"If you were reborn, what would you do?"

Bai Ningyuan typed a line of words in the dialog box and then clicked Send.

"I started Alibaba, Taobao, or entered real estate, and then fell in love with a few little stars!"

"It must be the most unhelpful thing to use the foresight to become the richest man in the world, and the least he has to be the richest man in the country!"

"Buy lottery tickets, get millions of times in the top few times!"

"You're stupid. You've hit it a few times, and you're not afraid of being pulled into slices!"

"By the way, Yao Yue, what about you, what if you do?"

“Same question…”

“+1”

“+1”

The spacious living room was dim, with only the LCD TV not far away and the screen of the notebook in front of him emitting a faint light. When the information kept popping up in the dialog box of the QQ book friends group, Bai Ningyuan casually glanced at the program playing in the LCD TV, and then focused on the notebook again, typing on the keyboard with his fingers flying, chatting with his book friends.

At this time, the hour hand was already pointing at 23 o'clock. The parents, wife and daughter had already fallen asleep in their respective bedrooms. Only Bai Ningyuan, a person with a serious physical clock, was still watching TV with great enthusiasm.

Today is the breakthrough competition for the third season of Mango TV's program "I Am a Singer". In fact, for Bai Ningyuan, he originally didn't like this kind of variety show, but this time, his favorite singer Li Jian.

After counting on my fingers, I have been listening to Li Jian's songs for more than ten years. I have also changed from a high school student who was ignorant of the world to a middle-aged man in my thirties, rolling around for life every day.

Bai Ningyuan is a standard "post-80s". He was born in 1986. He failed the college entrance examination in 2004 and resumed classes for one year. In 2005, he was admitted to a third-rate university. He studied for four years and found that he didn't like. After graduating in 2009, he worked as a writer in Dianniang Chinese. Later, due to physical reasons, he worked as an engineer in the automotive industry for many years. He went from a marketing manager to a sales manager and finally became a victim of political struggles at the top of the group. He was also tired of this unchanging mechanical life. After resigning, he returned to Dianniang Chinese. He found that the online literature industry had already been turned upside down and could only work hard to get up again from a rookie.

"The next song comes from a Korean movie "If Love Is Willing"..."

At this time, the host's report came from the TV, which attracted Bai Ningyuan's attention from his notebook and turned to the show. He knew that this was the last song tonight and the time when Li Jian, whom he had been looking forward to, appeared.

"At the same time, the original soundtrack of the movie also moved the singer who will appear next. It is said that he has watched this movie for seventeen or eighteen times and once wanted to write lyrics. Why did he have a special liking for this movie? What does this person yearn for love? What kind of flavor can he sing this new song written by himself? I would like to invite the next singer to applause!"

Bai Ningyuan had no impression of this movie, so before Li Jian appeared, he hesitated for a moment and first typed a line of words in the dialog box: "If I were reborn, I wouldn't have much ambitions. In fact, like many people, I am just a little person who is so ordinary that he cannot be more ordinary, and has no outstanding ability. But the first thing to do is to get into a good university! Then make more money and don't have to go to a livelihood! At least, don't take a loan to buy a house!"

At the end, I also had a silly smile on my face and clicked Send.

It looks quite playful at first glance, but when you take a closer look, it expresses the sadness and helplessness of a middle-aged man.

Houses have become a pain in the minds of many people in this era of wealth and poverty. This 110 square meters house in front of him is a second-hand house that Bai Ningyuan just bought two years ago. It almost emptied all his savings and the fruits of his parents' labor for most of his life, making him a car and a house. In some people's eyes, it seems quite glamorous, but behind these envy, there is a loan of several thousand yuan a month, which makes him feel a little breathless.

Since buying a house, even if the daily expenses are borne by parents who have retirement expenses, Bai Ningyuan and his wife are very careful in their daily expenses. They really want to tear a dollar in half to spend. Even if they buy new clothes for their wife, they have to think about it for a long time. After all, their daughter will soon go to kindergarten, which will be a huge expense. The economy is in a downturn, and there are more and more places to need money, but their wages and savings are getting smaller and smaller.

