Chapter 79 Do you love me?

The atmosphere in the room became tense. Since they met and got together, there has been no conflict for so long, but how can there be a feeling of friction in the world that never exists? The last time there was a strong conflict between them in order to avenge Chris immediately, and now it is about to begin.

Barto and Duwei dodged to the side without any unfaithfulness to avoid the storm. The little fox girl and Lea stood nervously beside Helen, trying to calm her anger, but they dared not speak.

Helen said excitedly: "Jeddy, this is just the beginning. We have a bigger career to do in the future and more people will sacrifice. Will you abandon your responsibilities to the living for every person you have passed away and avenge your grudges?"

However, Jady, who had always been gentle and even tame to her, looked cold and arrogant this time, and his eyes were like ice that had never melted for thousands of years. He said tit-for-tat: "I can't wait for a better opportunity to avenge him with a more appropriate way for Chris to die."

"Then why are you...?"

"The reason I do this is because of your indifference, your indifference to his dedication and sacrifice. His appearance is a semi-human beast, but he has a heart like gold. He is treated like this unfairly, and God also shed tears for him! I am not as rational as you. When faced with everything that happened, I will always rationally weigh the gains and losses of interests and decide what to do. I am not so cold-blooded!"

Lea said uneasyly: "Brother Jady, don't say that. If you weren't worried about your safety, how could my sister not be afraid of revealing her identity and lead everyone to save you?"

Helen's eyes turned red by Jady's words, and tears blurred her eyes. She sniffed, suppressing her tears to prevent tears from falling, and choked and said in a choked voice: "Du Wei, you guys leave first, I want to talk to Jady alone!"

Du Wei looked at the couple who had a dispute in silence, waved his head slightly out, and took everyone out.

When Jady saw Helen Ying's eyes, his heart ached. He didn't want to expose his weakness. He quickly turned around and walked to the window, held the windowsill with both hands and looked up at the sky, using his arrogant figure to express his attitude of keeping people from thousands of miles away.

Behind him, Helen walked over gently, opened her arms around his waist, and pressed her face against his thick back.

Jady's body stiffened. He wanted to break away from Helen's hug, but a hot wet feeling quickly came from his shoulder blades. Helen was crying, and Jady's shoulders relaxed.

"Jeddy, do you know how scared and anxious I feel when you go to revenge for Chris alone? You can think so about the dead, why can't you put yourself in the shoes of a living relative?"

Helen sobbed and said, "I know you are unhappy to say this, but I have to say it! Jady, if you want to do great things, you must be sacrificed and prepared to face sacrifice. You must not lose your composure under a sudden heavy blow, and you cannot act emotionally in the changing times. Those who accomplished great things in ancient times were not only extraordinary talents, but also perseverance.

Jady, although we have no swords and swords on the road, it is especially dangerous. Once we lose, we may never be able to rebel. It is not that I don’t care about Chris’s sacrifice, but that I have to sacrifice for the sacrifice. Reckless actions are of no benefit to the deceased, but instead cause the living to fall into trouble. Wouldn’t the relatives suffer the enemy and be happy?”

Jady's body shook for a step, but she didn't say anything.

Helen continued: "Jeddy, nothing in this world is as dangerous as war. A commander will often suffer various blows, the dilemma of defeat, the real and false information, the death of relatives and comrades, the heavy pressure from inside and outside, and some accidental events that no one can imagine.

He was in thousands of feelings, and any of them was enough to destroy an ordinary person's will, but as the commander who was the attention of the entire army, he would be responsible for the entire army, and he did not belong to him!"

Helen's hands slowly slid up from Jady's waist, and her palms touched his strong back. Finally, she held his shoulders, pulled his body over with persistent stalwartly, saying resolutely: "Jeddy, you must not let your personal emotions affect any decision. Your every move is related to the overall victory or defeat, and the life and death of thousands of people!"

Jady shook her head and smiled helplessly: "Helen, I am not a commander, and we don't have an army, and your metaphor is not appropriate."

Helen raised her eyebrows and said, "Same, countless believers of the Dhaji Divine Cult are your soldiers, and all the treasures of the Kingdom of Cloa are your swords and guns. We are fighting a war without gunpowder and a currency war with the Principality of Norman. It will also cause separation of wives and children and family to die, and will also cause food and clothing to lose lives! Isn't this a war? "

"Jeddy, a person with the most affectionate nature can be a good ranger, but he is by no means a responsible commander. A person who acts naturally is cute, but he will never be the one who can do great things, do you understand?"

"It's easy to say, is it really easy to do it? If that were the case, you shouldn't have appeared at the door of Gibson's house today!" Jady stared at her with a bright look.

Helen's eyes fell down and she whispered: "Yes, if I still have a little bit of sanity, I should come up with a beautiful excuse for your recklessness, and then use General Von Hell's power to minimize the impact and losses, rather than bringing weapons to you. At least I shouldn't bring Duwei and Bartot with me, so as not to completely lose the executor of the whole plan."

She sighed softly and said quietly: "But... care is confusing. At that time, I was thinking about whether something would happen to you. I understood these principles, but I might not be able to do it. But I can't do it, you should do it, because I am a woman, you are different..."

She looked at Jady with hope, gently stroked his cheek, and said softly: "You are a man!"

