Chapter 20 I Don't Regret
Chapter 20: I don’t want to regret
Zhang Xingfeng didn't wake up for a moment, and Feng Yuyan, who was bathed in the fiery red, had already appeared in front of him.
Feng Tiejun became quiet. He looked at his sister. He didn't even know if it was good for his sister to say it, but he knew that he could not let his sister hide like this forever.
"She loves me? That cute little girl back then actually fell in love with me... She fell in love with me! Really, she really fell in love with me!" Zhang Xingfeng's heart suddenly trembled. He didn't know what happened, as if he was trembling when he saw Rou for the first time, "Did I fall in love with her too? No, no... I love Rou... It's Rou! I love Rou!" Zhang Xingfeng kept saying to himself. After a while, Zhang Xingfeng became clear-headed, his thoughts became firm, and his eyes were clear at Feng Yuyan.
Feng Yuyan's face was slightly red, her big eyes were also black, but her eyes were so firm! If you want to say love, this is the voice in Feng Yuyan's heart.
"Zhang Xingfeng, I'm in love with you!" Feng Yuyan said straight.
"Yuyan, you know that I love Rou, why do you have to persist?" Zhang Xingfeng said calmly, with a little bitterness in his voice.
Feng Yuyan suddenly threw down the soft whip in her hand and looked straight at Zhang Xingfeng with her eyes firm: "I love you... Is it wrong to love you? When I first saw you when I was a child, I couldn't forget you... But I don't know that it was love. After more than ten years, I have grown up. I know that I love you. I am almost twenty years old. Most of the girls at this time have already gotten married... But I have been waiting... waiting... Do you know? Why didn't I tell you? It's because you love Sister Rou, I don't have the courage to say it! It's not that I don't want to say it!" Feng Yuyan seemed very excited.
Feng Yuyan took a sudden breath, calmed down her mood, and said, "Sister Rou is dead, she is dead, but she is dead, I am very painful, but I am also happy... I feel despicable, I am very despicable, I am actually happy for Sister Rou's death... I thought I had a chance at that time! But I found that I saw you, but I still don't have the courage! Now, my brother told me that, and I have the courage. I love you, and I want to call you Brother Feng like Sister Rou! Brother Feng! I want to call you Brother Feng! Call you like Brother Feng! Call you like this for the rest of my life! Brother Feng!"
Zhang Xingfeng looked at Feng Yuyan who was excited, and he felt bitter in his heart. He didn't know what to say or do...
"Brother Feng, do you know? That day outside the capital, I looked for you... I ran and ran... I just couldn't find you... I looked for you for a long time before I saw you being caught up with the dragon. I was excited at that time, hoping that you would see me, you saw me, really, you saw me, but... But you looked at someone again... I thought you forgot me, forget me, the little girl from back then, now the vulgar inn owner's wife!"
Zhang Xingfeng looked at Feng Yuyan who was muttering to himself. He didn't know what was going on, but he suddenly felt that his heart was so painful!
"Stop talking!" Zhang Xingfeng stared at Feng Yuyan suddenly and said, "I haven't forgotten you, no, I will always remember the little girl back then, do you know... I always regard you as my own sister... my dear sister! I don't want others to bully you, I want you to be happy all the time... I don't think you have never been worried or painful! Do you know?"
Feng Yuyan couldn't help but keep flowing down, shook her head without any awareness, and kept shaking her head: "No...no...I don't want to be your sister...I don't want to be your sister, Brother Feng...You tell me...You can treat me as your wife, tell me! Tell me, you can treat me as your wife!"
Feng Yuyan looked at Zhang Xingfeng longingly. What kind of gaze was that, with expectations, as if the drowning person was looking at the last straw...
Zhang Xingfeng didn't know what to say. He wanted Feng Yuyan to be his sister, but he didn't dare to say it when he looked at Feng Yuyan's gaze...
Feng Yuyan smiled... and laughed: "Hahaha... I know, I know, Brother Feng, I thank you, I know..." Feng Yuyan smiled like this, letting tears flow, and walked towards her room...
"Bang!"
"I don't want to see you again...my sister doesn't want to see you again...get out!"
Zhang Xingfeng felt a pain in his face. He clearly saw Feng Tiejun's slap, but he didn't want to hide: "Maybe, I'll feel better like this!" Zhang Xingfeng smiled bitterly in his heart.
"Brother Feng, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry... I'll leave immediately, I won't appear in front of Yu Yan again, I won't let her suffer any more, I'll disappear immediately..." Zhang Xingfeng said, and suddenly disappeared into the inn.
