◎Chapter 30    The Light of Hell

Hell exists, and darkness exists!

Anyone who has been to a mental hospital knows that the feeling is indescribable, it is like going to another world. The eyes of a mentally ill patient are like an abyss, and he can only see the darkness.

There is light in the darkness!

There is an old book in the suitcase of Nurse Xiao Zhu's return to China: "St. Francis of Assisi".

On the title page of the book, she wrote a sentence in a pencil: "We live in this world not just to pursue our own happiness, but to make some contributions to others."

This sentence is actually what Sister Terran said.

Sister Terran won the Nobel Peace Prize in 1979. The benevolent missionary girl she created had more than 400 million US dollars in assets. The richest companies in the world were willing to donate money to her free of charge. She won the love of the people of the world. However, when she died, all her personal property was a crucifix, a pair of sandals and three old clothes. She dedicated everything to the poor, sick, orphans, lonely, homeless and dying. From the age of eleven to the age of eighty-seven, she died.

We know nothing about Nurse Xiao Zhu's overseas life. We can only learn from her accidental conversation that she once fainted from anemia outside the church at the headquarters of the American Society of Love and Missionaries, and fell on the streets of a foreign land. When she woke up, she found herself in the church.

Is this a kind of will for those who have never been to church?

From then on, Nurse Xiao Zhu became a devout Christian believer.

Sister Terran has opened more than 600 branches of the missionary for love in 127 countries around the world.

Now, there is another branch.

After returning to China, Nurse Xiao Zhu declined the invitation from several well-known hospitals. She worked as an intern nurse in a mental hospital. She gave up her reputation, status and a superior life. She had no expectations, did not ask for rewards, and was full of love and caring. All work was based on love.

This kind of kindness and love is like the bright moon and the bright starlight. It will never be too much to sing a self-sacrifice with all beautiful words. For Nurse Xiao Zhu, what she cared for was her brothers and sisters. She gave them faith and saw the light in hell. They had the same Heavenly Father.

She is ugly, has a beard, big and round waist, and doesn't look like a woman at all.

She has a bad temper. Although she is always patient, her heart is sinister and always exceeds her kindness. Therefore, she sometimes can't help but swear, curse, and beat people.

But every patient in the mental hospital knows that she has wings and that she is an angel.

Nurse Xiao Zhu once thought of giving up. Once, in the yard of a mental hospital, she sat on three bricks, leaning against the climbing plant beside the wall, looking up at the starry sky from the gap between the leaves, tears flashed, then closed her eyes and raised her hands. Someone heard her prayer, and in those words, she could analyze her inner struggle and hesitation.

God, I am too weak, should I stay here or choose to leave selfishly. Do I really want to abandon them?

Is this hell? I have seen too many tragedies and pains, and they are the people who need love and care the most.

Lord, our Heavenly Father, what is the duty of the doctor, and is it the same as the priest?

Oh God, I have traveled thousands of mountains and rivers to spread your gospel. Is this a life journey that spreads glory, and is there a way to go down, keep going down, go deep into the depths of hell, and only bring a Bible to spread your love to those who are about to read this sentence. Is this my mission?

What I pray is in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, Amen!

Nurse Xiao Zhu looked up at the stars and found the answer from the depths of the sky. After that prayer, she asked someone to buy a biography of Sister Delan, which she regarded as a role model since then. Because she witnessed too many sad scenes, she did her best to turn the hellish mental hospital into a paradise.

After the internship expired, she told the dean: "I would like to be a volunteer nurse here."

The dean said: "Volunteer, no salary."

Nurse Xiao Zhu said: "I don't want a salary, and it's not for money here."

The dean said: "How long do you want to be?"

Nurse Xiao Zhu said: "A lifetime!"

She opened the doors and walked into the hearts. In this world, the dirtiest people need cleanliness the most, and the abandoned people need care the most.

There was a paranoid persecution mental patient in the hospital. He always felt that someone was going to chase him. Therefore, he once wandered around the world and wandered around the country. In the hospital, he knitted ropes with body hair and wanted to escape at any time. His rope was woven from hair, pubic hair, armpit hair and beard. Since Nurse Xiao Zhu came, he has stopped his hobby of handicrafts. The first thing Nurse Xiao Zhu said to him was: "Don't be afraid, I will protect you. How long have you been weaving this rope?"

