My dad is old and is almost fifty when he gave birth to me. To put it bluntly, he stepped into the coffin with one leg. I have heard a lot of gossip since I was a child. They said that the thing in my dad's crotch had been useless for a long time, and my mom was so pregnant with me.

At that time, I was in junior high school, and other people's fathers were tall and handsome. My father's hair had long turned white, and he looked like an old man all day long. My mother was over 10 years younger than my father and well maintained. She was pretty at her age, so the school held a parent-teacher meeting. I liked to let my mother go, but I didn't like to let my father go, and I always felt that my father was particularly embarrassing.

As a result, one time I didn’t bring my homework, and my dad brought it to me. My deskmate said in an exaggerated voice: “Wang Wei, your grandfather is here!”

My dad has been to school before, and all his classmates know that this is my dad, and his deskmate deliberately mocked me.

My deskmate is a woman and I usually don’t like me. Sometimes she doesn’t bring a book, so she would rather borrow it from someone else than read one with me. She told me several times that I asked me to take the initiative to talk to the head teacher about changing positions, but I didn’t agree, so she held a grudge and kept ridiculed me at all times, making fun of my family for being poor and so on.

It's okay to forget it, but this time I talked to my dad, I suddenly became anxious and pushed her violently, saying, "Go to your mom, what are you talking nonsense?"

When I arrived outside the door, my dad handed over a notebook and told me that I didn’t get my homework. My dad was over 60 years old at that time, with white hair all over his back, and his body was very rustic. His pants were full of muddy ideas, which was very eye-catching in the corridor. Many students looked here and pointed at them.

My face was burning at that time, and I took off my homework and whispered: "Didn't you tell you? Don't come to my school if you're okay!"

My dad muttered, "I have something to do, you didn't get your homework..."

I quickly pushed my dad and said, OK, okay, you go away quickly.

Looking at my father's hunched back, I felt indescribable. I took my homework and walked back, and then I found that my deskmate was lying on the table crying, with his shoulders shrugging.

I was wondering what she was doing. My deskmate suddenly stood up and slapped me in the face, saying, Wang Wei, why did you push me just now? Do you know how much my clothes cost? Can you afford it?

Only then did I see that my deskmate had a big black mark on his butt. I guess I was too strong just now and pushed her down. My deskmate was quite rich and dressed in famous brands. I also knew it was quite expensive. But my clothes were dirty, so I could just wash it? I asked me to pay for it and slapped me in the face. What's the matter?

I was not used to her problem, so I pushed her hard and said, "Get out of your father!" I also pushed her desk down."

My deskmate started crying and said that I was not a man, even women were beaten. Later, when class was in class, several girls helped her get up the desk. She lay on the table and cried for a class, but I ignored her.

I don’t know who complained. Anyway, after class, the head teacher called me and my deskmate to the office. I was not guilty at all, so I said that my deskmate deliberately mocked me, knowing that it was my father, and saying that it was my grandfather.

The head teacher also knew about my family’s situation. She was not a fool and knew what was going on at once, so she criticized her deskmate: “Li Jiaojiao, pay attention to your way of speaking in the future!”

After coming out of the office, my deskmate glared at me viciously and said, Wang Wei, wait for me!

Tell, will I be afraid of her?

As a result, on the way home from school, I heard someone calling my name when I passed by a park. When I looked up, I found that it was Zhao Song from the next class, and my deskmate Li Jiaojiao was standing next to me.

Li Jiaojiao pointed at me and said, "It's him!"

Zhao Song cursed: "Why don't you get out for your father?"

Zhao Song is a famous gangster in our school. He fights very fiercely. I don’t know why my deskmate called him. But I really can’t afford to offend Zhao Song, so I had to bite the bullet and go over. Zhao Song kicked me in the stomach and said, “You are so awesome, you dare to offend me, too?”

I was quite surprised at that time. I had been with Li Jiaojiao for so long, and I really didn't know that she was Zhao Song's horse. Looking up at Li Jiaojiao, she was looking proud and directing Zhao Song: "Beat, beat him to death!"

Zhao Song came over and kicked me again and asked me if I knew I was wrong. I lay on the ground and didn't dare to fight back. I whispered to know. When Li Jiaojiao heard this, she screamed again and asked me if I was pretty awesome in the morning, why aren't I awesome now? She whispered and scolded a lot, saying that I was just a slutty man and I like to peek at her. I saw me secretly smelling her pencil case and books several times, which was really disgusting.

