xiaoshuang!" Gu Xiaobei didn't want Chen Shuang to say anything offend Li Haonan. She liked Chen Shuang. This would not change anything that happened. "Xiaoshuang, I know that you are also for my goodness. You are my good friend and will not harm me! No matter what happens, we are all good friends, always!"
Chen Shuang stepped forward impulsively, hugged Gu Xiaobei tightly, and started crying.
Sister Hong was impatient and was sobbing that they were sobbing and crying. She was annoyed. She thought that Li Haonan was downstairs. If she heard Gu Xiaobei crying like this, what would she think? So Sister Hong pinched Chen Shuang secretly, "Okay, don't cry, you two, don't cry, Xiaobei hasn't eaten yet. If you cry like this, you will faint!"
Chen Shuang knew what her mother meant and tried hard to suppress the sad voice. She didn't want to help Li Haonan subvert Gu Xiaobei anymore, but considering Gu Xiaobei's physical condition, she still choked and persuaded: "Xiaobei, you can make trouble with my uncle Li, you can get angry with him, you can ignore him, but you can't vent your own body, you have to eat something!"
"I have no appetite now, so I'll eat it later. You can come here very easily, let's talk." Gu Xiaobei was perfunctory and smiled bitterly.
"Xiaobei, no matter what, let's get along, my sister will say a few thoughtful words to you. Don't blame my sister for being too talkative!" Sister Hong didn't hide anything, and said to Gu Xiaobei earnestly: "I know, when you think of the past, you feel uncomfortable. You blame Haonan and blame Haonan. This is normal, but you can't erase all the good things that Haonan has treated you in the past two years just because of the mistakes that he has made in the past. If he treats you so much, he can't beat the mistakes he has treated you in the past?
Xiaobei, you just remembered the past, resentment, impulse, and this is normal. But if you calmly think about it, do you really hate Haonan so much, hate Haonan? Xiaobei, can you really face your own heart, be fair to Haonan?
You know what Haonan is doing to you in the past two years. And you, have you seen your own heart clearly? You love Haonan. Can you not resist your hatred for him now?
Even if you put aside these love and hate, you still have a child. Even for the sake of the child, you should forgive Haonan this time! You and Haonan are married now. Is marriage a joke? No, it is a responsibility, a responsibility to the child. Children cannot be without parents. Xiaobei, sister hopes that you can think twice!”
When Gu Xiaobei listened to Sister Hong's words, tears filled her eyes and rolled down her cheeks. The love and hate lurking in the darkness of her heart, the sadness and pain, the hesitation and uneasiness all surged into her heart, forcing her to breathe.
Why didn't she know her love for Li Haonan? But the deeper the love, the deeper the hatred, and she can do nothing.
Sister Hong and Chen Shuang left. Gu Xiaobei wanted to calm down and have a good talk with Li Haonan in a reasonable tone, but when she saw Li Haonan's appearance, she didn't want to say anything else. She simply stopped eating and was in a stalemate with Li Haonan during a hunger strike. For two days, she didn't eat or drink, and she was sleeping most of the time. Li Haonan brought the meal to her, but she didn't even look at it.
Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei's face as if it had been bloody and white paper. Her eyes were blue in the circles. In just two days, she had quickly become haggard. In fact, it was not easy for him. Gu Xiaobei had not eaten anything in the past two days, so how could he eat? The coaxing countless times every day made his voice sound hoarse, "Xiaobei, I know it's my fault. You want to hit me and scold me, and eat something first, so that you can have the strength to continue to get angry with me!"
"Xiaobei, I beg you to have something to eat!"
"Xiaobei, you can just drink some water!"
Two consecutive days of hunger and physical and mental fatigue made Gu Xiaobei always drowsy, fell into a drowsy sleep, and was always disturbed by dreams, and slept half-dream and half-awake.
In a daze, she heard the sound of conversation and footsteps. It seemed that many people were walking back and forth around her, and it seemed that Li Haonan was the only one. She felt the cold equipment pressed against her skin, and shrank sensitively. Immediately, she held her little hand with warm and powerful hands. Slowly, she felt a cold liquid flowing into her blood vessels. She knew that Li Haonan's warm hands had been comforting her hand. She knew that he was sitting beside her, but she would rather fall into an endless sleep than open her eyes to look at him.
Li Haonan pushed Gu Xiaobei's hair wet with tears behind his ears, and said softly and slowly: "Xiaobei, open your eyes, I know you are awake. As long as you get better, I...I agree to divorce, I will let you go!" He seemed to have used all his strength to say these two short sentences.
Gu Xiaobei didn't expect Li Haonan to agree to divorce him so happily. He was a little disbelief and was afraid that he would lie to him, so he closed his eyes and said nothing.
