It’s a new year. Although it has been 2019 long ago, June always feels that the Spring Festival has come to the new year and has opened a new page.

Well, I woke up just now and wrote half of the chapters, but thinking that the book is about to be finished, I gave myself an excuse to be lazy. During the Spring Festival, I relaxed and wrote books for several years. Although there were not many updates, there were few times when I stopped updating.

The past year has not been too good, but not too bad.

Maybe I am a little older and a little older, and I realize the pressure of life more and more, which can be regarded as the pressure on myself.

In the past, when I wrote in June, it sounded good that I had no desires and no desires. In the first place, I wrote it purely for writing. At that time, I didn’t know that there were any other things like royalties.

Later, I failed and the royalties were sluggish, but I also insisted on writing. I always felt that this was an ideal and should be higher than the royalties.

But now looking back, maybe it’s because it’s not ambition and too casual.

Since the beginning of this year, I always feel that my burden is getting heavier.

Actually, this year is very uneasy.

Just as the new book is about to be released, the results are unknown, and the future is uncertain, and I am also very nervous.

So June, who usually doesn’t drink alcohol, simply empty her head and gets drunk first.

For two months, I occasionally felt irritable and learned to smoke first. In the past two days, my parents went home for the New Year and were scolded several times. However, I just smoked when I was irritable occasionally, so I was not addicted.

Well~ In addition, I finished the final comments several months ago... This is habitual. Sometimes, before I even started writing the book, I was thinking about how to finish the comments. It was like seeing a beautiful girl on the street, passing by, and before I could go home, I had already set the school in my heart for our children to go to in the future.

But I just thought about it and finished the comments, so I will wait until the comments are finished. I probably don’t have much energy to write a brand new comments.

Anyway, !

Lunar New Year's eve!

I hope to get rid of all confusion, regrets, and all negative things in the past!

New Year and new atmosphere, prosperous!
Chapter completed!