The patient replied: "Nine years."

Nurse Xiao Zhu sighed deeply, nine years!

Before this, no one had ever protected him. From childhood to adulthood, the most things people said to him were "get out", "crazy", "stay away from me", and "beat you".

Nurse Xiao Zhu used the most simple words to spread the gospel. Once, when the power outage was out, everyone surrounded the candlelight, and snowflakes floated quietly outside the window. She told every patient that this was not a mental hospital, but a house of Jesus Christ, that is, their home, everyone was brothers and sisters, and they should take care of each other. On that snowy night, she taught them to sing Christian songs, and she told them that today was a festival.

A patient asked: "What festival?"

Nurse Xiao Zhu replied: "Christmas!"

On Christmas Day, Nurse Xiao Zhu gave Wuwu two apples and taught this young man with amnesia that people should love each other because everyone is brother and sister, and there is only one creator in everything in the world.

Wuwu said: "I don't remember what my father's name is."

Nurse Xiao Zhu: "God, our Heavenly Father."

Wu Wu said: "This name is easy to remember."

Nurse Xiao Zhu: "You have two apples, and you should take out an apple and give it to the person you like. I like you, so I will give you the apple."

Wuwu said: "If I don't give it to others, will you hit me?"

Nurse Xiao Zhu: "No, you will only repair you when you call me nickname."

Wu Wu said with a smile: "Big Butt Gang."

Nurse Xiao Zhu was furious, cursed the little bastard, and slapped him hard.

Wuwu said, "I want to write it down."

Wu Wu took out a diary and wrote on it: Today, Aunt Xiao Zhu gave me two apples and a slap. I want to give the apples to Liu Wuxin. I don’t know when he was there. Aunt Xiao Zhu had a big butt, nicknamed Big Butt Gangzi.

Nurse Xiao Zhu: "Why should I give it to Liu Wuxin?"

Wuwu said: "He taught me this method and asked me to write down important things so that I will not forget them."

Nurse Xiao Zhu made a waving gesture and said, "Why do you, little bastard, always say that I am nicknamed, and still write it in your diary?"

Wu Wu's words were touching, and he said, "I'm afraid, I forgot you..."

Wu Wu's diary is very short, often in one sentence, which records his life in a mental hospital. The last page says:

Today, Liu Wuxin said that the dean is a bad guy, and the head nurse is also a bad guy. The dean gave me a physical examination and said that he would take me to another big hospital for medical examination tomorrow, and then I can be discharged from the hospital. I can't remember my mother's appearance, and I think she should look more like Auntie Xiao Zhu...

Wuwu lost 60% of his liver. He died of hemorrhagic shock. The poor child didn't know until he died. After his parents threw him into a mental hospital, they never wanted him again. The guardian gave up his guardianship responsibility, which was one of the reasons why the dean dared to sell living organs.

The dean's death stems from his disbelief that there are feelings between mentally ill people.

Wuwu has three best friends: Fat Bear, Glasses Sister, and Liu Wuxin.

Liu Wuxin and Du Ping share the same body. This smart personality realizes that the greedy dean will sooner or later attack others. He wrote a sentence on the cover of the book "A Brief History of Time": Du Ping, remind you that the dean wants to cut off your kidneys, as well as the fat bear and the sister in glasses. I hope you can see this sentence.

Below that sentence, Du Ping replied: Who are you, what should we do?

Liu Wuxin replied: Eye for eye, tooth for tooth, hand for hand, foot for foot.

The special case team later passed the handwriting identification. These sentences were written by Liu Wuxin and Du Ping. Although the schizophrenics share the same body, the master and subordinate personality have their own names and memories, and even the handwriting is different.

On the fourth day after Christmas, the night when Wu Wu died, the dean asked the head nurse to deal with it as soon as possible. The head nurse asked Du Ping, Fat Xiong and the glasses to deal with Wu Wu's body in the underground corpse processing factory. The three mentally ill patients were in a heavy and sad mood. At the same time, out of concern for themselves and hatred for the dean, they stole anesthetics, a set of craniotomy instruments and amputation tools.

