Chapter 100 Seed
"No!" I ran out of the car and rushed to the edge of the cliff and shouted.
I can't believe that all this is true. Aqin actually fell off the cliff. This cliff is more than ten meters high. In the past, the villagers never walked here except to go up the mountain to collect herbs. This scene is like I jumped off the road. How joking, is God joking with me?
"What did I do wrong? God, why did you punish me like this?!" I roared to the sky.
The heart is broken, like glass, how can the pain be interpreted?
The rain gets heavier and heavier. I don’t know what it feels like. Maybe it’s so numb that I can’t understand it. The heart that could still feel a little pain, but in the rain I let the raindrops hurt me, letting the rain fall along my face and flow through the corners of my mouth, feeling a hint of bitterness. The cold rain and the cold wind erode the body temperature that is left is almost gone
"Ah!" I roared hysterically, roared with all my last strength, and then fell down like a soulless walking corpse.
At this time, a "bang" sounded and the tree stump next to it broke.
"Sniper? Come on, kill me!" I didn't want to move, just thinking that he could kill me immediately.
"Lin Qiuyu, are you crazy? Hidden!"
I raised my head abruptly and looked over without any expression. Fan Chunxi, this woman ran to me desperately at this time. I was determined to die, but she didn't let me die.
"Get out, don't worry about me!"
"If you want to die, will you die? If you die all over? Well, I will die with you. There is a cliff ahead of you. Jump down so that you can reunite with Aqin!"
Fan Chunxi was right, and he died one after another. At that moment, I had obviously taken the first step, but when I raised my back foot, I realized that I had lost my courage.
People will be afraid of death, but what I fear is the despair brought by death, or at least there is hope and still things to do after death, but after death, everything is really over. Maybe, I should have waited until I went to take the test for death after I was beaten by Aqin.
I stood foolishly on the edge of the cliff, neither daring to jump out of ease nor wanting to leave, it was like a joke. Then, Fan Chunxi's people rushed up and forced me back. I was like a dead body, dragged away by them.
All this was too sudden. The moment fate came, I was caught off guard. I thought I would stay by Aqin's side for the rest of my life. One day she would accept me, follow me to take care of my husband and children, and accompany me to watch the sunrise and sunset, and I would also protect all her joys, sorrows, and happiness.
Perhaps because I was too exhausted and was as if I was dead, I fell asleep when I returned home. Then, I had a very deep dream. In the dream, I looked at the delicate face as big as a palm under the beating candlelight, and looked at the face that was not enough to describe in her words. She seemed to have encountered trouble in her sleep, so she frowned slightly.
"Aqin, please don't leave me!" I could no longer hold on. I always thought that I had good control over my relationship, but I just thought that when Aqin left me, I realized how weak I was.
At this moment, I felt really uncomfortable. Not only was the inner confusion, but my body couldn't bear it. After being hit by the heavy rain, I had a high fever and was confused. With the illness of longing, I couldn't tell whether it was reality or fantasy. I trembled and reached out to touch Aqin's delicate eyebrows. The tight sorrow was a sadness that I could not heal.
Aqin is the kind of woman who even has resentment in her sleep. Any man will want to love her. She seemed to feel this movement. She screamed like a dream, then poked her hand out, gently held my hand, stuffed it into her arms, rubbed her face gently, and then fell asleep with satisfaction.
Will a man feel distressed, especially when he is about to lose his beloved woman? The answer is no, because the word "heartache" is not enough to express his inner feelings at that time. He will think and wish to destroy everything in this world, including all the beautiful, ugly, humble and dirty. In short, he will hate the whole world.
She held my hand and made me feel more and more real. Aqin had never left me. She was so beautiful. Her fair skin was like a newborn baby, and her frowning eyebrows made her feel more sad.
"Aqian, is it really you?" I felt anxiously the softness and delicateness of the back of her hands, and the body temperature of Yiren.
At that moment, I couldn't help but snatch her, and the impulse in my heart was flooding like a flood. I never thought about having sex with Aqin. Before that, I tried my best to keep a distance from her, living a life of being in line with each other and being respectful. However, at this moment, with the pain and resentment in my heart, it was intertwined into a confusion that made my eyes turn red. I wanted to get her, and I wanted to pity her.
"Aqian, I want you, I want you!" I don't understand what kind of chaos it is that makes me feel such an impulse in my heart now.
