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Chapter 151 I Don't Know the Way in a Dream

Xiao Nanfeng stared at the painting on the table, which was stained with blood, like the red plum blossoms blooming in winter. When he saw the person who suddenly appeared in the room, he was shocked. The secret that he had been carefully guarding for so many years was known by the person he least wanted to know, and how to face her again in the future...

Xiao Nanfeng knew that Xiao Qingyue had always wanted to enter the study room, but he didn't know what she wanted to do. It turned out that she was suspected of this scroll early in the morning... holding the plum blossom hairpin on the table tightly, looking at the blood that had not dried up, he had no time to clean up the scroll, so he quickly left the study room to find Xiao Qingyue...

Spring is here, and the flowers in Xiao’s house are blooming, colorful and beautiful...

A man in a light pink dress in the garden, with some blood on the corners of his mouth, a smile on his face, and his face was pale as snow. At this time, he was touching a bright red rose in his hand...

Xiao Qingyue couldn't help but sigh, what a beautiful flower... The thorns on the stems had already pierced deeply into her fingers, and she burst into blood. She seemed to feel the pain, but just looked at the flower and kept smiling...

As she smiled, tears fell down like beads with broken threads... Her short life seemed to be one joke after another...

From a princess who was loved by all the time, she became a remnant of the previous dynasty who everyone could kill. She thought that her life experience was already the biggest joke God played with her in this life, but she never thought that it was just the beginning.

Over the years, the man who has always given her great care, love, gentleness, and even gave her all the pity, care, and did everything for her... He did everything, gave up everything, made her depend on him, fell in love with him, and couldn't live without him...

In the end, it was just because she was the daughter of the person he loved deeply...

How can I comfort my lovesickness if I don’t know the way in my dreams...

Even if Liu Yin has passed away, in that man's dream, he still hopes to see her again to express his longing for him...

From the Linchuan Palace in Jiankang to the Xiaozhai Villa in Yangzhou, the plum blossoms that can be seen everywhere are his longing and sustenance...

All the infatuation, affection and attachment of that man was given to only one person from beginning to end, and only one person... a person he could never get and could not touch...

Looking up at the vast sky, a group of birds flew across the sky... Xiao Qingyue swallowed speechlessly, tears still flowing out incessantly, and exhaling with trembling breath, and her heart was already hurting to numbness...

She asked herself that in the past twenty years, she had never done anything wrong, had never bullied or abused any servants and maids, and had never hurt anyone with evil thoughts...

But why... Why did God treat her like this... After giving her a life experience that way, she still has to face such a fact again.

She could accept that man’s dislike, or he could accept that he treated her as a substitute, but... this substitute was her mother... How to accept this! How to bear it!

What did she do wrong, why did she face these things! Why! Why! Why!!

Looking at the vast sky, I murmured, "Mom... tell me... what should I do... what else can I do..."

Destined, from the moment she fell in love with Xiao Nanfeng, she had no way out. She was just a person from beginning to end, and was entrusted with infinite grief and lovesickness.

The most heartbreaking thing in this world is not the person you love, not the person you don’t love you, not the person you give, not the person you don’t get, not the person you love, not the person you two people you love each other, cannot be together...

But... the man you love, but he loves you in the name of loving others...

Everything between you and him, love, hate, ignorance, anger, joy, anger, sorrow, joy, everything is just to continue lovesickness, to express grief, for the person who cannot get love...

Holding his chest tightly, Xiao Qingyue, despair, sadness, and even more desolate...

Looking at the sky, I suddenly burst into laughter, "Hahaha...haha..." My whole body trembled, and tears flew around my laughter, making me heartbreaking...

A sharp pain like tearing in his chest came, "Puff..." Then a mouthful of blood sprayed out, dyeing the rose in front of him even more red.

He gasped slightly, stretched out his hand that was shaking very strongly, and wiped his lips casually. Tears mixed with blood, wet his clothes and dyed her eyes red.

Turning around in a panic, her steps were a little empty. It was time for her to go back to her new house. Today is her happy day. She has not dressed up and has not put on her wedding dress. She cannot fall down... There are many others watching today, and there are some guests who come to watch the ceremony. She cannot lose face for Xiao Nanfeng...

Carrying his stiff legs, he stumbled along the way. Some of the servants passing by were so scared that they quickly reported to Xiao Nanfeng. Some wanted to support the swaying person, but she waved her hand and pushed it away and said straight.

"I'm fine...I'm fine..."

When Xiao Nanfeng rushed over, he saw the figure like a kite with a broken string, and quickly stepped forward to support the trembling body.

He called out with heartache, "Yue'er!" When he saw the bright red mouth and the blood-covered hands, the man's eyes flashed with pain.

