Chapter 119 Thoughts
City b, Muchixiu’s apartment.
He Chenxi turned on the lights in the living room. This house was originally lived with Mu Chixiu and another friend of the same period, but because his friend returned to M Country to develop, Mu Chixiu was left alone. The room where He Chenxi lived now was the room where Mu Chixiu's friend once lived.
On the phone in the living room, there was a photo frame. The photo inside the photo was a photo of Mu Chixiu and his friend. His friend heard that he was engaged in acting planning. Judging from the photos, he was a refreshing and sunny young man. Sure enough, birds of a feather flocked to each other, He Chenxi thought.
He Chenxi, who was slumped on the sofa, felt an unprecedented confusion in her heart. She still didn't know if Feng Ruolin was joking. If she was really joking, it would be easy. What if it wasn't? What should I do?
When I opened the refrigerator, it was empty, with only a few eggs left when cooking, and there was no drink. He Chenxi had no choice but to close the door of the refrigerator, then turned on the kitchen lights and burned a pot of boiling water. Listening to the sound of boiling water slowly boiling, it seemed that he had returned to the time he still lived in the small villa of the He family in a trance.
At that time, I was so hungry in the middle of the night that I couldn't sleep, so I sneaked out of the room and then turned on the light of my phone to cook the noodles in the kitchen. The sound of water boiling was really loud, so He Chenxi would close the kitchen door very tightly. Then he sneaked back upstairs with a bowl of hot instant noodles again.
He Chenxi still remembers the sound of slapping when eating noodles very clearly.
He Chenxi shook his head desperately in a trance, then pulled himself back from his memory. The water had boiled, and the switch jumped up by itself. The smoke slowly emerged from the outlet of the kettle, slowly rising in the air, and then slowly dispersed.
He had the urge to make a bowl of instant noodles for noodle. He Chenxi felt that she was probably crazy. She sat down in the living room with a cup of hot tea, and then watched her appearance reflected on the TV.
There was still the breath of Gu Shengze in every part of her body. The fact that it could not be blocked made He Chenxi feel like a woman who just gave some money and followed others. However, the fact seemed to be like this. She didn't know what kind of mentality she was in such a suffocating space, stretching out all her nerves.
Gu Shengze can always run out when she thinks she has completely forgotten him and tell her that she has never forgotten him. It also lets He Chenxi know how funny his self-deception is. He Chenxi suddenly feels that the glass of water in her hand is a little hot, but she doesn't put it down.
Gu Shengze also exists like this, just like this cup of water that he obviously thought was hot, but he couldn't let it go. He Chenxi suddenly felt that he was very funny, like a clown who failed in the performance, making a fool of himself. And the person watching the performance was Gu Shengze.
He quietly pushed open the door of Mu Chixiu's room and turned on the lights in the room. The first thing He Chenxi saw was the photo placed on Mu Chixiu's desk. If you remember correctly, it was taken with Mu Chixiu when she was five years old. At that time, Mu Chixiu was still a round and fat man. He was very good at eating, sleeping, and cute.
Even if she just stood at the door, she could see herself in the photo with a bright smile on her face. At this moment, He Chenxi felt a little mixed. This man really liked her for a long time, but she didn't notice it. Turning off the lights in the room and closing the door of Mu Chixiu's room again, He Chenxi was completely silent.
和他在一起的时候,她无疑是最真实的自己.他能够原谅她所有的谎言,原因只是他爱她,能够包容她的一切.小时候打碎了家里的花瓶,她的小胖哥哥会站出来说,花瓶是被他的球打碎的,然后他回到家的时候得到的就是一顿暴揍.但是第二天她重新见到他的时候,他脸上的笑容依然是大大的,好像什么关系都没有的样子.
Even though she was very young at that time, she knew that Xiaopang brother was not unrelated, but because the person he wanted to protect was her, so it didn't matter. Although because of Lu Niya, she once thought that she and Mu Chi Xiu were already from two worlds, it seems that there was never a gap between them.
Moreover, my father seems to really like Mu Chi Xiu. This is the biggest reason why He Chenxi did not reject Mu Chi Xiu. In his father's opinion, she and Mu Chi Xiu are probably like golden boys and jade girls, and they are just a pair made of heaven and earth. Even in He Chenxi's own opinion, she has no reason to reject Mu Chi Xiu. Judging from the conditions, she is no longer worthy of Mu Chi Xiu. Even so, Mu Chi Xiu has never despised her.