Listening to Li Jiaojiao's accusation, my face suddenly became very burnt because what she said was true. At that time, I had already started to develop, and it was the time when hormones were strong. My deskmate was beautiful and the best one in our class. He was mumbled on his chest at a young age, and his butt was particularly upright. He usually dressed sexyly and liked to spray perfume on his body. The boys in our class had basically fantasized about her.

Li Jiaojiao and I are the same deskmates. We are the ones who are close to the water tower. We peek at her when we have nothing to do. In addition to smelling her books, we also licked her drinking cup. I also knew that I was a bit perverted, but I just couldn't control it. I thought I was doing it very secretly, but I didn't expect that I was discovered by my deskmate.

Li Jiaojiao didn't leave any face, she exposed all my old secrets, which made me feel ashamed and ashamed, and I wanted to find a hole to get in. After hearing this, Zhao Song beat me even harder and kicked me from head to toe.

Finally, Li Jiaojiao kicked me and said, "Wang Wei, you are a disgusting person who will never find a girlfriend in your life, so don't be foolish!"

After saying that, Li Jiaojiao called Zhao Song to leave together.

When Zhao Song and Li Jiaojiao walked away, I slowly got up. I was covered in footprints and had several bruises on my head. I felt so uncomfortable at that time, because I had never been beaten like this since I was a child.

My first reaction at that time was to go find my dad and don’t laugh at me. If something happened to the child, who was the first to think of the parents?

My father was watching the doorman in a wood factory, from 8 o'clock in the morning to 8 o'clock in the evening, so my father hadn't gotten off work yet. When he was about to get to my father's workplace, he heard a noisy sound. When he looked up, he saw a man pulling my father's collar and cursing, saying that my father was just a watchdog, and his spit was spraying on my father's face.

My dad was covered in white hair and couldn't stand up straight. He said kindly: "There are regulations in the factory that you can't enter without a job card. And you have drunk wine, so you can't enter. Don't make things difficult for me." That cowardly look exactly the same as me who was knocked to the ground by Zhao Song just now.

Seeing my father compromised, I felt even more uncomfortable. I felt that it was useless to find my father. He could help me beat Zhao Song? According to previous experience, my father would only say nonsense to Zhao Song, "You are all classmates, you must live in peace."

And I heard that Zhao Song's father is also very fierce, and he is also a well-known gangster in our area. My father definitely can't afford to offend others. After thinking about it, I turned around and left, thinking that I should forget it and just pretend that this has never happened.

When I got home, I sneaked into the bathroom, dealt with my injuries, took off my clothes and pants and washed them. At this moment, my father also came back from get off work. As soon as I entered the bathroom, I asked me what was going on and if I had a fight with someone else?

I looked up and saw that my dad had a bag on his head, which was obviously beaten by the man before. He couldn't help but smile bitterly, thinking that my dad and I are really cowardly.

I shook my head and said it was okay, but accidentally fell.

My dad glanced at me and said, "Weizi, don't fight with others. Be calm for a while. Take a step back and the sky is wide open. Do you know?"

After hearing what my dad said, somehow, I was furious after a long time and suddenly burst out, saying that you have been cowardly for the rest of your life, will I let me cowardly for the rest of my life?

After saying this, I turned around and ran away. My mother's voice came from behind: "How can you say that to your dad..."

I ignored her and went out of the house and walked alone on the street. It was already dark and the street lights were on. My body was still aching. I felt so sad. I kept thinking, why are other people's fathers so powerful and my father is so cowardly?

My dad's cowardice is really famous. As long as I can remember, he has been watching the door in the wood factory. He earns a few hundred yuan a month, which is not enough for the girls in our class to buy pairs of shoes. He is also popular every day and is called a watchdog. Once the factory director poked my dad's forehead and said that my dad was just a cock fur. Don't look at the door all day, but he is actually useless.

Our town is not big, so I soon walked from the east to the west, and further forward there were mountains. I didn't walk forward, but I didn't want to go home, so I entered an unfinished building and prepared to deal with it for one night.

The unfinished building was filled with cement and sand, bricks, and black paint. I found a corner of the wall and squatted down, slumped on my legs and slept. It was almost autumn and the weather was quite cold, but I didn't want to go home at all. I felt very uncomfortable. If I hadn't had money on my body, I would have wanted to run away from home.

After squatting for a while, I heard footsteps coming. Someone also entered the unfinished building, and there were also two people talking. As soon as I heard this, I immediately woke up. It was Zhao Song and Li Jiaojiao!
Chapter completed!