Chapter 98 The poor and lowly married couples grieve [3000 words]
Ge Tai stared at the diary dejectedly, then roared unwillingly: "I'm right, they were wrong first! They were sorry for me, and the world was sorry for me! I'm right!"
Fang Zheng was furious and directly slapped the diary on Ge Tai's face: "You are pitiful, sad, but what about those who were killed innocently by you? Who did they provoke whom?
Whose parents and whose children are they?
What should they do if their parents and children do if they die?
You were a pitiful person, but now you are an abominable, hateful person!
Do you still remember your dream? You want to buy a hairpin for your mom, you want to buy a razor for your dad, a crutch for your grandpa, and a grandma…”
"Enough!" Ge Tai stood up angrily and roared: "I'm right! You don't understand what I've experienced!
Why is my family broken? Because it’s poor and because it’s not rich!
They quarrel and fight every day for money. In the end, my mother ran away, my grandparents died, and I had nothing left.
I have celebrated my birthday myself since I was a child. I have never eaten cakes, so I can only draw a cake for myself to celebrate my birthday. Do you know how uncomfortable I felt at that time?
I want them to come back and celebrate my birthday!
But no one came back, no one looked at me, no one cared about my birthday, and no one cared about my life or death.
Why? Because I'm poor!
I am poor, and I am abandoned by my parents;
I was poor, and seeing that my grandparents were seriously ill, I had no money to treat them;
I'm poor and no one is friends with me;
I was poor, and my girlfriend married someone else;
All of this is because I have no money! I have no money!
So I want to have money, I want to make money, what's wrong with me?!"
Fang Zheng signaled Chen Wusheng not to stop Ge Tai. He and Ge Tai looked at each other face to face. Fang Zheng said word by word: "You are right, then are those who were killed by you wrong? What does your life's sorrow has to do with them? Why should they be responsible for you?"
Speaking of this, Fang Zheng paused and said, "Do you really like money? No, what you want is not money!"
Ge Tai's eyes were panicked.
Fang Zheng said: "What you want is love, what you lack since childhood is love! You think that with money, you have everything, but you still can't buy family, love, friendship, this is your pain!"
Ge Tai staggered back.
Fang Zheng continued: "You said enough to me, but when you die and your grandparents ask you, how should you answer? Have you said enough? The children they want are not like you, they want well-behaved and sensible children, but you are not!"
Ge Tai's face was twisted, becoming more and more ferocious, and his eyes became more and more red, but he opened his mouth several times but couldn't speak.
Fang Zheng pointed to the diary and said, "You may have to think about it, and after thinking about it, will children like you still love you? Or are you still worthy of their love?"
"I...I deserve it, I must deserve it...I must...I am right, I am right!"
Ge Tai suddenly rushed towards Chen Wusheng who was rushing toward him. Chen Wusheng was so scared that he kicked him away, while Ge Tai took the opportunity to grab a short knife on the ground.
"Be careful!" Wang Ting reminded everyone.
But Ge Tai did not attack everyone, but instead slashed himself in the chest!
puff!
Blood spurted out, Ge Tai knelt on the ground and cried, "I'm right... I'm right... You're wrong, you! Why do you treat me so much? Why does this world treat me like this? Mom... I'm cold... Grandpa, grandma, I'm cold... Baby is afraid..."
Getai gradually disappeared.
Looking at Ge Tai's body, Fang Zheng felt mixed feelings. Finally, he sighed and turned to the stairs: "I'll leave it to you next. I've been tired all night. I want to go to bed for a while."
Seeing Fang Zheng walking up the stairs, Wan Ting felt a sense of trance. She always felt that once this monk went up, he would be farewell forever.
So she subconsciously asked: "Master Fangzheng, can you give me a contact information? I want to visit you in the future."
Fang Zheng smiled slightly and said, "If you are lucky, you will meet. If you don't, don't force it. Don't ask. Donor, the police are here, and you will leave the rest to you."
Fang Zheng went upstairs and the moment he pushed open the door, the chess piece in his hand lit up again.
The chess piece flew up, and a white light enveloped his whole body. The white light exploded, and Fang Zheng disappeared into the room.
Not long after, the door opened, and it was Wanting and others who came to find Fang Zheng...
...
"call……"
Fang Zheng let out a breath of turbid air and looked at the chess piece in front of him, and couldn't help feeling melancholy.
Fang Zheng's mood was depressed about Ge Tai's life and did not have the pleasure of killing Ge Tai.
Is Ge Tai really a bad guy? The answer is yes, he is a bad guy.
But has he been a bad guy from the beginning?
People are naturally kind by nature. When Ge Tai was young, he was also innocent and innocent. He wanted to be kind to his family and to get more love from his parents.
He tried hard...
But such a family is destined to not give what he wants - love!
In his memory, he was vague about love. He didn't know how love should be expressed in detail, but just wanted to have it.
In reality, no one taught him what love is, he could only explore it himself.