At this time, Zhang Xingfeng had already appeared in the big city. He just now used his fastest speed to leave there. He didn't want to face Feng Yuyan's gaze, so he didn't dare to face it!
Zhang Xingfeng kept smiling... smiling... walking, like an ordinary person, walking slowly... going to the restaurant for lunch, and going to the inn to sleep at night... just walking like this, walking towards the east...
Seeing his smile, who knows the pain in his heart at this moment!
It's been ten days!
Zhang Xingfeng's speed is really slow. He hasn't arrived in the capital for ten days, because he has been walking, walking slowly, at the same speed as ordinary people.
It has been ten days since Zhang Xingfeng's expression has almost not changed much, and he still has the smiling face that makes people feel close.
Today I arrived at another city. Zhang Xingfeng walked in without any emotional fluctuations. This is a big city and the gap between it and the capital is not big...
Zhang Xingfeng looked at the sun that had risen to the middle and knew it was time to go to the restaurant for dinner.
Zhang Xingfeng walked directly to the nearest restaurant, but Zhang Xingfeng suddenly felt a strong sense of resentment and regret in the restaurant...it was very strong, terrifyingly thick.
Zhang Xingfeng looked carefully and found that he was a person... a person drinking... there were dozens of bottles of wine pots on the table. Zhang Xingfeng knew that this was another sad person, to relieve his sorrow by drinking.
Zhang Xingfeng slowly walked over and walked to the sad man. The waiter next to him immediately came over. Zhang Xingfeng looked at the waiter and sent a silver ingot of ten taels out: "Come and order whatever you want, you don't need to drink, I'll bring it with me!"
As Zhang Xingfeng said, he took out his wine pot and started drinking.
The sad person at the same table was conscious of nothing. He continued to drink wine, his face covered with water, wine or tears... no one knew!
"I'll get rid of my sorrow and worry even more... Hahaha..." The sad man suddenly poured a bottle of wine into his mouth...
Zhang Xingfeng suddenly saw the man's clothes and was suddenly shocked. Isn't this the red robe worn by the top scholar?
The waiter next to him came over and put the dishes on the table. Perhaps because Zhang Xingfeng gave him ten taels of silver at the beginning, he had a good impression of Zhang Xingfeng. Seeing Zhang Xingfeng looking at the top scholar's uniform on the drunkard in surprise, he said:
"Young Master, you don't know that the person in front of you is the top scholar of the dynasty... He is very famous in our Yingyang City!" The waiter was a little proud.
Zhang Xingfeng listened carefully. When the waiter saw Zhang Xingfeng listening carefully, he said happily: "This top scholar has been studying hard for more than ten years and finally achieved success, but his wife is not lucky enough to see it... You don't know how good the top scholar's wife is, she is beautiful, it's a pity... It's a pity that she died without seeing the top scholar return..."
"Haha...what is the use of success and fame...what is the use of it! Yi Yun is no longer here, no longer here!" The drinking man suddenly shouted loudly.
"Liu Chang, what did my sister treat you back then? You kid is cold to him. Even the wedding was postponed and only got engaged. He said that the nomination for the gold list was when the wedding banquet was in the wedding night! You bastard... let my sister wait so hard...you go to die!" Suddenly, a big man rushed into the outside, and grabbed the man who was drinking and shouted.
Liu Chang was in a daze, looking at the man in front of him, and suddenly started to cry: "Brother, brother... I'm sorry to Yiyun. She has been with me for eight years, and I asked her to wait for eight years... Eight years... I have been studying wholeheartedly, trying to gain fame, but I have always been cold to her. But now I know that what I really need is her, it is her!" Liu Chang said, crawling on the shoulder of the man and crying.
The big man looked at Liu Chang crying on his shoulders, and shook his head helplessly, and carried Liu Chang on his back: "Waiter, keep the account on me!" As he said that, he walked out strode.
"Cherish the person in front of you... don't regret it in the future!" Liu Chang, who was on the back of the man, suddenly shouted loudly, and poured the wine in the wine pot tightly in his hand into his mouth.
Zhang Xingfeng was stunned, and the voice of the 'Cherishing Eyes' was like a spring thunder exploded. Zhang Xingfeng's heart began to shake: "Cherish the person in front of you, cherish the person in front of you, Rou is dead... Do I want to live in the past? It doesn't matter if I am like this, but how can I hurt others? How is Yuyan now? Will she be in pain? Will she feel uncomfortable?"
