Soon, the emperor's concubine walked in softly.
Zhui'er pointed to the futon opposite the table and asked her to sit down. Before the imperial concubine could speak, he said, "How is this different from an animal?"
The imperial concubine said in embarrassment, "Love between a man and a woman is the way of heaven. It's natural for you to be greedy for the first time. It just so happens that we don't care much about it anymore. You really don't have to worry so much. There are only a few of us here. You will be more and more in the future."
Just take pity on us, don't think it's unethical, you have to treat it like an animal, that concubine will really be ashamed of herself, put yourself in our shoes and think about it, we don't know anything about you, if you want to save your life, you have to
If we want to live a better life, we can only try our best to make you happy. But we have nothing but this body, so we can only rely on this. Although you have repeatedly advised us to feel at ease, how can we feel at ease when we have no grasp and no support? How can there be anything in the world?
Such a cheap thing? This is a great place for cultivation. How can we live in peace without paying anything?"
Zhui'er waved his hands and said, "I don't mean to blame you. I can sympathize with your mood. In fact, you have paid enough. Wuji has hurt you enough. This place belongs to Wuji. He died here."
The place should belong to you as compensation. I have no intention of occupying this place. I never wanted to stay longer from the beginning. It was Jia Jin who made me think wrongly. Then you..." At this point, he shook his head.
.
The imperial concubine was surprised and said, "You don't want this place?"
"I never thought that I just planned to rescue you from the magic circle and leave. Unexpectedly, so many things happened."
"Then..." The imperial concubine's eyes flashed for a few times, she held Zhui'er's hand and said with spiritual thought, "Wuji died in your hands, this place should belong to you, we are just the people you rescued,
It’s too late to thank you for your kindness. How can I get a share in this place? It’s a great gift that you allow us to practice here. If you can stay, I sincerely hope that you can stay for a long time.”
"You will only live comfortably without me. I know this very well." Zhui'er showed a self-aware smile.
The emperor's concubine said with a charming resentment, "I was deliberately trying to please you. It goes without saying, but it's obvious. But you treat me so well, how can I not be moved at all? Just stay, I'm going to suffer."
The people abandoned by this world have no other place to comfort them except you. I hope you can have mercy on me."
Zhui'er smiled and said, "You are not someone who needs comfort from others. If Xianxu said so, it would be enough." ??
The imperial concubine sighed, snuggled into Zhui'er's arms and said bitterly, "I can just hold on harder than her. No matter how strong a woman is, it's unbearable for her to be in this situation. Your previous words made me burst into tears. I
I'm not as strong as you think. Your sympathy these days makes me feel much better."
Zhui'er caressed her shoulder gently and said with a smile, "What I said before is somewhat true, but this last sentence goes against my will, right? I gritted my teeth secretly in order to keep up my appearance, right?"
The imperial concubine was silent for a while before saying, "Although I tolerate humiliation, I am shameless and have not sunk to the point where I can't help you. Naturally, I had to force myself to be skin-to-skin with you when we first met. I said so."
Pity doesn't mean this. After so many years of being abused, I will be more touched by a little respect and consideration, and I can only get this from you."
Zhui'er stroked her hair sympathetically, "Wuji has caused you so much harm, but I am not qualified to blame him on this matter. It is precisely because of the evil he has done that I
I have the opportunity to kiss Fangze, so what I just said about being different from animals refers to this person who is controlled by desire.
They will behave like animals. I am not just talking about me and Wuji, but all people who cannot resist their desires are like this."
The imperial concubine was about to speak, but Zhui'er pressed her lips with her fingers and continued with a deep thought, "Before, I thought that all desires originated from this body. We are all shackled and enslaved by this body. When we first met
When you were happy, I seemed to feel the throbbing from outside my body. It was more intoxicating than the physical pleasure, but it was very slight. I didn’t bother to pursue it under the circumstances at that time.
There is no trace anymore, and all that remains is physical pleasure."
"Your statement is quite unique." The imperial concubine left Zhui'er's body and looked at Zhui'er with flashing eyes. The idea of ​​the body being a shackle struck her as very innovative.
Zhui'er reached out and pressed her lips again, thinking, "I think that may be the shackles from a higher level. If so, even if we get rid of the shackles of this body, we can't escape the control of heaven."
The imperial concubine moved away the finger that was pressing on her lips and said excitedly, "But wouldn't it be nice to enjoy more intoxicating pleasure? Can you tell me what it feels like?"