Man? This word hurt Jady's heart, making his heart that had just softened become cold and hard again. He gently, but firmly pushed Helen's body away, and in her surprised gaze, he looked for reasons for his impending departure against his will:

Helen, I admit that you are right, but... I am me, I don't want to become that person, I don't want to be indifferent to the death of my relatives and friends, I don't want to be a hero who is empty! Helen, in this cruel game, people like me are not suitable to participate."

He took a deep breath and insisted on finishing his words: "I think it would be better if I disappeared when I fell into the river last time? Now, let me disappear again, I want to leave here and leave forever!"

"No!" Helen exclaimed in dismay, her eyes full of fear: "Jeddy, I just hope you can grow up and not leave me..."

Jady was also heartbroken, but Chris's affairs made him begin to face his identity, the barriers between people, and the insurmountable relationship between people and beasts. His human appearance cannot change the reality that he is a monster, and he is not qualified to pursue a human girl, let alone a princess.

The girl in front of me doesn't like him, just like a crow will never turn into a phoenix, and a prince will never marry a real Cinderella.

Helen's sad expression made him feel sad, and he further strengthened his determination to leave. He made up his mind and deliberately yelled at her in a hurtful language: "Don't you understand yet? I want to leave you! I chose to help you at the beginning just because I like you, but now, I find that what I like is just an illusion, and what I like is a woman I imagined, so I want to leave, do you understand? Your Royal Highness Cold Blood!"

Helen staggered and took a step back, tears fell like rain. Her heart was broken by the man she loved. She made her last effort with a trembling voice: "Jeddy, don't do this, you misunderstood me. Do you think I don't want to live easily and happily, do you think I am willing to shoulder such a heavy responsibility?

Family hatred and national hatred! The hatred of the dead and the future of the living are all everything I have to face. I can only bear it alone. No man around me can shoulder this responsibility and be my tree trunk for sheltering the wind and rain. I must learn to be strong and have to harden my heart and play this cold-blooded role. Until you have you... you are my hope, you are my love, Jady!"

Jady hardened her heart and said lightly: "I want to be alone and calm down. Don't worry, I won't leave just like that. I will arrange my funeral and will never affect the continued implementation of the plan!"

He wanted to go around Helen, but Helen grabbed his sleeve. Jady didn't look back and reached out to brush her hand. But as soon as he touched the hand, Jady couldn't help but tremble. Helen's hand was trembling, trembling like fallen leaves in the wind.

The fingers were cold, without a trace of warmth. Jady turned her head gently and saw a pair of desperate eyes. There was endless sorrow and pain in her eyes, and a deep attachment: "Jeddy, I never understand why we have such a deep barrier and misunderstanding now, try to change for me and give me the opportunity to change for you, okay, Jady?"

Jady felt ache. The more affectionate Helen was, the more stressed he was, the more he wanted to escape, and wanted to escape far away. He didn't say anything anymore, but turned his head and forced himself not to look at Helen's bloodless face, then suddenly brushed her hand away and walked towards the door.

"Jeddy, you killed me!" Helen said in despair.

Jady didn't look back, but as soon as his hand touched the door handle, he heard a "pop" sound. When he turned around, he saw that Helen had fainted on the carpet. Jady was very surprised. He jumped back with a quick step, picked up Helen, and called anxiously: "Helen! Helen?"

Helen's body was still so charming, and there was no place in her body that showed perfection. Her waist was hidden under her skirt but outlined a perfect curve, and her slender legs that made her heart shaking, but her face was really unbearable to see.

He closed his eyes, his long eyelashes were still with tears, and his thin lips on his pale cheeks had bitten blood. Jady saw the discomfort in his heart like a needle. He hugged Helen's body tightly, just wanting to whistle and vent his depression, but he couldn't say a word.

Helen woke up quietly and saw Jady holding her body. Helen was delighted. She hurriedly wrapped Jady's neck, holding her tightly, as if she was afraid that he would run away, and shouted out of control: "No! Don't leave me! I don't allow you to leave! Jady, I love you, don't leave me, please, don't leave me!"

"You...you won't love me!" Jady shook her head and said in pain.

Helen opened her eyes wide in surprise: "Why do you think so? Jady, do you doubt my feelings for you? I can swear to the heavens that my love for you can be seen, no doubt!"

Jady smiled bitterly, hugged Helen for a while, and suddenly said softly: "Helen, don't draw conclusions so early. I'll tell you a story, okay?"

"Story?" Helen was a little stunned.

"Well, a not-so-long story, a life that should have ended."

Jady's eyes were deep, as if immersed in the memories: "On the Warcraft Prairie in the west of the Ross Empire, there is a huge group of demon wolves. Their leader is Saker, a wolf king with natural magic powers of ice and electricity.

King Saker has a son, a little demon wolf. This wolf has been very smart since childhood. It often stands on a mountain that is said to be sealed with ancient gods and demons, looking at the moon and roaring, and enjoying itself. Its legend began from then on..."

Jady's story was very attractive, and Helen was very engrossed in listening to it. When he talked about the Dream Forest and the Temple of Daji, Helen finally realized something, and her delicate body suddenly became tense.

Jady continued to talk about the demon wolf who wanted to be a human being, with the help of Goddess Daji, who finally turned into a human form as he wished, and left the temple of Daji with the half-elf goddess named Chiyan, and found her friends who had fled abroad...

Jady didn't continue to talk. He was silent for a while, smiled bitterly, lowered his eyes again, and said quietly: "Now you understand? Why do I feel so excited when I see you so indifferent to Chris' death? Why do I say you will never fall in love with me? Because, I am not your kind, and my journey to the world is just a dream in my heart."
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