When I opened the text message on my phone, I could see the text messages sent by Mu Chi Xiu every day. The content of the text messages was all about her health. These days, she hadn't even taken time to go to Jinyuan Hospital to see him, but he didn't call him a single call, and the text messages were still sent every day. He didn't mention himself in a word.
He Chenxi's hand holding the phone was trembling a little. At this moment, she felt very mean. Tears slid from her eyes, and her bean-sized eyes rolled down the outline of her face, falling on the lit phone screen, blurring her vision. She trembled with her hands, putting the phone back into the pocket of her shirt, and then dragging her heavy body back to her room.
Opening the door of the room and walking into the dull darkness, He Chenxi helplessly remembered the memory given by Gu Shengze again. He twisted the desk lamp on the desk, and the dim light spread out in a small circle around the desk lamp, illuminating He Chenxi's thin face, and the tears on his face were shining.
When she walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower, the water hit her face mercilessly. It was not rough, but not gentle. It was just like her feelings for Mu Chi Xiu, it was not warm, but not cold. When she came out of the bathroom and was really lying on the bed, He Chenxi felt less tired. However, her eyelids were so heavy that it made people feel like they were about to fall asleep.
It was already dark in the night, and the light of the desk lamp hit He Chenxi's cheeks, outlining a beautiful curve.
The next day, Jianyuan Hospital, City B.
Mu Chi Xiu sat quietly on the hospital bed, looking out the window with a slightly dull look. These days, the nurses in charge of Mu Chi Xiu have changed several times, and each one is more enchanting. But today's one is a bit different. Of course, in Mu Chi Xiu's eyes, they are all in the same shape. If you have to say it, it's probably black and white TV, and there's nothing different. In his heart, only He Chenxi is a color TV.
But his color TV hasn't been to the hospital for several days, but he sends her text messages to her to take care of her health every day.
"If you feel uncomfortable after the injection, just ring this bell. We will have a special nurse to come and take charge."
The nurse told me some things, but in fact, not all Mu Chixiu heard them. He has always been a little dazed lately, probably because he has been cultivating for a long time and his head has slowed down.
After giving all the instructions, the nurse put the shorthand board behind her with a shy face and said in a soft voice.
"Well, that, don't you know you have a girlfriend?"
I thought Mu Chi Xiu would give some reaction, but after the nurse waited for a long time, Mu Chi Xiu still looked out the window motionless. The nurse's face turned redder. She lowered her head and did not dare to look at Mu Chi Xiu anymore, but her voice became louder.
"Do you have a girlfriend?!"
Mu Chixiu then suddenly turned around and looked at the nurse with a "black question mark" on his face.
"What did you say? Sorry, I didn't hear it clearly."
Mu Chi Xiu was really looking at the nurse with a confused look on his face, but the nurse said nothing and ran out of the ward in a hurry, but when the door was closed, he was cautious.
"What's wrong? Aren't you going to tell me something? Why didn't you say one by one and leave?"
Mu Chixiu shook his head helplessly, and then lay down on the hospital bed.
Today, what text message should I send to Xiaoxi? If I say I miss you directly, she will have a burden, so I'd better not. Mu Chixiu wrote and deleted it on the text message editing column, deleted it and wrote it, and finally exited from the text message page. Every day, Xiaoxi sent text messages, it was the most serious time for him to be careless, but he couldn't be careless when he wrote text messages.
Just as Mu Chixiu was turning around and turning, when he wanted to write something, the door of the ward was knocked.
"who?"
Mu Chi Xiu was startled by the sudden knock on the door, and sat up from the bed, looking at the door with a focused look. The door was opened, and the person who walked in was He Chenxi.
How should I describe Mu Chi Xiu's current expression? It is probably a city that is always rainy, but suddenly it encounters sunny days. Mu Chi Xiu's hair was a little messy because it was not well organized, and a few hairs floated out, looking like a very well-behaved puppy.
He Chenxi wore a light gray dress, white leather shoes today, and had tall braids. She looked particularly refreshing. She put on a light makeup and looked as amazing as a lotus.
"Xiaoxi, why are you here?"
Mu Chixiu's pupils vibrated, and his voice was trembling a little. He really didn't expect that Xiaoxi would come over so suddenly.
Chapter completed!