He knew that his family quarreled every day for money, and he felt that as long as he had money, he could solve everything, so he had money, and he gradually became obsessed with money and eventually went crazy.
"Why should I have to be born without teaching? Since I don't love you, why should I be together?" Fang Zheng didn't believe that everything was a money-making life. He had seen many poor couples in the village. Although he often quarrels, he did not go out to buy a grocery knife when he passed by the vegetable market and saw what each other liked to eat, and he would buy some?
"Master, what are you thinking?" At this time, the squirrel came over, and he shook his body and shook the snow off his body.
Founder told Squirrel about his experience this time.
Squirrel said, "Master, don't people say that poor couples are sad? This ancient man has made a conclusion, what are you still thinking?"
Fang Zheng flicked his head and said, "Do you know a hammer? This is not how poor and humble couples explain Pepsily."
"What is that?" The squirrel sat curiously on Fang Zheng's shoulder, and helped Fang Zheng open the snowflakes on his bald head. But before it could be done, the snow had melted.
Fang Zheng said: "This sentence comes from the Tang Dynasty's man Yuan Zhen. If you want to understand the meaning of this sentence, you need this sentence under what circumstances Yuan Zhen wrote.
In the Tang Dynasty, Yuan Zhen's family background was very prominent. Yuan Zhen's ancestor was the Emperor of the Northern Wei Dynasty. Although the Northern Wei royal family had become ordinary people at that time, the Tang Dynasty was an era that paid great attention to aristocratic families. Yuan Zhen was born into a royal family in the previous dynasty, and his social status was naturally higher than that of the real plain-headed children. In fact, in the Tang Dynasty, the Yuan family also served as officials in the court for generations.
Yuan Zhen's wife Wei Cong also came from a wealthy family in the Tang Dynasty. From this perspective, there was no such thing as "poor and humble couple" at all.
However, Yuan Zhen was not good at dealing with people, and his life was ups and downs many times. When he got married, he was the time for him to fall in love with him. At that time, he was not worthy of money, and Wei Cong still followed him, took care of him, and loved him.
Unfortunately, before he could rise, his wife passed away first.
After his wife left, he wrote this sentence.
There is another sentence before this sentence, which is combined with it: "I know that everyone has this hatred, and poor couples are sad about everything."
This was written by Yuan Zhen to pay homage to his deceased wife after his rise. The first half of the sentence is rational self-comfort. Many people will experience widowhood, which is normal.
But the second half of the sentence is emotional longing. Yuan Zhen, who has become a military governor, sighed: After the couple in poverty and humbleness, after separation from life and death, they remembered the past and the years they could not go back to. What they felt was only a deep sadness and helplessness.
After reading the whole sentence, what Yuan Zhen actually wanted to express was how much he hoped that he could witness these achievements with Wei Cong in his glory. However, it was impossible to think about these things, so what Yuan Zhen could fall into was only endless sorrow.
This is a good way to express the relationship between husband and wife. I don’t know when it started, but when people with ulterior motives were used as poor couples, they would be sad for everything.
If a poor couple is really sad, then how many people in the world are willing to get married? After all, 80% of them are poor.
The poor have the happiness of the poor, the rich have the happiness of the rich, so there is not so much sorrow."
"Then why is the home of the man you mentioned like that?" asked Squirrel.
Fang Zheng shook his head: "This is something that my teacher can't understand. Maybe they themselves don't understand why they are together."
He stood up, slapped off the snow on his body, turned around and walked towards the temple.
Sitting in the Buddhist temple, Fang Zheng quietly knocked on the dilapidated wooden fish, thinking about the life experiences in his heart, and in a trance, he had some insights, but seemed to have not realized anything. The feeling was very mysterious.
At this moment, the system sounded.
"Ding! The merit statistics are completed."
"Ding! Congratulations on the perfect break of the game of the Wanxiang Chessboard, the second game of the money, and rewarding 10,000 points of merit."
"Ding! Congratulations on successfully saving the lives of three people and obtaining three thousand merit points."
"Ding! Congratulations on punishing one evil person and obtaining five thousand merit points."
"Ding! Congratulations on getting rid of the five evil spirits and getting ten thousand merit points."
"Ding, the total merit is 28,000 points, please check it."
Fang Zheng was unmoved and continued to knock on the wooden fish...
Dongdongdongdongdong...
No words all night.
The next day, the snow stopped.
Fang Zheng walked out of the Buddhist temple, stretched his arms and took a deep breath. After a stream of air conditioning was poured into his nose, air conditioning wandered in his body, his mind became clear and his eyes became brighter.
Everything I experienced was finally absorbed by Fang Zheng at this moment, or I wanted to understand it clearly and no longer had any burden.
After letting go of everything, Fang Zheng started walking casually.
Then I saw Red Boy waiting for his apprentices looking at the dilapidated and useless cart that had been retired for a long time.
Chapter completed!