Chapter 2028
In a sense, having the courage to face death and being able to face death calmly are two completely different concepts...
Having the courage to face death means that a person has the willpower to overcome death...
Simply put, such people are not afraid of death, but they restrain their will to fear death in their hearts and their fear of death. In fact, most suicides, when they choose to commit suicide, their desire to commit suicide is actually far suppressing their fear of death...
No, to be precise, although they are very afraid of death, they are also very afraid of living. In an instant, when their fear of survival far exceeds their fear of death, they will take this step of suicide...
Of course, generally speaking, unless you are a very serious patient with depression, even if you have the urge to commit suicide, it will often disappear naturally in a very short period of time. The longer the suicide process, the more likely the suicide person will regret it...
For example, a person who commits suicide by cutting his or her veins will terminate his or her suicide due to pain. For example, a person who commits suicide by sleeping pills will call an ambulance to take him to the hospital for gastric lavage after calming down. For example, a person who commits suicide by jumping off a building will basically give up the decision to commit suicide as long as he or she does not take the first step, then he or she will basically give up the decision to commit suicide. Standing on the rooftop, he or she will often be just because of his or her self-esteem. After all, once he or she gives up the idea of suicide, he or she will naturally feel ashamed. If he or she dies, he or she will naturally be completely eliminated. If he or she fails to commit suicide, he or she or she will usually be a focus. Such a person will not have any positive image...
Especially for people who are attracted by large-scale onlookers, their inner self-esteem will make it difficult for them to easily let go of their psychological burdens, but no matter what, once they decide to give up suicide, they will basically not have similar thoughts in the future...
Of course, it is basically difficult to recover if people like severe depression decide to commit suicide, because deep down they have already made a decision and have been carefully considered for a long time. For such people, the conventional persuasion will basically not have any effect. Only by treating related psychological and drug treatment can you have a chance to improve...
In fact, the vast majority of people who commit suicide in this world cannot actually be called courage, because what drives them to commit suicide is not their courage, fearlessness, but their disgust for survival. The more tired they are, the more they will have the idea of dying!
Simply put, they fear living more than death!
They feel that death is a greater enjoyment for themselves than life, and they regard death as a relief...
And those who really have the courage to face death will not have such a concept...
People who truly have the courage to face death have the meaning of survival in their cognition that it is greater than death. Their choice of death is not out of fear of survival, but out of a belief and a belief. When they work hard for their own beliefs, they will have infinite courage. For their own beliefs, they can sacrifice their lives without changing their expressions!
They are not afraid of death, but they have the courage to die for faith!
Just like among many religions, there are always some crazy believers who are willing to devote everything to their religion and beliefs, and even their lives!
By the same token, before the founding of the country, countless martyrs sacrificed their lives and shed their blood for the country, and remained motionless in the fire and kept silent under torture. They were not afraid of death, they were not yearning for a better life, they did not want to live, but their inner beliefs gave them enough courage to face their fear of death!
However, having the courage to face death does not mean that you are not afraid of death. Seeking profit and avoiding harm is human instinct. It is a very difficult thing to overcome this fear of death...
And there are very few people like You Yue who can face death calmly...
In fact, in the face of death itself, sometimes it is even more terrifying than death...
To give a simple example, people who die from terminal illness are usually more painful than death in a car accident...
Because death in a car accident is usually only a moment, but people who die from terminal illness will go through a long process of waiting for death...
During this process, the torment in the heart of terminally ill patients is very huge...
This kind of torment itself is sometimes more terrifying than the terminal illness itself. The most important thing is that this torment not only affects the patient themselves, but also affects the family of every terminal illness patient, allowing everyone to be completely immersed in the siege of negative emotions for a long time!
In fact, even people who are not particularly close to the patient themselves, even ordinary friends and colleagues, after learning this news, will have more or less sad thoughts in their hearts. Many people will go to the hospital to thoroughly check their bodies, and are worried that their bodies will also be in a state of condition...
This is also the great fear that death gives people before it comes!
Death itself is terrifying, but compared to the suffocating fear before death, there may actually be some gaps to some extent...
The reason is simple. Death is always just a matter of a moment. No matter how painful it is, it is only a moment after all...
However, the terrible sense of oppression and fear brought to people before death is a real thing. The longer the process is, the more severe the fear of death it brings to people...
Everyone is always going to die, but knowing when they will die is completely different from not knowing when they will die!
People who don’t know when they will die can live happily all the time. Even when they are old, they can still live a healthy and happy old age life. However, people who know when they will die will inevitably be worried about it. They always think about how to avoid death, and their hearts will always be surrounded by negative emotions...