However, no matter how I "do whatever I want", Aqin did not react at all. I saw her seemingly talking, but I could not hear any sound in my ears. The whole world seemed to be the only one. The whole world had that feeling of reality and illusion. The person in front of me looked normal, but once my thinking jumped or confused, it would immediately become distorted. I had to seize it and possess her regardless of everything.
Aqin reached out and hooked my neck, gently wrapped me up, then leaned over with his weak and boneless body, and his red lips were printed, and he stuck in the fragrance. He went to the world, he was so damn good, he was so fucked, he was so fucked...
I kissed the person in front of me hard, kissing the woman who might disappear in the next second, so eager and intense, even with the urge to not understand myself. The first time I was so proactive, and I was so fucking beastly. I kissed her, and even felt a little desperate, and I wanted to give her everything.
The rain comes after the sky is clear, the sky is clear, the cloudless, the sun shines brightly, and the air is fresh. The sound of the doves in the distance is pleasant, and the apricot flowers reflect the sun nearby, the movement and stillness are in harmony, and the sound and colors complement each other, showing the bright spring light of a new sunshine after the rain.
The country road is a little muddy. In the dense jungle, there are some birds singing. Everything is radiant. The earth moistened by the rain, under the sunlight, a small amount of water on the earth emits dazzling light, as if the earth is inlaid with shiny diamonds.
I opened my eyes and felt a little dizzy. After I woke up, I subconsciously looked at my pillow. Last night
"How could it be you?" I seemed to be dazzled. There was indeed a person lying beside the pillow, with his shoulders exposed, and he moved his body lazily.
However, this person is not Aqin, but Bai Shao.
"Why are you here?!"
At this moment, I was completely confused. Everything was too strange.
I would rather have a dream last night, otherwise, how should I explain everything in front of me? Bai Shao was lying naked on my bed. What's even more ridiculous is that I was naked.
"I still want to ask you, don't you know what you did yourself?" Bai Shao glared at me, "What's wrong? Do you want to pay for it?"
The voice of "You" Bai Shao echoed in my ears, and my mood was instantly poured with a basin of cold water, which became cold from beginning to end.
This scene no longer requires me to check and verify anything. The indisputable fact is that I must have regarded Bai Shao as Aqiu last night, "Lin Qiuyu, you bastard, how can you do this?" I felt ten thousand regrets in my heart, but there is no regret medicine in the world!
I want to cry, I want to howl, I did this kind of thing like a beast, but I am cowardly. The road is already done, and there is no way to turn back. Am I sorry? Tell her that I mistakenly treated you as Aqin and went to bed with you? I looked at her with tears in my eyes, and couldn't raise my head at all. I hate it, but I can't do anything about it.
"Why are you here?" I chose to question her. It's better to do this than to pretend that I will be responsible for you.
Because some words come out too pale.
How great it would be if I woke up from my sleep and opened my eyes to see Aqin next to me. Even if it was a dream, please don’t wake me up. Unfortunately, everything is just my wishful thinking.
"As an ally, I am here to support you, afraid that you will be caught by Jin Xiong's words. If you break it, you will still come to cause trouble for me." Bai Shao's face was expressionless, and the wind was calm. She slowly put on her bra and said, "Who knows that you really got into his condom. I have seen a stupid person, and it is the first time I see you as hopelessly stupid like you."
"I'm asking you why you're in my bed?"
Bai Shao looked at me playfully, then breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "I still want to ask you. I was kind-hearted and wanted to persuade you to think more easily, but I didn't expect you to fall crazy and threw me on the bed. I couldn't hide. Later, I had no choice but to leave you."
If it weren't for her Bai Shao, I wouldn't believe that any woman said this. Perhaps, Ouyang would still be included, but I wouldn't treat her as a woman at all. However, who said she was Bai Shao? I obviously can't treat her as an ordinary woman. She might not care about her chastity and reputation at all.
I don’t know if this is considered self-paralyzing, and I try to forgive my sins and clear my guilt.
Bai Shao smiled, as if she knew what I was thinking, and said, "You don't need to think about those useless things. I won't want you to do anything." Then she put on her clothes, "By the way, let me tell you that your Aqin may not have died yet. My people have no corpses at the foot of the mountain, so it's very likely that she is still alive, but there is another bad news that Jin Xiong's body was not found either."
"What? Aqin is still alive?"
I was stunned.
Looking at Bai Shao’s leaving figure, the sentence “It’s very likely that she is still alive” lingered in my ears for a long time, and then planted it into my heart like a seed. “Aqian is still alive, Aqian is still alive” I prayed silently in my heart, praying that this seed can sprout!
Chapter completed!