Chapter 422 The furthest distance in the world
Xu Qingmo looked at Bai Ningyuan's suddenly softening eyes in front of her, and suddenly she was thundering for no reason.
Although she was sure that this was the first time she saw the young man in front of her, for some reason, she could feel a sense of familiarity in him. This feeling was hard to explain and not understand, but it always entangled her.
Which girl doesn’t have spring? So is Xu Qingmo.
When she was in middle school, she also liked to read novels by Qiong Yao and Xi Juan, and she had fantasized about meeting romantic and wonderful love. However, at that time she was just an ordinary ugly duckling, and she was an inconspicuous existence in the class, and her studies were neither good nor bad. She originally hoped to have a shocking love affair during her free college years, but after graduating from high school, she went to medical school to study nursing and found that her life was basically all women. During the two years of school, she even had a few times when she met her male classmates.
In order to relieve loneliness, she had been pen pals with a classmate she had had in high school for more than a year. This made Xu Qingmo, who had never been in love, feel very fulfilled. But today, when Bai Ningyuan suddenly stood up at the moment of crisis, although his way of doing things was not what she agreed with, she still felt her heart beating.
Isn't this a plot that only exists in the novel? The prince charming fell from the sky when the heroine was in a dilemma and solved the crisis. Then, after a series of thrilling twists and turns, she lived happily together.
Xu Qingmo is not a stubborn flower, but she is still as simple as a piece of white paper. She subconsciously has a slight favoritism towards Bai Ningyuan. So when she saw that he was at a disadvantage, she was worried about him and wanted to rush over and persuade them regardless of the danger.
When Bai Ningyuan called out Long Juncai as the bodyguard, Xu Qingmo suddenly realized that the young man in front of him seemed to have a bad identity.
Although the scene in front of me is definitely in line with the various settings in the novel, although Xu Qingmo is simple, she is not stupid. This is reality after all. How could a young man like this fall in love with an ugly duckling?
But he had saved himself after all, so Xu Qingmo was unwilling to let this young man full of justice have any trouble because of him. When she saw Bai Ningyuan attacking the middle-aged man again in front of the police, she bravely walked forward and stopped him.
Xu Qingmo didn't know if she could succeed, but she was willing to try it, so she just bet right!
Looking at the face of the young man in front of him, she suddenly stretched out her hand and touched it.
Seeing his movements, the young man just moved his eyes, but his body never reacted. Only when his fingers touched the bruises, perhaps because of the pain, his eyebrows and corners of his mouth twitched unconsciously.
"It hurts a lot!" Xu Qingmo suddenly felt a little sad, and she said softly to Bai Ningyuan in front of her.
Feeling the warmth of Xu Qingmo's fingertips and the gentle words, Bai Ningyuan almost couldn't help but shed tears.
This was the tenderness he hadn't felt for a long time. In the past, he felt that he had become accustomed to her existence, but one day, when she suddenly disappeared into his life with her daughter, he felt that he seemed to be incomplete.
It turned out that before he knew it, Xu Qingmo had already merged with him.
Although after he was reborn, he met Liu Siying, Zhang Yan, and Zhang Zilin, they all gave Bai Ningyuan the comfort in his heart with their own tenderness, but his heart was always empty.
Yes, she is not as cute and lively as Liu Siying, and the once passionate memories. She is not as gentle and intellectual as Zhang Yan. She is the object of the first impulse in her dream when she was young, and she is not as charming as Zhang Zilin. She is just Xu Qingmo, and the only Xu Qingmo in Bai Ningyuan's heart!
An irreplaceable existence!
It is true that Bai Ningyuan had already involved too many entanglements at this time and became an absolute scumbag, but his longing and admiration for Xu Qingmo was real and there was no doubt about it!
Bai Ningyuan once thought that romance is like the flowers before and under the moon, heartbreak, poetry and painting, spring and snow, and fireworks on earth!
But after returning from rebirth, he suddenly realized that watching TV with him was romantic, and that eating dinner with his family of five happily was romantic. It turned out that buying vegetables together was romantic for half a day was romantic. It turned out that picking her up when she was on night shift was romantic. It turned out that as long as she was together, all the little things in life were romantic...
But when I came back from rebirth, I gained a lot of things that I didn’t dare to think about in my previous life, but I only lost the most precious her and my daughter.
They used to fantasize about what would happen when they got rich, but now Bai Ningyuan is really rich, but there is no Xu Qingmo who shares his joy and achievements with him.
In fact, it was very easy for Bai Ningyuan to recover Xu Qingmo because he was too familiar with her habits and preferences. However, because it was related to whether his daughter could be born successfully in this life, he forced himself to not see her, so that all the nodes were like in the previous life, to know each other, know each other, and fall in love.
Indeed, Bai Ningyuan knew that according to the time theory, even if he came back and followed the trajectory of his previous life, he might not be able to completely replicate his previous life. After all, people cannot step into the same river twice. Even if they completely replicate everything, including one day and one hour of conception, can they be accurate to every minute and every second? Can they be sure that the sperm that was fertilized must be the one in the previous life?
But even so, Bai Ningyuan still stubbornly chose to follow the trajectory of his previous life, because this was the only way he wanted to see his daughter again, and it was also a kind of obsession with Bai Ningyuan.
Just as he felt Xu Qingmo's gentleness, Bai Ningyuan felt that the hard heart he had been trying to maintain was almost melting.
He almost couldn't help but hold Xu Qingmo's hand and talked about his longing to her. He had saved a lot of words and wanted to say them to her.
But he can't.
So he could only clench his fists, grit his teeth, and desperately suppress his sadness and impulse, so as not to reveal his own flaws.
Because in Xu Qingmo's eyes, it's only the first time they have met!
What a sad thing this is.
Bai Ningyuan's actions fell into Xu Qingmo's eyes, but she interpreted them as the pain of the wound, so she just simply wanted to help him deal with the injury.
The farthest distance in the world is not life or death
But I stand in front of you, but you don't know that I love you
The farthest distance in the world is not that I stand in front of you, you don’t know that I love you
But I love you so much that I am obsessed with it, but I can't say I love you
The farthest distance in the world is not that I can't say I love you
But I miss you so much that I can only bury my heart deeply
The farthest distance in the world is not that I can't say I miss you
But we love each other but cannot be together
The farthest distance in the world is not to love each other, but not to be together
But even though he could not resist this aura, he still had to pretend not to care.
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