652 The Girl's Helplessness
As the summer has gradually begun to turn to, Liverpool's temperature has shown signs of a significant increase, making the blue sky and white clouds look particularly dazzling and beautiful.
The sun also brings some warmth, and it should be a very pleasant thing to walk among the shade of trees in such weather.
It was obviously such a good weather and such a pleasant thing, but Xia Lu only felt that everything around her became dark, which made her walk quickly, and even her body leaned forward significantly, proving how big the steps she was under her feet were.
Behind Xia Lu, Sigmund flew with his wings and did not stop above his head. He followed Xia Lu and left the woods silently.
It was not until a while that Xia Lu's steps stopped, and Sigmund also stopped.
""
A quiet atmosphere permeated between the master and servant.
Xia Lu didn't speak.
Sigmund also had no idea of breaking the silence.
The two of them remained silent like this, and the depressing atmosphere began to spread.
Finally, Xia Lu's voice finally couldn't help but sound.
"Am I very selfish?"
Xia Lu's voice revealed immeasurable disappointment and anger.
This is for one's own disappointment.
This is against one's own anger.
Xia Lu was disappointed with the way she finally left there and was so angry that she was trembling all over.
Sigmund naturally knew Xia Lu's mood, and comforted her with her unique calm and intellectual voice.
"You have no position to intervene in this matter. Even if you are out of the matter, no one can blame you, right?"
This is not wrong.
Originally, Xia Lu was just an ordinary student in the academy, not a member of the discipline committee or a guard. She was not as attacked as Luo Zhen, and no one around her was hurt. The reason for intervening in such a thing is quite insufficient.
Who would ask a student to catch a murderer who was both troubled by Feng Discipline Committee and the guards?
Who would ask a teenage girl to deal with a behemoth like the college, professors, discipline committee, guards, and night club executive department?
The reason why Xia Lu wanted to catch (the magical chewer) was just that she could not forgive the other party's actions.
In this case, who can blame her for withdrawing?
However, Xia Lu couldn't let go because of this.
"I finally chose to back down when I knew that the other party might not be able to fulfill my dream. Isn't this selfish?"
Xia Lu's expression seemed very painful.
In fact, Xia Lu is indeed in pain.
On the one hand, Xia Lu could not forgive (the magical gnawer) behavior at all.
On the other hand, Xia Lu has to work hard to save her family and revive her family.
When these two things conflict and one of them has to give up, no matter who they are, it will feel painful, right?
but
"You are not the guardian of the law, nor are you a just law enforcer. Even if you cannot sit idly by and watch the criminal act recklessly around you, and feel indignant and angry about this, there is no reason to arrest the other party with your own hands. This is the ordinary people."
Sigmund warned this.
But this made Xia Lu unbearable.
"I am the daughter of the noble Earl Bilao's family! I have the obligation that the noble one must fulfill! I should protect the people! Instead of watching the incident happen from the standpoint of the people!"
Xia Lu just shouted.
This girl, who is extremely irritable, cruel and even ruthless in the eyes of outsiders, is actually a person who is more self-esteem, a sense of justice and responsibility than anyone else.
Xia Lu always remembers that she is the daughter of Earl Bilao's family and the descendant of the nobles. Since this is the case, she cannot sit idly by and watch the breeding of evil, and she cannot sit idly by and watch innocent people around her be hurt.
Although Xia Lu had already made up her mind that no matter what, even if she could do anything, she would win at the night party, become the devil, find her family, and revive her family, this girl still could not do anything that violated the principles, right?
In view of this, even though she knew that (the magic chewer) was about to appear under her nose, she had to withdraw. Xia Lu could not be disappointed and angry with her like this.
Not to mention, Xia Lu chose to watch coldly because of her purpose and chose to withdraw.
"How can I have the attitude to meet my father and mother in the future? Why do I have the attitude to claim to be the daughter of the Bilao family?"
Xia Lu squatted down, hugged her knees, and sobbed with her shoulders tremblingly.
Looking at Xia Lu like this, Sigmund lowered his head.
"Sorry." Sigmund whispered: "If my power can be stronger and you are not afraid of any force, then you can do it whether you are seeking your family or reviving your family. This is my incompetence."
Such words were exchanged for Xia Lu's constant shaking her head.
"You are more proud than the Lao family. You have protected our family for more than a hundred years, and even the (demonic sword) dragon that the whole of England must be proud of."
Xia Lu hugged Sigmund and spoke while sobbing.
"I am too weak to exert your true strength. If I can be more successful and get the inheritance of (elves) like Bilao in previous dynasties, then I will definitely be as powerful as Bilao in previous dynasties."
Hearing this, Sigmund opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything. He could only stretch out his wings and slap Xia Lu's back while quietly comforting her.
Just then
"Xia Lu? What's wrong with you?"
Accompanied by a somewhat surprised and anxious voice, a sound of footsteps came from the front.
Xia Lu quickly wiped away her tears with a conditioned reflex, let go of Sigmund, then stood up and looked forward.
The next second, Xia Lu saw a character who made her heart beat miss a beat.
"Fei Felix!?"
It is the chairman of the Feng Discipline Committee, Felix Kingsford, the fourth-ranked college (the girl with silver gun).
"Why are you here? Xia Lu?"
Felix wore the armband of the Commissioner of Discipline Inspection and a formal black cape-style coat. While walking towards this side, he showed concern and concern at Xia Lu.
To Fengyan seemed to see Xia Lu's tears and frowned with beautiful eyebrows.
"Is anyone making things difficult for you again? Tell me! I'll help you solve it!"
Felix said this without saying anything.
This made Xia Lu's heartbeat start to speed up.
From the past, whenever Xia Lu saw Felix, she would inevitably make her abnormalities like this.
Because Xia Lu always unconsciously creates enemies for herself.
Others fear her and fear her, but at the same time they also hate her and can't stand her.
所以,从以前开始,总会有一些人在暗中刁难夏露,又是把夏露的置物柜弄得乱七八糟,又是把她的书包藏起来,做着各种让夏露无奈的事情.
Because Felix is a member of the Discipline Inspection Commission, he has always been thinking about Xia in many aspects and even solved her problems.
这自然使得被孤立的少女难以避免的对生活中的英雄产生些许异样的心情了.
What a pity
“这这跟你没关系,你别插手我的事情.”
Chapter completed!