Chapter 45 Mo Yan appears

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have disturbed you." Han Ru apologized with a face. Today may not be her most depressing day, but at least it can be regarded as the most embarrassing day she felt.

"No one is sorry to anyone. Every adult has the right to decide on his own life path. You just chose the path you think you should take. Once you asked me to buy you what you want, I didn't have the money to buy you. Today I have money, but I may not buy you. It's not because I don't like you, but because I will consider buying some things, and even if you ask me, I may not buy some things." Li Feng said very plainly. He felt that he needed to say it lightly. It was not a matter of decisive attitude, but just what he wanted to say now.

"I'm sorry..." Han Ru was speechless. She pushed Xia Lei, who was still standing there, and wanted to urge him to leave here as soon as possible. She no longer wanted to sit here for even a second.

Who knew that Xia Lei was just staring at Mo Yan blankly, his small squinting eyes staring at Mo Yan's every move without blinking. He didn't pay attention to what the few people said from just now, and he was completely attracted by Mo Yan.

"Your boyfriend is also excellent, right?" Li Feng said that he is excellent if he doesn't open any pot.

Mo Yan wanted to laugh but didn't dare to laugh. Li Feng looked unintentional, but it was just such unintentional words, and in the current embarrassing situation, which made people feel more like humiliating people.

"Go away..." Han Ru yelled at Xia Lei, because she felt that it was even more embarrassing now.

"Wait a minute, I'll leave a phone number for Miss Mo Yan!" The man said directly as soon as he reacted. He probably had been thinking about this for a long time.

Li Feng and Mo Yan chuckled one after another when they heard the man's words. Li Feng smiled contemptuously, and Mo Yan couldn't help but feel stupid as if the other party was completely unable to figure out the situation!

"You don't leave...I'll go..." Han Ru shouted angrily, then pulled the stool and walked away from behind.

Li Feng lowered his head and said to Han Ru who was about to leave, "Do you know? I have been with you for so long and experienced so much, and among so many things you have done, there is only one thing that I really appreciate, that is, when you said you broke up... there was no trace of nostalgia..."

Han Ru and her man have been away for a while. Li Feng kept silent and lowered his head and ate the food. Mo Yan watched him taste the sweetness of the red wine bit by bit!

"What's wrong? You're still unhappy." Mo Yan said with a smile when she saw Li Feng not talking for so long.

Li Feng was stunned. He forgot that Mo Yan was still next to him. "Look at what I'm not happy."

Mo Yan smiled softly. "The three words of unhappiness are written on your face, and you still say it."

"Is there any?" Li Feng touched his face stupidly.

"Hey!" Mo Yan sighed softly. "I didn't expect you to be so slow. I thought you would never know how to write the word "sorrow". Today I realized that you are so easy to be hit."

Li Feng was stunned. "I am easily hit, but I am not easily hit."

"I still don't admit it. You not only wrote the words "I am unhappy" on your face, but also wrote the words "I am very tired, I lose, I am very sad, etc." Mo Yan stared at Li Feng's face and said seriously, as if there were so many words with profound meaning on Li Feng's face.

"Is that so? You have seen all these, it seems that I am really a failure." Li Feng said in a deep sigh.

"Have you failed?" Mo Yan asked.

"I haven't failed, as you say that I am not a failure or something?" Li Feng replied.

Mo Yan thought about it, and her expression became dimmed with Li Feng. "Do you still like her?"

Li Feng was stunned and didn't understand why Mo Yan asked this. "There is nothing you like or dislike, but after all, it's a first love, and it's hard to forget, especially when you see her face."

"Yes, after all, it's a first love. How many people can cruelly forget the aura of first love?" Mo Yan sighed, paused, and she continued, "Do you have hatred in your heart, right?"

Li Feng looked at Mo Yan, "Did I also write the word hatred on my face?" He thought to himself secretly.

"Is that true?" Mo Yan asked again.

"It's a bit of a problem. I hate myself for being useless, I hate the cold, I hate the vicissitudes of life, I hate the shallowness of the past, I hate the in vain in this life...!"

"Don't talk about those useless ones." Mo Yan interrupted Li Feng.

"Why is it useless? Is it wrong? Am I not using it myself? Is it wrong to hate the world and the cold? How could so many gold-worship girls appear if they are not in a bad state? Is it wrong to hate the vicissitudes of life? Is it wrong to inherit the current social customs since ancient times? Is it wrong to have very shallow relationships? Is it wrong to have no predecessor relationships? Is it wrong to have no predecessor relationships? Is it not in vain? Is it not sad enough, not miserable enough...!"

"You are blaming others. What you are saying is right, but it only means that your heart is occupied by these things. Isn't your fate changing? You will be better, aren't you? And the people around you will be better. In my eyes, you are not a coward, but I didn't expect that you would be so hard that you couldn't even figure out your own heart because of a woman. Do you really care so much about her?" Looking at Li Feng's somewhat excited expression, Mo Yan also became a little excited.