After a long time, he never heard any more movement. Gu Xiaobei could no longer help it. He opened his eyes and saw Li Haonan sitting beside him, as if he had been staring at him. At this time, he turned his eyes away when he saw her suddenly opening his eyes.
"You... are you saying true?" Gu Xiaobei did not feel relieved, but just looked at Li Haonan in a daze.
Li Haonan lowered his head, and his long thick eyelashes covered his eyes, making it difficult to see his thoughts.
Seeing that Li Haonan was not going to speak again, Gu Xiaobei said anxiously, as if he was afraid that he would repent, "Anyway, I have heard what you said just now. A gentleman said, you can't keep your word!"
"What, now, you are willing to treat me as a gentleman!" Li Haonan sneered coldly.
Gu Xiaobei knew that Li Haonan was extremely moody and others could not see his true emotions clearly. She didn't know what he really wanted to do now, but just looked at him with vigilance.
"As long as you have the strength, you can leave here at any time!" Li Haonan smiled lightly at Gu Xiaobei's high-ranking emperor like a god-loving emperor.
"Then you won't let me go here and persecut He Zijun there!" Gu Xiaobei knew that this sentence would make Li Haonan unhappy, but because of his fear of what he had done, he asked with confidence.
"Gu Xiaobei!" Li Haonan gritted his teeth, his eyebrows were jumping, and the angry Junyan floated a layer of sarcasm, "Gu Xiaobei, you don't think I forced you to stay for some love factor that is hard to let go!" He sneered, his expression was 100% sarcastic, "Gu Xiaobei, don't take yourself too seriously, I, Li Haonan, are not the ones who pester you! I tried every means to keep you, but I didn't think that my son had no mother since I was a child! Seeing that you are dying now, it will not play a good role in my son's growth, so you can leave at any time. As for He Zijun, don't worry, I am too lazy to touch him. There are many things worth my troubles in this world. I remind you not to overestimate your charm too much!"
Gu Xiaobei was so blushed by Li Haonan that he could not even speak. She knew that Li Haonan was a man who was acting ruthlessly, and he was far from his opponent in his actions or words.
After Li Haonan finished speaking, he brushed his sleeves out and stopped looking at her.
Gu Xiaobei watched Li Haonan go out. Although he was a little depressed by his scolding, he was still a little ecstatic when he thought that he could finally leave. While infusion, he hungrily picked up a bowl of light salt water placed by Li Haonan by the table and drank it. Then he drank some juice and ate two slices of toast, and his body seemed to have some strength.
As soon as the infusion was over, she ran into the bathroom to wash. She stood under the shower and washed for a while. Then a servant knocked on the door outside and said politely: "Madam, sir said that you are in good health and your blood sugar is still low, so you can't wash it for too long!"
Gu Xiaobei also felt a little difficult to breathe at this time, so he turned off the water valve, carefully touched the wall and walked aside, breathing fresh air in big mouthfuls. Li Haonan knew that she had had a precedent for dizziness due to hypoglycemia while taking a bath.
She came out in a big bath towel and in the cloakroom, she chose the simplest and cheapest clothes, T-shirts, jeans, and casual shoes. She was a little pretentious and didn't want to have anything to do with Li Haonan anymore, but the things she used were not cheap. Just this casual outfit costs thousands of dollars for daily wear at home, but there was no way. If you want to keep your dignity, you can't just leave naked. Run!
After finishing her washing, Gu Xiaobei still needed to go downstairs to eat something. Because she was so hungry just two days ago, the servant followed Li Haonan's instructions and prepared light and physically compensated milk, hamburgers and juice for her. While eating, she reached out and turned on the newspaper on the dining table. As she looked, she put down the milk cup in her hand with a "splash" and stood up with a happier look, raising her legs and trying to run out.
"Madam, where are you going? Do you want the driver to send it?!" The servant was shocked by Gu Xiaobei and asked carefully. Mr. Yi was nervous about the young lady. If he didn't ask clearly, he would let her run away, and the consequences would be very serious.
Gu Xiaobei didn't forget to squeeze a hamburger in his hand. No matter the servant's shouting, he didn't think about where Li Haonan was now. "I'm not your wife now, and I won't take your car anymore!" She had some birds who wanted to flee to the blue sky, as if she was afraid that someone would catch her back, and ran out of the door in a hurry.
Li Haonan stood on the balcony, wearing a straight suit for going out. Through the curtains, he saw Gu Xiaobei flying out of the door like a butterfly, and a sharp pain flashed through his heart.
He frowned slightly, his cold and hard face was unhappy. Did he let He Zijun come back, so he made her feel unbearable? He felt very unhappy. His little bird wanted to fly out of the cage and leave him like this, that would be too easy!
She is his, once, now, and from now on, forever!
He sneered, walked back to the bedroom, took out his cell phone, and made a call...
Chapter completed!