In the morgue, the dean, the dean's wife, and the morgue guard, who was subjected to general anesthesia, lay on three stretchers in the shape of a "y". The dean's wife was killed due to accidental factors, because she happened to be with the dean at that time. The morgue guard was intentionally killed, and this guard usually had two hobbies:

1. Drink.

2. Beat up a mentally ill after drinking.

The three people on the stretcher car began to beg for mercy unconsciously. General anesthesia does not mean being unconscious, and they can still speak in a daze.

Du Ping said to the dean: "Do you want to turn into a plant, carrots, or cut and soaked garlic?"

Fat Bear said to the dean's wife: "I want to lift your face and see."

Sister Glasses said, "You guys force us to work. Now, we are going to start working."

It only takes ten minutes for a skilled slaughterhouse worker to divide a pig. The three butchers' anatomy skills are thanks to the harsh teaching and supervision of the nurses. They compete with each other and completed the entire process in less than ten minutes. Leaving blood footprints and bloody handprints on the wall was just a prank of mentally ill patients.

The head nurse died in the hospital cemetery because during the murder of the three people, Du Ping suddenly changed into Liu Wuxin's personality. The underground corpse processing factory was the first murder scene. At that time, the head nurse's tongue had been cut off, her skin was peeled off, and the artery on her wrist was cut open. Liu Wuxin stopped the fat bear and her glasses' sister from performing an anatomy. He knew that the head nurse would not live long, so he threw him into the cemetery.

This smart personality dug up an empty grave to leave clues to the special case team.

He put two plastic bags on his feet. He had the habit of walking on rainy days. Before walking in the muddy yard, he would put his feet into the plastic bag and tie it to his ankles. This is why the special case team did not find the cemetery soil on his slippers.

Nurse Xiao Zhu didn't know that the three were the murderers at first, so she drew a circle to give the special case team a reminder, hoping to end the inhumane illegal acts in the mental hospital. After the case went deeper, Nurse Xiao Zhu began to suspicion of Du Ping, Fat Xiong, and the sister in glasses. The three did not conceal her, but told Nurse Xiao Zhu the truth.

Nurse Xiao Zhu did not shelter the three of them, she did three things for them.

Nurse Xiao Zhu asked them to repent and remove the sins of their souls.

Nurse Xiao Zhu made their final prayer.

Nurse Xiao Zhu sang with them, then she wore a cross on her chest and took the three into the conference room to surrender.

Du Ping, Fat Xiong and Sister Glasses truthfully confessed their crime process. Although the interrogation records are mixed with the unique confusion of mentally ill patients and unclear logic, the case has basically been settled.

The special case team really wanted to talk to Liu Wuxin, but this personality has never appeared again since he took Professor Liang and Su Mei away from the underground corpse processing factory.

Afterwards, the police never found out who caused the fire in the hospital. Many patients' files were burned and some works of art were also burned. Nurse Xiao Zhu had become Director Xiao Zhu, and she felt very sorry. There were also artists in the mental hospital, and geniuses were sometimes regarded as mental patients. In addition to the craftsman who weaves ropes with body hair mentioned above, there are painters, writers, poets, magicians, and performance artists here.

In 2000, a man was holding four umbrellas. The four umbrellas were all broken, with only skeletons and no umbrella cloth. In this way, he walked in the yard of a mental hospital in the wind and snow.

In 2001, a mentally ill patient made a miniature relief of the Qingming River Map on a can.

In 2002, someone used nails to carve a sentence on the wall: Those who disappear on the top will meet again below.

Professor Liang looked at the wall and pondered for a long time. He felt that it looked like Liu Wuxin's handwriting. However, in 2002, Du Ping had not been locked up in this mental hospital. Professor Liang felt very strange. Because the patient's files had been lost, he interrogated the hunchbacked old man in the hospital's communication room.

Professor Liang: "I would like to ask, do you have a mentally ill patient named Liu Wuxin?"

The hunchbacked old man: "Du Ping is Liu Wuxin, he has two names."

Professor Liang: "I mean another Liu Wuxin. In 2002, was there someone named this name?"

The hunchbacked old man: "Liu Wuxin, I think about it, yes, I really have an impression of this person."

Professor Liang: "What does he do?"
Chapter completed!