"It's been ten days, ten days, ten days, I'm thinking of her all the time, why... Is it because I treat her as my sister... because she is my sister? But do I really just treat her as my sister? What I like is faint love, love is a deep love! I'm deceiving myself, I'm deceiving myself, I use my love to deceive myself, denying that I also fell in love with Yuyan!" Zhang Xingfeng had already remembered the trembling of his heart when he first knew that Yuyan fell in love with him!
It was the same trembling as seeing Rou! At that time, I deceived myself to only love Rou, constantly hypnotizing myself, hypnotizing myself...
"I fell in love with you, Yu Yan... I don't want to regret it in the future. I don't want to have regrets in the future. I don't want to deceive myself. I fell in love with you!" Zhang Xingfeng's eyes began to become firm.
Zhang Xingfeng suddenly felt an inexplicable panic in his heart, and thought that he felt the panic like the eldest brother wolf-fin in Tianshan last time, and even this time it became even stronger.
"Yuyan, wait for me, don't have anything to do!" Zhang Xingfeng panicked, his figure suddenly accelerated, and suddenly he was in the restaurant.
The wind cut Zhang Xingfeng's clothes like a knife. The clothes were broken. Zhang Xingfeng didn't care. There was dust on his body. Zhang Xingfeng still didn't care. He knew that what he wanted to do most now was to run to Yuyan and keep saying to her: "I love you!"
Zhang Xingfeng kept accelerating, constantly accelerating his body. Even when he reached the limit, Zhang Xingfeng still accelerated, and blue veins began to pop up on Zhang Xingfeng's body.
Zhang Xingfeng didn't care, he only knew how to speed up...
The speed was too fast, and it had exceeded the speed of ordinary cultivators who controlled the sword. Zhang Xingfeng did not have a trace of surprise and still tried his best to speed up his body.
Suddenly a trace of blood flew away brilliantly...
A trace of blood began to appear on Zhang Xingfeng's body. The pressure was too great and the blood vessels could no longer bear it...
Zhang Xingfeng was unaware of anything and was still accelerating. He only knew that he wanted to see Yu Yan. At this time, the panic in his heart became even stronger: "Yu Yan, don't have anything to do!" Zhang Xingfeng began to accelerate frantically...
Blood blooms with beauty sadly...
Zhang Xingfeng's eyes suddenly lit up and he stopped in an instant: "Brother Feng, Brother Feng, where is Yu Yan? Where is Yu Yan?" Zhang Xingfeng grabbed Feng Tiejun who was riding a horse.
Feng Tiejun was immediately caught by Zhang Xingfeng who rushed to the expressway and couldn't help but scold him. At this time, who knew that when he saw that the blood man in front of him was Zhang Xingfeng, he didn't bother to ask why Zhang Xingfeng was covered in snow. He immediately said anxiously: "Zhang Xingfeng, my sister has come to you, leaving only one letter!"
Zhang Xingfeng, who was covered in blood, looked at the letter in Feng Tiejun's hand and took it tremblingly.
"Brother, I've already gone to find Brother Feng. I know I can't leave him in my life. I can't lose him... I'm going to find him, don't look for me anymore! Sister Yuyan comes on!"
Zhang Xingfeng suddenly felt a heart-wrenching pain.
"Cherish the people in front of you... don't regret it..." "Don't regret it" "Don't regret it" "Don't regret it" "Don't regret it" "Don't regret it"...
Zhang Xingfeng has begun to regret...
Zhang Xingfeng didn't care about that little bit of magic energy. At this time, the magic energy was less than one-tenth, but Zhang Xingfeng could no longer wait, and the spiritual sense began to spread wildly... no longer suppressing the magic energy with all his heart...
The spiritual sense began to spread... the extreme west... the western part of Yongzhou County... half of the Ming Dynasty... the entire Ming Dynasty...
Zhang Xingfeng's face suddenly flushed.
"Puff" could no longer suppress it, and a mouthful of blood suddenly spit out. The range of spiritual reconnaissance was far beyond Zhang Xing's limit.
But Zhang Xingfeng smiled. He already knew where Yu Yan was. A murderous aura suddenly appeared on Zhang Xingfeng's face, no longer caring about the magical energy.
"Telection!"
The power of chaos surged, and Zhang Xingfeng disappeared in front of Feng Tiejun instantly.
"I don't want to regret!" Zhang Xingfeng's voice kept echoing throughout the space......
Chapter completed!