Chapter 1517 final effort
"I didn't expect that when we met again, under such a situation, I always felt that after we met alone last time, we might not have any intersection in our lifetime. I can only say that luck will make people!"
In the same cafe as last time, Zhang Zilin looked at Xu Qingmo in front of her and said softly, not knowing whether it was because she was on the road or had no rest. At this time, her beautiful face had a haggard look that could not be concealed.
After arriving in Langya, Zhang Zilin didn't care about resting and made an appointment with Xu Qingmo to meet here.
And this time, it can be said that she bet on a fierce battle for all her future happiness. If she wins, she will get what she dreams of. Once she loses, she will also lose her most precious longing.
So she couldn't help but ignore it because she knew very well that this was the last effort.
Xu Qingmo looked at Zhang Zilin in front of her. Even though she was a little cold-hearted on her usual personality, she still couldn't help but feel a little guilty at this time. She didn't know how to face Zhang Zilin.
She had already realized Zhang Zilin's deep affection for Bai Ningyuan long ago, so she admired and felt guilty about Zhang Zilin. After all, she was here at the beginning, and she personally promised her that she would reject Bai Ningyuan. However, in less than a year, she had fallen into Bai Ningyuan's tenderness and betrayed the original agreement. She failed Zhang Zilin's expectations for her.
It can only be said that love comes too quickly and is simply irresistible.
Because of this, when Eleventh went to the capital and encountered the cold reception and resistance of several other women, Xu Qingmo had no complaints. On the one hand, she was the last to enter this small circle, and on the other hand, she put her heart in favor. If she encountered such a thing, she would think her emotions would be even more intense.
"sorry."
After hesitating for a while, Xu Qingmo finally couldn't help but whisper to Zhang Zilin. The moods in her heart that were extremely happy and happy because of Bai Ningyuan's proposal also dissipated a lot at this time.
This apology was what she sincerely wanted to say to Zhang Zilin.
Zhang Zilin stared at her deeply. Even though she had a little sadness on her face at this time, the temperament that naturally revealed her body still made Xu Qingmo feel a little ashamed of herself.
Sitting with such a woman, any woman will subconsciously feel inferior, and the most important thing about being able to compete with her for a man is to succeed. It is a bit incredible to think about it.
This incident alone is enough to make Xu Qingmo feel proud.
"This matter can only be said that it has nothing to do with you. It's Bai Ningyuan who insisted on his own." After a long time, Zhang Zilin sighed and said, rationally telling himself that he should hate her, but Zhang Zilin couldn't hate her.
It’s more just complaining. Zhang Zilin also knew in his heart that the fundamental reason for the current situation was not Xu Qingmo.
Hearing Zhang Zilin's words, Xu Qingmo didn't know what to say for a moment, and she couldn't help but fall silent.
The surroundings seemed to have become much quieter, and two women sitting face to face were siping coffee silently, thinking about their own thoughts.
"You called me out today, what's the matter?" After all, Xu Qingmo couldn't help it. She knew that Zhang Zilin called herself out, definitely not to drink coffee here leisurely.
In fact, she could probably think of anything in her heart, but sympathy is also her own persistence.
Especially with the deepening of the relationship, she felt that she could no longer return to life without him.
After hearing Xu Qingmo's words, Zhang Zilin did not respond immediately. Instead, he was silent for a moment before slowly speaking: "Bai Ningyuan proposed to you. To be honest, I also know that this request is a bit too much, but I still want to work hard. I hope you can give up your marriage with him on your own initiative!"
"Why?" Even though Xu Qingmo was already prepared, she couldn't help but feel a little trembling when she heard the news with her own eyes. After a while, her face slightly darkened, and then she asked Zhang Zilin with an expressionless face.
Although Xu Qingmo had a little guilty concern for Zhang Zilin because of Bai Ningyuan's incident, she would also feel unhappy once the matter involved her own marriage.
Bai Ningyuan chose himself, and he also chose him. Although he was a little sorry for Zhang Zilin, this was the result of mutual love. What's more, in this complex relationship, there was always someone who would be hurt. Although she sympathized with and admired Zhang Zilin, she would not joke about her happiness.