Zhui'er shook his head and said, "Nothing is that cheap. God will not be so kind. If you want to get something better, you have to give up what you value most, unless you value nothing."
"I don't value it anymore!" the imperial concubine said with burning eyes.
"Don't you say that you regard the piano as your life? Can you stop playing the piano?"
There was hesitation in the imperial concubine's eyes, "That's really hard to give up. Do you need to give up the piano as well?"
Zhui'er said seriously, "Maybe I even have to give up my life."
"If you lose your life, how can you feel the higher joy?"
"This is unimaginable for us." Zhui'er felt that her wisdom was not enough to talk about the way of heaven, so she changed the subject and said, "I asked you earlier why people live, and you said it was to enjoy themselves in time. That was obviously to seduce me.
Let’s talk about it again, why do you think you are alive?”
The imperial concubine looked out the window, with a confused look in her eyes, "If I had been asked this question before, I would have felt that there was no need to answer at all, because there are so many reasons to live, to cultivate the great road, to love the couple, to have fun with friends, to get something.
Better treasures, to get better Yao Qin, even to taste the spiritual fruit you want to eat, there are too many. Although there are many unsatisfactory things, but in terms of what you live for, it is
No need to think too much.”
After a brief pause, she continued, "Now that I have fallen into this situation, it would be much easier to say why I live. To cultivate the great road, to be able to play the piano, to live a better life, if you don't ask me why?
I really haven't thought about this problem carefully. I just support myself to live one more day. People don't have the heart to think too much in desperate situations. It's enough to be happy to live one day with less pain, even if it is
After suffering the pain, I thought that I would feel better in the next few days, so I felt relaxed. I felt that I had lived a very comfortable life in the past few decades without Wuji."
Having said this, she withdrew her gaze and looked at Zhui'er, "Now that the situation has changed again, all I can think about is how to live the peaceful life I want. This is what I live for."
Zhui'er nodded and said, "Most people are driven forward by desires and circumstances, and have no time to think about why they live. Like you, you don't need to think about it. Looking forward, all you see is one by one.
Desire.”
The imperial concubine stared at him and asked, "Then why do you think you are alive?" Soon, the imperial concubine walked in lightly.
Zhui'er pointed to the futon opposite the table and asked her to sit down. Before the imperial concubine could speak, he said, "How is this different from an animal?"
The imperial concubine said in embarrassment, "Love between a man and a woman is the way of heaven. It's natural for you to be greedy for the first time. It just so happens that we don't care much about it anymore. You really don't have to worry so much. There are only a few of us here. You will be more and more in the future."
Just take pity on us, don't think it's unethical, you have to treat it like an animal, that concubine will really be ashamed of herself, put yourself in our shoes and think about it, we don't know anything about you, if you want to save your life, you have to
If we want to live a better life, we can only try our best to make you happy. But we have nothing but this body, so we can only rely on this. Although you have repeatedly advised us to feel at ease, how can we feel at ease when we have no grasp and no support? How can there be anything in the world?
Such a cheap thing? This is a great place for cultivation. How can we live in peace without paying anything?"
Zhui'er waved his hands and said, "I don't mean to blame you. I can sympathize with your mood. In fact, you have paid enough. Wuji has hurt you enough. This place belongs to Wuji. He died here."
The place should belong to you as compensation. I have no intention of occupying this place. I never wanted to stay longer from the beginning. It was Jia Jin who made me think wrongly. Then you..." At this point, he shook his head.
.
The imperial concubine was surprised and said, "You don't want this place?"
"I never thought that I just planned to rescue you from the magic circle and leave. Unexpectedly, so many things happened."
"Then..." The imperial concubine's eyes flashed for a few times, she held Zhui'er's hand and said with spiritual thought, "Wuji died in your hands, this place should belong to you, we are just the people you rescued,
It’s too late to thank you for your kindness. How can I get a share in this place? It’s a great gift that you allow us to practice here. If you can stay, I sincerely hope that you can stay for a long time.”
"You will only live comfortably without me. I know this very well." Zhui'er showed a self-aware smile.
The emperor's concubine said with a charming resentment, "I was deliberately trying to please you. It goes without saying, but it's obvious. But you treat me so well, how can I not be moved at all? Just stay, I'm going to suffer."