Just like a terminally ill patient, the doctor said that he could live for up to three years, which usually means that the patient will be in pain all the time in the next three years. Even if the condition improves, it does not mean that he can recover. Recurrence anytime and anywhere can instantly take away the patient's life. The patient is walking a tightrope at all times. If he is not careful, he will fall off a cliff...
With such a mentality, it is naturally difficult to have a good mood...
In fact, many people in reality may not be able to live for three years. Car accidents occur every day and every moment. Every day of the three years, someone may die for various reasons...
However, the fear in their hearts and influence on their relatives and friends afterwards are far from comparable to the influence brought by terminal illnesses...
This is the so-called great terror between life and death. Death is terrible, but the transition between life and death is even more terrifying!
Many people have the courage to face any danger and have the courage to bravely sacrifice their lives when death comes, and they can do this too!
However, when death approaches them in a slow manner, when death is destined to come, but moves forward slowly, the feeling of oppression and suffocation will be hundreds and thousands of times more terrifying than death itself!
In fact, many people who betray the revolution under torture actually had the courage to face death at first. If the enemy uses death or betray the organization and let them make a choice, many people have enough courage and will to choose death instead of betray the organization...
However, when enemies begin to use various tortures and use family, friendship and even love to shake their will, they may surrender. In a sense, various criminal laws themselves are more terrible than death and are more likely to cause emotional shock...
Just like Zhu Ziming, the security officer in the sword, he was actually loyal when he was first arrested, but after facing the torture expert, he finally collapsed. The reason is that he is not afraid of death, but he is afraid of the endless pain of approaching death, but he is unable to get rid of it...
The same interrogation, the same interrogation, and different interrogators often have different results. In the interrogation process, torture is the most basic point, but the clever interrogation is different. Sometimes, some strategies to attack the heart are often more effective than torture itself...
Since ancient times, the only one who died was difficult!
The death here does not mean death itself, but the process of facing the inevitable coming of death...
In this state, the negative emotions in the heart will be amplified to the maximum extent, making people feel desperate and it is difficult to be interested in doing anything. Even if you do something you are interested in, as long as you think of the coming of death, your heart will be filled with pain and you will be unable to extricate yourself for a long time...
There are even similar reasons for many people who choose to retaliate against society when they are terminally ill and desperate, because they know that they cannot survive. All those who see that they are alive will naturally develop a kind of resentment from the bottom of their hearts...
In a sense, people who can still face death calmly even though they know that they will die are only a few of them in this world...
And You Yue, there is no doubt that is such a person!
Of course he is not a proletarian warrior, nor is he a person with ideals and faith...
But he is a very self-centered person!
In order to realize himself, he can pay any price!
Among these costs, one's own life is also included!
Not to mention just giving his life in a dreamlike world, even in the real world, he is willing to give up his life for his real self!
In essence, this mentality is actually biased towards those who choose to become non-mainstream for their ideals and thus struggle in society. For their own rationality, they may not care about wealth, reputation, social status, or the vision of others looking at themselves, but just for ideals, that's all!
Yes, that's all!
You Yue is not such an idealist, but he is very proud, so proud that he will never allow himself to spend his life in a daze. He would rather see the real and cruel time than live in fantasy forever!
For him, anything that deceives his own will must be broken!
No matter what the price is paid, this is true!
In an instant, You Yue's limited thinking ran at a high speed, and the next moment...
The sharp gears cut through You Yue's body!
Pain suddenly hit!
At this moment, You Yue could clearly feel that the high-speed rotating gears were constantly cutting her body, her skin, flesh, and bones, and were being cut off layer by layer...
But at this moment, at the moment when the pain invaded, You Yue's thinking was surprisingly calm. He still closed his eyes tightly, looking for the power in his heart!
He firmly believed that when facing death, he would definitely find his inner memory and strength!
In just a moment, his body was cut!
Starting from the waist, split into two!
Yes, split into two!
The sharp Frisbee cut through You Yue's body in an instant, and divided You Yue's body into two parts!
When the upper body was still suspended in the air, the lower body had already fallen on the ground like broken willow catkins...
The breath of life gradually fades out like a candle in the wind...
Death comes instantly!
And almost at the same time, You Yue's thinking suddenly became violently active!
Memory fragments surged wildly from You Yue's mind...
It's like one high-speed jump after another!
At the same time, You Yue's memory and common sense began to recover continuously, and a thought arose in his mind almost instantly...
Is this the so-called revolving lantern feeling?
In the legend, before death, everyone will quickly review the life they have experienced in a very short time. The little things they have experienced in their life, the various people they have encountered, and the various things they have experienced will flash in front of their eyes as quickly as a revolving lantern...
And at this moment, You Yue felt this way...
Chapter completed!