"What do I like her?" Thinking back on the past, Li Feng was searching for the original longing.

Mo Yan looked at him, his changing expression, the original playful, flirtatious, slutty, and bad-hearted look was gone, and all the only thing he looked like a man infatuated. Although the object of his infatuation was someone else, at least at this moment his breath was attractive.

"I like him calling me Feng. That gentle call always stirs my heart! But now I think it seems that she just wants to please me, and she calls me that before talking about various needs... I like her accompanying me to eat ramen for six yuan a bowl. She is always afraid that I will not be full and I will pick up the rest of her for me. At that time, I am always moved, but now I think it seems that she only does it because she doesn't like eating that... I like her holding my hand and scattering it on campus trails, but now I think it seems that she is always bored and has nothing to do, and is willing to do it on dark nights. I like her accompanying me to study, humming small songs, and shopping together, but behind all this

She always seems to have some purpose! I still remember that I saved some money to take her to the movies again. In the cinema where I couldn't see my fingers, she wanted to do it with me | I didn't want to love me. I used to fantasize about keeping that beautiful thing until the most suitable time before doing it. But she actually dumped me with the bad thing. She dumped me because I couldn't meet what she needed. She dumped me because I had no money. She dumped me because she was with me because she felt embarrassed. Because of these... He dumped me. I like her. What do I like? Am I stupid? Am I stupid? Am I stupid? Am I stupid? Am I stupid? Am I stupid? Am I stupid? Am I stupid? Am I stupid? Am I stupid? Am I stupid? Am I stupid? Am I stupid? Am I stupid? Are I stupid? Are I stupid? Are I stupid? Are I stupid? Are I stupid? Are I stupid? Are I stupid? Are I useless?

"How could you be stupid, how could you be stupid, how could you be stupid, how could you be stupid, you are kind, you are cute, you have a dream in your heart, but the dream has been broken, that dream has defiled your heart, tear your love and tenderness, and twisted your heart, and that dream has been broken, don't you think you should have a good rest and look for the next dream? I believe that when the next dream comes, it will be perfect, it will make you happy, it will make you enjoy life again and taste the true meaning of happiness! And you are excellent in my heart, no one can say that you are useless, even if there is, I am willing to accompany you to prove with your hands to show them that we are the best."

Looking at Nongwu and looking at her hopeful eyes, Li Feng's heart gently touched. "What's the use of what you said? Although what you said sounds good, the facts are very different. Have you ever been in love? Can you understand my feelings?"

"I have never been in love, but I have love in my heart. Is there any difference between love?" Mo Yan tried her best to pull back Li Feng, who is so low now. She said clearly every sentence and every word. She didn't think Li Feng would not understand, but she was afraid that Li Feng would not want to listen.

"Is there no difference?" Li Feng asked softly.

Mo Yan was stunned. "Is there any difference?"

"I know what you mean, thank you, I'm fine. She is not worthy of my love or my hatred. I just feel a little unworthy." Li Feng turned around and looked at the desktop blankly again.

"Is it really okay?" Mo Yan said suspiciously.

"Then do you have love when acting?" Li Feng, who had been quiet for a while, suddenly turned his head and looked at Mo Yan and asked.

"Yes, it is impossible to impress those audiences without love." Mo Yan responded without thinking.

Li Feng smiled. "Then you are so fraternal."

Mo Yan shook her head and sighed softly, "I know what you mean, but you don't understand what I said. Then I ask you, did you have love for the first time filming that day, in those short minutes?"

"Do I have love?" Li Feng said softly. "Is love love? Is it love when I see Yifei's tenderness and tenderness that is like water? Is it love? In that short time, my heart also beats with it, is it love?"

"Of course it is love, not because of who you love, but because of the experience of love and the artistic conception of love. Just this means that you have love, even in just a few minutes, even if the other party is not Yifei, even if it is not that drama, but you have already integrated into that artistic conception, then the feeling you express is love. Love is invisible and needs to be experienced with your heart, not with your eyes, and we just need to express this kind of love with your heart. You say that I love you can understand it as you say that I am good at loving..." Mo Yan explained.

Li Feng smiled dryly. Although what Mo Yan said was true, she didn't think that if he changed someone, another scene, or another atmosphere, he could still show that feeling!

The heart is easy to become, especially those with sensitive minds. Li Feng doesn't think he will be very fraternal, but he will not conclude that he will remain unchanged...! He listens to Mo Yan's words more or less, but listening to them does not mean that he will agree. While nodding to express his understanding, he chose to bury his new things in his heart. The more he said, the more he said, he chose to make sense of this kind of chaos. If he had a choice, he would not let Mo Yan get too entangled because of himself...!
Chapter completed!