I woke up early in the morning and felt a little excited. It was the Chinese New Year and I was so happy.

Cough cough. How can I feel like a primary school composition?

I remember that when I was writing essays in elementary school, I remember that New Year’s Eve was spent with the sound of firecrackers, and this year may be no exception, but this year, I may no longer feel the same as I did in previous years.

There was nothing else to do in the morning, so I finished pasting Spring Festival couplets with my dad. I don’t know why I felt an inexplicable heartache when I saw my dad’s white hair.

Maybe I have never felt this way before, but this time I always feel that the responsibility on me is heavier when I go home. Maybe it is because of the reason after work.

I took the Spring Festival couplets handed me by my father and stuck these things on the door. There were some cracks on the door, just like time left an indelible mark on its body. These marks have always been with it and will never be smoothed out.

Such traces also left traces on my body. When I pasted Spring Festival couplets, memories of the past years flashed in my heart from time to time.

When I was a child, I staggered but wanted to support the ignorance of the whole world, but now I understand the human nature but can't return to the innocence of my childhood.

When I was posting Spring Festival couplets, I accidentally wiped away the tears that passed through my eyes. Maybe my father didn't see it, but I couldn't deceive myself.

My parents gave me a lot, but it was enough for me to travel around over the years to live.

This is something I hadn't considered before work. I didn't understand the hardships of my father and mother, but I gradually saw the wrinkles on my father and mother's faces and white hair on my head.

I can always squander my youth like this and follow Hu Yiyi to kill demons and eliminate demons, but at this time when I am with my parents, I can't give up this special emotion.

This is the first time I have regrets. To put it bluntly, since I learned these so-called Taoist techniques, I feel like a superman, always thinking that I am awesome and can save the world. But when I put all this in front of my parents, it seems to have become a joke.

That’s right, your parents may not be able to give you anything grand. All they can give you is an ordinary person. But it is this ordinary person that has accompanied you through so many years.

Perhaps something that is not worth mentioning in your eyes is extremely precious in front of your parents. The Spring Festival couplets have been pasted.

I lay alone on the sofa, and I didn't know what I was thinking.

Did I take on the thrills I experienced in Wanjiagang or the confusion I faced in the underworld? I don’t know that a walnut tree was planted in front of my door. At this time, the walnuts placed on the coffee table were from that tree.

I smashed a walnut and ate it in my mouth. I didn't feel bitter. It was not as delicious as it was sold on the market, but I still finished it.

In the afternoon, my father and mother were preparing the New Year's Eve dinner in the kitchen. And I didn't let me interfere, so I sat on the sofa and tasted the bitter walnuts for the afternoon. I don't know if I had eaten too much walnuts, but it became bitter in my heart.

In the evening, the sound of firecrackers outside had already been heard. I didn’t know how to deal with it in the room, or I didn’t know what kind of feelings should be treated at this time.

I said I'll go set off firecrackers. I went there often when I was a child, but this time it may be because I have been away from home for a long time. My father didn't let me go after seeing me.

I looked at my father's back from a distance and lit firecrackers outside the yard.

Then my father hurried back to the yard, and the sound of firecrackers rang out.

"The firecrackers are too fast," said the father.

I can only smile at this time.

But at this time I didn't know what the meaning of this smile was.

In the evening, before the New Year’s Eve dinner.

All of the customs that should be completed have been completed.

At this time, I was unwilling to explore what the truth behind these customs is.

I summoned Nangli out and played with it in my hands for a while. I always felt that this was a dream, but reality always coldly told me that all this was true.

I walked out of the house and at this time I saw some ghosts. These were probably the ghosts that Hei and Bai Wuchang said, and they returned home to celebrate the New Year.

These ghosts walked back to their homes one by one. The people outside didn't know what was happening around them.

Tonight, Hu Yiyi and the others should protect the New Year and let it absorb the bad luck in the world this year.

Zimeng is doing well everywhere in Hu Yiyi and the others. Although my usual performance shows that I am unwilling to think about everything, can I really not think about everything?

They always say they want to resist fate, but I don’t know who I am and what I carry behind me.

At this time, I really want to say that I feel that I have been firmly tied to this place by fate.

I don't know how to escape if I want to escape.

What exactly is fate like? I always feel that I have seen through fate, but fate seems to be playing hide-and-seek with me. I can't touch it, but it can see me.

I still ate the New Year’s Eve dinner, and the whole family was happily together. I had a great time eating.

I didn't watch this year's Spring Festival Gala. I didn't know what music I was listening to while sitting alone in front of the computer. I didn't know what the music meant, but the music seemed to be circling in my heart and could not be dispersed for a long time.

My mother came over while washing up.

"How much New Year's money will you give this year?" My mother asked me with a smile.

My heart felt sad.

"Mom, I'm going to work this year. I'm going to give it back to you?" I said embarrassedly.

"That's different. I won't give it to you next year. Tell me, how much do I want?" said my mother.

I sighed, not sure what to say.

After washing up, I didn't tell my mother about this.

After a while, I didn't know what to say, so my mother finally walked out.

I lay on the bed and prepared to go to bed, but at this moment I touched something under the pillow.

When I saw it, it turned out that it was my mother's New Year's money.

I didn't know when I could fall asleep while lying in bed. At this time, the contents of the ancient books kept popping up in my mind.

I obviously didn't think about it, but these contents really appeared in front of me, and I didn't know why.

But what else can I say when faced with these things? I could only smile bitterly.

I fell asleep deeply.

When I woke up, I found that my pillow was so big.

I don't know what kind of dream I've had.

My mother kept slapping my door in the morning and asked me to get up early.

My dad and mom have been busy in the kitchen. They have been busy all their lives.

At this time, I returned to my room and drew two talismans to ensure safety with yellow paper.
Chapter completed!