Chapter twenty-eight, what one can choose
At noon, Qiu Sheng sat at the desk and browsed the web with his newly bought notebook.
In front of him was a notebook and a pen. On the spread out notebook, the paper was brand new.
He doesn't need to remember it in his notebook, he can remember everything clearly in his mind.
Putting these two stationery mainly comes from a sense of ritual.
He is in a good mood recently.
What happened next was related to whether his mood could further rise.
The sun was very good after the rain, and he pulled all the curtains open and the warm light shone on him.
"Can you let it go?" A female voice suddenly came from under the table.
Qiu Sheng pushed the table, and the chair with wheels moved backwards, and he looked under the table.
"Ash." Yi Qingqian waved to him and crawled out of the shadow.
Apart from the walls, there is only a big shadow under the desk in the room.
"Can you be more civilized?" Qiu Sheng's face was a little dark.
Anyone who hears a sudden sound from his legs will be shocked.
"Ah? Didn't I all come out of the shadow?" Yi Qingqian asked in confusion.
She came out of the hole in the table and clapped her palms.
"It's not a shadow business, it's a table business. Forget it, let's end this topic." Qiu Sheng returned to the table and continued to browse the web.
He asked casually: "Why did you come so early today?"
"My work has been done and I'm completely idle." The girl sat beside the bed.
The room was not big, and the desk was only one step away from the bed. Yi Qingqian put his elbow on his thighs and held his chin to watch Qiu Sheng.
Qiu Sheng thought for a while and asked, "How many more days can you stay?"
The girl is from Fuguang Island, and she has something to do when she comes to Longgong City. Qiu Sheng remembers this clearly.
"I have no problem staying for a few days. I've been very idle recently." Yi Qingqian replied.
Her main purpose in coming to Longgong City was not to complete the task, but to take a relaxing vacation.
Anyone can do this task, just give the conditions for the opening of Fuguang Island to the people in the power of Longgong City.
Qiu Sheng calculated silently, and he said, "I will probably have another week, if it is sooner."
"I have a month's vacation, and it's only been more than a week now." Yi Qingqian told Qiu Sheng not to worry.
"Thank you," Qiu Sheng said.
He thought that it turned out that it had only been more than a week, and he felt that he was already very familiar with Yi Qingqian.
Because there are too many things going on this week?
He turned his head to see Yi Qingqian, and the girl stood in front of his bookshelf and stared at the book.
"There are all things that are boring." Qiu Sheng took out a reader from the drawer, "If you are bored, this will give you time."
The reader is a collection of comics and novels from Qiu Sheng, which were collected by the Cataclysm.
The current cultural industry has not yet recovered to the level before the catastrophe.
After taking the reader, Yi Qingqian hesitated for a moment and said, "What you said yesterday is not just a joke."
Are you calculating the future? It seems that this superpowered girl just looks heartless, but she actually thinks a lot.
Yes, on the night when Chang Xingxiu died, how could a person who could ask such a question be a fool?
"Who knows. Anyway, I can only do what you see now." Qiu Sheng replied.
"This level is already scary enough now. If others know about it, someone will definitely come to assassinate you or control you." Yi Qingqian's expression was serious. She was really worried about Qiu Sheng.
Qiu Sheng was a little moved, and he said, "It doesn't matter, you are the only one who knows, and I didn't even tell Wucao."
The girl breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good. When you arrive at Fukong Island, you can become a researcher."
Qiu Sheng shook his head: "We have already talked about this topic, and I will not hand over my safety again."
The girl was anxious, she put down the reader and grabbed Qiu Sheng's shoulder:
"Isn't it enough to solve the problem of Dongshan Martial Arts Hall? Are you still going to continue to do these dangerous things? Do you think you will definitely not have any trouble? Even the king will die!"
She was too excited. She was the survivor of the dark area, and this road was full of crisis.
Qiu Sheng held her hand and turned the chair to face her.
He said seriously: "Just as I said before, if you avoid the Dongshan Martial Arts Museum, there will be organizations like Dongshan Research Institute, Dongshan Island, and Dongshan Alliance."
His eyes were firm, his palms were strong, and his voice was neither anxious nor slow, and he could not be refuted.
Yi Qingqian was shaken.
Qiu Sheng continued: "For the past eighteen years, I had been living an ordinary life, but you also saw that woman played with my life. If I had not chosen to be an ordinary person for eighteen years, none of this would have happened."
"It's gone, isn't it?"
"The only thing that happened in the past is the Dongshan Martial Arts Hall. No one knows if there are other organizations waiting in front of me, waiting to tease me like this time."
"Isn't this putting the cart before the horse? You are going to bring it into danger for a stable life!"
"I'm not for a stable life." Qiu Sheng interrupted her, "I'm not for the sake of teasing myself again."
He took the girl's hands off his shoulders, placed them on his thighs, and held her with both hands.
"Fate is unkind and always brings suffering, which I cannot decide."
These days, Qiu Sheng has been thinking about what he did wrong, so that he fell to this point.
He figured it out a little.
Staring into the girl's eyes, he said: "I can't decide what fate has given me, but I can decide how I live."
"My father jumped off the building and committed suicide. I can ignore it. I can treat it as a warning of fate, and I can treat it as a provocation. I can't choose the past, but I can choose the way I look at the past."
"If I ignore it, then I won't change anything, if I see it as a warning, then I will become depressed, if I see it as a provocation, then I will be full of fighting spirit."
"This is the choice I really have, not the material world, but my heart."
"Fate is absurd, absurd, but I also want to become absurd, absurd? I lie in the river of fate, letting the tide hit me?"
"I'm going to fight fate, yes, my strength is insignificant, yes, I'm in the mantis arm to drive a car."
"But when I look back, it shouldn't be the rushing tide rolling away with the incompetent man, but the brave fighter was swallowed up by the ruthless tide!"
"In this absurd fate, I will resist the absurd erosion and do not need any result. No matter which result, I die in my destiny. All I can decide is what I think and how I live!"
Yi Qingqian sat back on the bed, Qiu Sheng's words echoed in her mind. She raised her head and saw his firm will in Qiu Sheng's eyes.
She said: "If it were three years ago, I would follow you."
She no longer persuaded Qiu Sheng. Qiu Sheng was right, death was not scary, because death will come eventually, and the important thing is how to live.
If the goal of life is just to live more securely, then this life has no meaning.
People should decide their own attitude towards life.
Besides, there is no so-called stable living at all.
She said: "If it were three years ago, I would follow you."
Chapter completed!