After all, Bai Ningyuan's favor is also the dreamy love she longed for since childhood.
Why do you want me to give up? It’s because you met me long ago? If love is so simple, then why do people still have a relationship? Just start a baby marriage in kindergarten.
"Don't be excited, I just said that, I know that such a request is a bit too much, but I still hope you can think about it carefully." Although it is difficult to hide your haggardness and misery, Zhang Zilin still spoke to Xu Qingmo with neither humility nor arrogantness.
Seeing Xu Qingmo's face seemingly worse, Zhang Zilin paused, then put on a bit of a bitter tone, and continued to explain to Xu Qingmo: "I believe you like him, I have never questioned this, but who made us fall in love with the same man, and I think that my feelings for him are absolutely no less than you, and I don't intend to argue with you. In fact, I don't mind his own affairs about other women besides me, or I am used to it."
When he said this, seeing Xu Qingmo maintaining a quiet listening look, Zhang Zilin smiled like a self-deprecatingly, and then continued, "Is it strange? Although the monogamy system has been implemented for many years now, it cannot be denied that many people still have multiple women. In fact, the strong have more resources and females, which is determined by their nature in their bones. Whether it is wealth or power, they can be regarded as a kind of strong person. This is not a news. To be honest, I have such things around me, and even my relatives, so I have been influenced by this since I was a child, and I have been accustomed to it."
After hearing this, Xu Qingmo didn't make a sound. She knew very well that what Zhang Zilin said was not groundless. In fact, the news of a certain person raising a lover is often exposed in the news. The public thinks this is a very normal phenomenon. Even in the consciousness of many people, it is abnormal that they are rich and powerful and not looking for a few women.
"I don't know if you have ever heard of it. I was born in a military family. My grandfather, my father and my uncle are both soldiers. My family is barely considered a famous family by the standard of ordinary people. Here, I am not trying to show you something, but just want to tell you that, although to a certain extent, the marriage certificate is really just a piece of paper, but for a family like me, this piece of paper is the last layer of fig leaf. My family cannot let me be with Bai Ningyuan without name, because they will feel that this makes their face irrelevant, and it is a denial and humiliation of their status..." Zhang Zilin said to Xu Qingmo in a tone without any emotion.
Xu Qingmo was completely silent. Even though he had never touched these things, Xu Qingmo could imagine it.
However, Zhang Zilin did not stop his voice because of Xu Qingmo's silence, but continued to speak to Xu Qingmo: "As mentioned earlier, I think I will never be less than you in love with Bai Ningyuan, but compared with you, my family can give Bai Ningyuan more help, and can play a great role in his career and development. I am not showing off anything to you, but just saying a fact. Although Bai Ningyuan now looks very powerful, it is far from reaching the point where he can ignore everything.
Step, and at his level, the opponents he faces have a lot of power. Therefore, compared to marrying you, marrying me is obviously more in line with his interests, but he can give up these, which is enough to show his liking for you, but I think he can do this, so why can't you sacrifice some for him? Since I can tolerate the other two women, I naturally won't mind having another one. The result of being together is the same, and the only difference is that status!"
"Xu Qingmo, I think you should also understand that under my conditions, what kind of man you want cannot get? But today I am willing to let go of all my self-esteem and fight for that man with another woman because I really love him. Now you are the only one that hinders me and him. So, I am here to ask you to give me a chance to be with Bai Ningyuan and give up the idea of marrying him!" When she said this, Zhang Zilin's eyes had turned red. She suddenly stood up, then bowed deeply to Xu Qingmo, and then kept this move.
"I……"
Xu Qingmo looked at Zhang Zilin in front of her, and her stubborn figure was filled with pity and weakness. She put herself in her shoes. If she had encountered Zhang Zilin's situation, she would have given up, and then she only knew to complain on her side. She thought she could not do anything like Zhang Zilin, so she sincerely admired Zhang Zilin.
He opened his mouth to say something, but his throat seemed to be blocked with a ball of cotton, which made her unable to make any sound. He could only look at Zhang Zilin silently, his nose was sour, and his heart was even more astringent...
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