The person who was supported was now smiling and shoving the person who was supporting her, and said with a smile, "We have not worshipped the world yet, so we cannot meet. Xi Po said, this is unlucky, you leave quickly, I am really fine..."

Seeing her like this, the man felt even more painful as a needle. He picked up the person in the waist and said with a heartache, "If there is really something bad, let all these unlucky things come to me." He was a little panicked and even more at a loss. He finally hurt her... and hurt this woman he has always carefully protected and cared for...

But he didn't know that what hurt Xiao Qingyue the most was not who was hiding in his heart, but this paragraph, a secret that could not be told, and a love that could not be told!

The person who was picked up gave up struggling. She no longer had the extra strength to resist. Her eyes were blurred and she looked at the road ahead, letting him hold it...

The corners of her mouth bent again, and the end of the road was like the end of her and this man. They... could never go back again... Just like when she left Jiankang, she had a premonition that they had no future and no future...

It's just a dream, even her whole life is just a dream... and she is already deeply trapped in a dream, unable to extricate herself, and can never wake up again...

When they reached their new house, they urgently called the doctor over. Xiao Qingyue was silent and no longer wanted to look at that person...

Lian Forsythia and Luluo in the new house looked at him in a little scary manner. The person with scarlet blood stains on his clothes and red and swollen eyes went out for a while and how did he become like this? Seeing that the two of them were in a little wrong, they didn't dare to ask more questions at the moment.

After taking the pulse, the doctor in the mansion said that Xiao Qingyue was not seriously injured, but was just in a state of disorder and was angry and vomited blood. He took some medicine to condition for a few days.

When the doctor said this, the few people were relieved. Lian Qiao quickly followed the doctor to the pharmacy to get medicine and decocted Xiao Qingyue. She was puzzled that she was going to get married today, so why did she vomit blood? This is a bad omen. Luluo also quickly fed water and washed Xiao Qingyue's blood stains with a towel...

At this time, Xiao Qingyue was sitting by the bed, standing there, without a trace of expression on her face, and she didn't know what she was thinking. Seeing this, Xiao Nanfeng, who had been watching for a while, took the towel and let the Luluo retreat...

After only two people were left in the room, the man standing by the bed with a towel was at a loss and didn't know what to say or do for a moment. He was afraid that he would say something wrong and hurt her... He had never felt panic, fear, and heart full of heart...

Holding a hand and wiping it gently, the movement seems to be more gentle than usual...

The person who sat on the bed, lowered his eyes and was silent all the time, said softly, "Don't worry, I won't escape from marriage, but if you don't want to marry me, you can give up the marriage." The plain tone seemed to be saying something about someone else.

When the man saw her speaking, he held her hand back and replied hurriedly, "How come I don't want to marry you? If I hadn't gone to the Northern Wei Dynasty before, you and I would have worshipped the world. In my heart, you have long been my wife." He had always left the position of the Sixth Princess for her. In the past, he was, now, and in the future...

Hearing this, the person sitting brushed the corners of his mouth slightly, as if he was smiling bitterly and sarcastically. She could only agree that she would not escape today, and she knew that this person would return to Jiankang tomorrow...

After today, this dream that belongs only to her will let her sleep alone in it.

The man saw that an illusory smile was hanging on the corner of her mouth, his brows became deeper and deeper, and there was more and more fear in his heart. He tightened his extremely cold hands in his palm and squatted in front of her, wanting to see her expression clearly, and wanting to explain something.

"Yue'er...I..." As soon as he spoke, he asked Xiao Qingyue to interrupt...

"You don't need to say anything, I understand... I understand..." Love is out of voluntary, this man is just too infatuated and too long-lasting, and he just obeys his heart. No matter whether he treats her as a substitute or a person who expresses grief, she cannot force a man who has never truly loved her, to love her. If she doesn't love, it's a fact...

Although the truth of the matter is so cruel and despairing, she always has to face the truth of her own.

He could continue to hide the secret that could not be told, but she could no longer pretend to be unaware... This man has been lying to find a shadow in his heart, and she has been lying to herself...

At this time, should she ask the man, 'Have you ever really loved me over the years, even if it was just a moment' Haha, is it inexplicably familiar? It's so much like those lines in tear-jerking love stories.

Xiao Nanfeng stared at the person who was already calm and calm at the moment. The hand he held was still cold and allowed to hold it, but sweat had already oozed out of his palm...

From beginning to end, Xiao Qingyue never looked up at him, and he didn't ask anything about what happened in the study before. He hesitated for a moment and hesitated for a moment.

The man asked in a cautious tone that he had never seen before, "Yue'er, do you trust me?"

The woman smiled slightly again, believe it? She is like this now, isn’t it because she trusts him too much... she didn’t answer his question again, but just replied indifferently.

"I'm a little tired and want to take a break. Please come back first..."
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