The people abandoned by this world have no other place to comfort them except you. I hope you can have mercy on me."
Zhui'er smiled and said, "You are not someone who needs comfort from others. If Xian Xu said so, it would be enough."
The imperial concubine sighed, snuggled into Zhui'er's arms and said bitterly, "I can just hold on harder than her. No matter how strong a woman is, it's unbearable for her to be in this situation. Your previous words made me burst into tears. I
I'm not as strong as you think. Your sympathy these days makes me feel much better."
Zhui'er caressed her shoulder gently and said with a smile, "What I said before is somewhat true, but this last sentence goes against my will, right? I gritted my teeth secretly in order to keep up my appearance, right?"
The imperial concubine was silent for a while before saying, "Although I tolerate humiliation, I am shameless and have not sunk to the point where I can't help you. Naturally, I had to force myself to be skin-to-skin with you when we first met. I said so."
Pity doesn't mean this. After so many years of being abused, I will be more touched by a little respect and consideration, and I can only get this from you."
Zhui'er stroked her hair sympathetically, "Wuji has caused you so much harm, but I am not qualified to blame him on this matter. It is precisely because of the evil he has done that I
I have the opportunity to kiss Fangze, so what I just said about being different from animals refers to this person who is controlled by desire.
They will behave like animals. I am not just talking about me and Wuji, but all people who cannot resist their desires are like this."
The imperial concubine was about to speak, but Zhui'er pressed her lips with her fingers and continued with a deep thought, "Before, I thought that all desires originated from this body. We are all shackled and enslaved by this body. When we first met
When you were happy, I seemed to feel the throbbing from outside my body. It was more intoxicating than the physical pleasure, but it was very slight. I didn’t bother to pursue it under the circumstances at that time.
There is no trace anymore, and all that remains is physical pleasure."
"Your statement is quite unique." The imperial concubine left Zhui'er's body and looked at Zhui'er with flashing eyes. The idea of ​​the body being a shackle struck her as very innovative.
Zhui'er reached out and pressed her lips again, thinking, "I think that may be the shackles from a higher level. If so, even if we get rid of the shackles of this body, we can't escape the control of heaven."
The imperial concubine moved away the finger that was pressing on her lips and said excitedly, "But wouldn't it be nice to enjoy more intoxicating pleasure? Can you tell me what it feels like?"
Zhui'er shook his head and said, "Nothing is that cheap. God will not be so kind. If you want to get something better, you have to give up what you value most, unless you value nothing."
"I don't value it anymore!" the imperial concubine said with burning eyes.
"Don't you say that you regard the piano as your life? Can you stop playing the piano?"
There was hesitation in the imperial concubine's eyes, "That's really hard to give up. Do you need to give up the piano as well?"
Zhui'er said seriously, "Maybe I even have to give up my life."
"If you lose your life, how can you feel the higher joy?"
"This is unimaginable for us." Zhui'er felt that her wisdom was not enough to talk about the way of heaven, so she changed the subject and said, "I asked you earlier why people live, and you said it was to enjoy themselves in time. That was obviously to seduce me.
Let’s talk about it again, why do you think you are alive?”
The imperial concubine looked out the window, with a confused look in her eyes, "If I had been asked this question before, I would have felt that there was no need to answer at all, because there are so many reasons to live, to cultivate the great road, to love the couple, to have fun with friends, to get something.
Better treasures, to get better Yao Qin, even to taste the spiritual fruit you want to eat, there are too many. Although there are many unsatisfactory things, but in terms of what you live for, it is
No need to think too much.”
After a brief pause, she continued, "Now that I have fallen into this situation, it would be much easier to say why I live. To cultivate the great road, to be able to play the piano, to live a better life, if you don't ask me why?
I really haven't thought about this problem carefully. I just support myself to live one more day. People don't have the heart to think too much in desperate situations. It's enough to be happy to live one day with less pain, even if it is
After suffering the pain, I thought that I would feel better in the next few days, so I felt relaxed. I felt that I had lived a very comfortable life in the past few decades without Wuji."
Having said this, she withdrew her gaze and looked at Zhui'er, "Now that the situation has changed again, all I can think about is how to live the peaceful life I want. This is what I live for."
Zhui'er nodded and said, "Most people are driven forward by desires and circumstances, and have no time to think about why they live. Like you, you don't need to think about it. Looking forward, all you see is one by one.
Desire.”
Chapter completed!