To be honest, for many months, looking at the pitiful royalties and thinking about the confident words before, Bai Ningyuan really felt sorry for her. Although his wife had never said anything, the flash of disappointment in her eyes made Bai Ningyuan's self-esteem as the head of the family ached from time to time.

I obviously want to let the mother and daughter live a good life, but why do I live so tiring!

Sometimes, when he sees the various happiness, travel and food of classmates and friends in the QQ space in the circle of friends, his life is like a pool of stagnant water that cannot stir up any turbulent waves, he will feel unwilling, but even strongly, there are jealousy and loss.

People always feel huge gap when comparing.

Many nights, Bai Ningyuan also remembered the ideals he made when he was young, but all of them were gradually buried in the mud of mud in the increasingly difficult life.

Life is easy, life is easy, life is not easy!

"When the star appeared in the sky,

Do you know I'm starting to miss you again

How much love can only be seen from afar,

It's like moonlight spreading to the sea..."

Suddenly, Li Jian's gentle singing came from the TV, murmuring like reading a poem. Coupled with the melodious violin and piano, Bai Ningyuan's mind instantly attracted from his random thoughts and quickly immersed in it.

"We thought that young people,

Those who love each other can last forever.

When we believe that love is deep in our hearts,

I can't hear the sigh in the wind..."

Bai Ningyuan's face moved slightly. At this moment, he could feel that some of the softness in his heart seemed to be touched.

"Who knows what love is,

A brief encounter but never forget it.

Have spent all my life,

I can't learn to forget..."

When I heard this, a figure quietly looked back appeared in my mind subconsciously, with a soft smile on my face. The memories buried deep in my heart seemed to have completely risen again.

The warm kiss on the streets of Tianjin on a snowy night, the snuggle between each other under the fireworks on the campus during the Lantern Festival, the heartbeat in the cinema, the stroll on the seaside of Qin Island, everything was presented to you like scenes of movies, unconsciously, and suddenly there was a little blur in front of you.

“Now we are separated by one side,

Life is like people around you.

The dependence that people in front of me trust the most,

I hope you are treated gently..."

Unfortunately, after the sweetness, there was more endless bitterness. Bai Ningyuan still remembered that when he heard the news of her marriage, the faint pain that appeared in his heart diluted his joy of becoming a father.

"When I was in a trance,

It seems like seeing you flowing in the sea of ​​people,

You have appeared in vaguely

I didn't see it in a blink of an eye..."

How many days and nights did Bai Ningyuan once thought in his mind that if the result of the two people was not like this, what would be the current life?

To be honest, Bai Ningyuan loved his wife very much, but the figure in his mind had been deeply implanted in his life, and he became an inseparable symbiosis with him. It was lingering. After those unbeauties were washed away by the flowing water of time, all that was left was those beautiful pearls.

After listening to a song, Bai Ningyuan was already in tears.

In her dream at night, Bai Ningyuan seemed to have returned to the cafeteria of her school, and sitting in front of him was her thirty-year-old, familiar and unfamiliar.

"Are you doing well?" she asked.

"Very good!" Bai Ningyuan nodded. Perhaps it was because of his pitiful self-esteem, he didn't want to lose too much in front of her.

"You are still so arrogant!" A faint sneer appeared on her face. "If you live well, why would she sit next to you all the time?"

Bai Ningyuan suddenly turned his head and looked at the face of the person beside him who was subconsciously regarded as his girlfriend. She was exactly the same as her twenty years old.

The two faces kept alternating in front of their eyes, gradually becoming blurred. Bai Ningyuan opened his mouth and wanted to shout something loudly, but his throat was like a ball of cotton blocking, and the surroundings gradually became dark, and his heart was suddenly panicked.
Chapter completed!