As Liu Miao said, I felt it carefully.

In the next few days, I spent the rest of my time feeling except for work.

But the situation is not good.

When I use my abilities, I can clearly feel the existence of my abilities. It is easy to let a box of cookies disappear and a pen disappear at will. I can't even see the process of them disappearing. I don't use living things to experiment, and the opportunity to feel the abilities is always short. When I don't use my abilities, I can't feel the existence of my abilities. It's like it's hidden, deliberately not letting me find it.

I spent a week trying this, and even looked for meditation tutorials online and asked Liu Miao and the others, but I never found a way out.

Aoba’s people are also helping me. They have screened out some people who have died recently and wanted to find a dream partner for me so that I can feel my abilities more clearly.

This is not easy.

If I may be affected by the dream object at any time, the object I can choose now must be some people with less emotional emotions, and their character must be good. Otherwise, I may have to wait for Ye Qing to save him.

Anyway, it's very risky.

It is difficult to see a person's psychological situation from his personal resume alone. Even a person who has excellent evaluations from outsiders may be a depressed and crazy pervert in his heart.

Aoba's people are not ready to let me take risks.

In Gu Mo's words, it really doesn't work, so let's leave it to Ye Qing to do it.

Their expectations for me are not that high.

On the one hand, I am not like them. I have experienced long-term training and ideological construction. I can’t even let go of my family and friends and completely abandon the normal life. This is because of habit. I have lived like this for a lifetime. Although I have encountered supernatural events, I have reshaped my three views and prepared the worst mentally, but I have not suffered a mental blow that made me collapse. Unlike Qingye people, who break and then stand up. Even Gumo, they all leave home early and work hard alone, and are used to being alone.

On the other hand, I didn't have enough time. Qingye established it back then, and it was considered a hurry to form a group. We didn't know each other for a long time. But from their words, Ye Qing had this plan for a long time. He should have had a long observation and contact, and finally decided to set up a firm and invited four others to join. In other words, Ye Qing met the four of them and decided that the time was ripe and established the firm. This was a bit of a destiny, but not all destiny. The first person Ye Qing met was Wu Ling, and before and after that, Ye Qing stayed in the supernatural circle. Like knowing Wu Ling, he met many colleagues. He knew Nangong Yao and Liu Miao, which was inevitable accidental. Knowing Gu Mo was entirely up to fate. After establishing the firm, they worked step by step, received clientele and handled those supernatural events. They took a long time to grow slowly. The earliest Gu Mo, who "dead", had ten years to adapt to such a life and such ability. But I didn't. In seven years, the whole world would undergo earth-shaking changes. The time left for me was less than seven years. Maybe within one or two years, that big change would come.

In Gu Mo's words, it would be better to let Ye Qing go completely, so as not to torture myself to death in advance and everyone will play together.

Liu Miao still supports me in training hard. Although there is no sign of progress in this training for the time being.

The thin guys and the others also know what I'm doing.

Their current state is actually similar to mine. They are capable, but they are left alone. They don’t feel the existence of their abilities and have no idea how to start training.

This situation made me a little anxious.

The thin man is more optimistic.

"The boat will naturally be straight when it reaches the bridge. I think it's useless to practice like this. How did Qingye really practice it like this?" The thin man raised his doubts. He said that he could not feel his ability at all. He could not feel it without using it.

"It is said that they can all feel their abilities and they can also feel their control. However, that feeling varies from person to person." I said depressedly.

The best one is Liu Miao, and the worst one is Gu Mo. Gu Mo actually can't tell how he controls his abilities. He just wants to not hear those messy sounds. Liu Miao can prevent his abilities from being used casually by avoiding physical contact with others. Nangong Yao, who is between the two, is more rational. He can see strange numbers, symbols, lines that others cannot see. If he sees, he has to figure out the secrets from thousands of information and needs to think about it. He can choose to "turn a blind eye" or "follow the clues" and sort out the information he sees. In addition, he has a seal made by Wu Ling and Xuan Qing Zhenren a long time ago, so the control ability is more convenient.

"Maybe your ability is uncontrollable." The fat man comforted.

"But Ye Qing should have controlled my abilities." I said.

The two of them had nothing to say.

Chen Xiaoqiu has recently resumed work. After hearing what I said, he put down the stack of demolition compensation agreements in his hand, looked up and asked, "Liu Miao is particularly anxious after hearing what you said?"

I was stunned, "You mean..."

"Have Liu Miao seen that future world?" Chen Xiaoqiu showed a meditative expression, "He urged you to control your abilities as soon as possible... Ye Qing also changed his original approach. There may be some connection here."

I thought about it.

Ye Qing may be the one who knows the world best.

Now, I need to add a Liu Miao.

"He didn't mention that world." I said, "What is it that I shouldn't know, to hide it from me?"

"Maybe it's not just hidden you. There should be differences within them. Gu Mo and the others didn't urge you, right?" Chen Xiaoqiu asked.

Gu Mo has always had that attitude. I didn't notice it at first. After Chen Xiaoqiu's reminder, I realized that Wu Ling was wrong. Gu Mo's attitude was also a bit subtle.

"They are divided into two factions. Those who have seen that world hope that you can master the ability as soon as possible, and those who have not seen it trust Ye Qing more. Interestingly, Ye Qing himself is the former. Another point is whether the three people with different opinions know the information that Liu Miao and Ye Qing have mastered." Chen Xiaoqiu analyzed, "I tend to be that they don't know. Liu Miao and Ye Qing didn't tell them."

"It's impossible that they didn't realize it, right?" The fat man interrupted.

"It's impossible. They didn't argue, they just showed their different attitudes to Lynch. Overall, they didn't interfere with each other and could even complete some of the things that the other party told. If Lynch needs help, they will help." Chen Xiaoqiu said.

I nodded and agreed with what Chen Xiaoqiu said.

"What does that mean?" Guo Yujie asked.

Chen Xiaoqiu did not answer immediately.

I said in a daze: "Probably... they chose their destiny..."

All four of them looked at me.

I was silent for a while and rationalized my ideas, "It's just a rough idea. They don't know which approach is correct. I may not be able to master my own abilities. Maybe I will kill myself when I control my abilities, or maybe I will succeed... On the contrary, Ye Qing also has the chance to succeed. But no matter who is among us, there is only one chance. If I die, I may not be able to wait for the next person with similar abilities, and this world will be... that way."

As I spoke, I became unsure again.

Qingye’s people are not very similar to those who are indecisive. Even Gu Mo, who is the lazy-minded, will work hard to achieve his goals when he is time to do things. This kind of practice of handing over his destiny is not like what the five of them will do. Especially Ye Qing, it is even more impossible to do this.

"My thought is..." Chen Xiaoqiu said, "They may have seen you in that world. Or they know your destiny."

I seemed to be struck by a thunder, my brain turned blank, and my whole body shivered for a moment.
Chapter completed!