Lao Zhuang's note: This is an article about Lu Xun's psychological journey written by book friend Cao Ling. Although Lao Zhuang disagreed with the preface, he agreed with the main text of the diary. Reading this article, there are readers who feel deeply

For the author, he is blessed, but his heart is resentful.

Diary of General Lu Xun of Jin

Words written in the front

I started reading the book "Ba Shu" at the beginning. Lao Zhuang is a very regular author. He has two stable updates every day, and I also wait for updates every day. I haven't realized that it has been more than a year.

The plot occasionally has a good reputation, but most of the time it is still dull, and it feels like there is a calm spectator who is nagging about the family affairs of the Three Kingdoms period. After doing something for a long time, it will inevitably become a habit. Therefore, even though I know it is about to finish it.

But today when I saw the three words "Full Book" I still trembled suddenly. Finally, I finished reading the long chapter, leaving only endless sadness and regret. I always felt a little bit scared, but I thought of a sentence

: "The good or bad ending depends on when you stop." The future of the new Jin Dynasty is not a prosperous road. If you really want to get to the bottom of it... I feel relieved again.

Let’s talk about this article. I have started writing this article a few days ago, and I have changed the draft several times during this period and strived to improve it. However, the writing skills are limited after all, and some details (such as the specific date) have not been carefully checked. I want to come up with the shortcomings.

There are not many. Therefore, it is only for everyone to smile. I think careful friends should have discovered that this book compares Zhuge Liang, Lu Xun, and Sima Yi, the State of Wei several times. These three people can be said to be the last three countries

The soul of the period. The three of them are all from aristocratic families, but their personalities are completely different: Zhuge Liang's ideals are important, Sima Yi's reality is utilitarian, while Lu Boyan is between the two. In this book, Zhuge Liang has the most roles, which has caused constant controversy

;Sima Yi's basic soy sauce, only a few deep love between father and son, which makes people shine; Lu Xun's role is not much, his performance is average and rarely attracts attention. However, compared with the purity of Zhuge Liang and Sima Yi, Lu Xun's special

Experience seems more contradictory and complex. Lu Xun in history succumbed to reality while still unable to forget his ideals. He hides deep pride under his humble appearance, which is also an important reason for his tragic ending. In this book, Lao

Zhuang made him meet Wei Ba, a wise master, which made up for a great regret in my heart. However, the author didn't pay much attention to his psychological activities, which inevitably made his transformation seem a bit abrupt and difficult to understand. Therefore, I decided to use Lu Xun's diary

In the form, through Lu Xun's perspective, we can re-examine the legendary story of Wei Ba as my summary and commemoration of the book "Ba Shu". Of course, this is also my selfish desire for Wu generals as a "Wu person".

and preference.

Finally, I would like to dedicate this article to Lao Zhuang, who worked hard and worked hard, as well as the senior high school students who are fighting on the battlefield of the college entrance examination!

In April of the third year of Taiping, Jin Dynasty, the General's Mansion.

After Lu Xun finished his court, he took a nap after lunch and walked into his independent study as usual. He never allowed the villagers to enter this study. Every day, he liked to stay quietly for a while in his spare time. But today, he only wanted to stay in it.

There was something unusual. Not long after he entered, there was a sound of rumbling through boxes and cabinets. After a while, Lu Xun hurried out of the study room with a serious expression.

"Madam, has anyone been to the mansion today? Has anyone entered my study?" Lu Xun interrupted Sun Shucheng who was arranging housework and asked in a deep voice.

"What happened? Commander Peng has come today. He said that he accidentally pulled some materials in the mansion when he visited his husband last time. He took a few people to check the front hall and the garden, and finally found it behind the screen in the living room.

A scattered file left. I kept following him and asked my family to pay attention to it carefully. I didn’t see anyone going to the study or see any other weirdness. I thought you would tell you when you came back, but I was afraid that you would worry..."

Sun Shucheng said, his voice gradually lowered, and suddenly he remembered something, "But, Alan, who was on duty near the study today, reported that she seemed to hear the sound of a mouse inside. Because of your order, she did not dare to go in and check it privately... Ah

, Could it be?!"

After hearing this, Lu Xun stood there silently for a while.

...

Three days later, Lu Xun, who was sick and stayed at home and stayed in the door, received a package from the palace.

Lu Xun slowly untied the package, and several familiar scrolls appeared inside. There was a small brocade box next to it, which seemed to emit a smell of medicine. He stared at the brocade box for a long time, his face calmed down, but he became more and more

Pale, his hands were trembling slightly. Suddenly, as if he had made up his mind, he suddenly opened the brocade box. After seeing the things in it clearly, a look of surprise appeared on his desperate face. With doubts, Lu Xun quickly

He opened the book that had been tied beside the brocade box. The familiar fonts were so eye-catching that he was eye-catching. He held the scroll for a long time, and the expression on his face was strange and he couldn't tell whether he wanted to cry or laugh.

...

Nearly two thousand years later, the tomb of Lu Hou, the founding general of the Jin Dynasty, was discovered. The tomb was very simple and there were few burial objects. When the experts were disappointed, they unexpectedly discovered several volumes of broken chapters that had been preserved for some reason.

Jian, the handwriting on it is still clearly visible. Experts feel like they have gained a treasure. After hard restoration, sorting and translation, the vernacular texts of these fragments have been circulated, which is the "Diary of General Lu Xun, the General of Jin Dynasty".

Part 1 First Meeting

Lujiang on August 7, 7th year of Huangwu

The statistics of the Battle of Shiting have been revealed. Except for Zhu Huan's troops who suffered heavy losses, the losses of the rest of the troops were limited. Xiu Mu was too impressed and saw that the small profits in front of him were ignoring the overall situation. He wanted to take all the Jianghuai troops and even had some intentions.

Move. This is not a blessing for me, Da Wu. I hope this setback will help him restrain himself. After this battle, the Supreme has favored me and rewarded me a lot. I feel ashamed. In fact, this time I can

After winning by luck, Ziyu was the first to be successful. Recently, Zhuge Liang sent Wei Yan's son, named Wei Ba, to use Jian Guanzhong, and also achieved extraordinary achievements. "The Art of War" "The Art of War" repeatedly emphasized the subtlety of Yijian, which was indeed not a false statement.

(It seems that the colleagues in the Battle of Shiting were also quite effective. Zhou Yu is indeed a master of this!)

On March 15, 2018, Anqiao Village

Now he joined the army of the Prime Minister's Office of Shu Han to discuss the joint attack on Xiangyang by Wu and Han. Wei Ba is a newcomer to Shu Kingdom. He successfully used Guanzhong several months ago. He was famous for a while. It is rumored that he is good at strange skills and tricks, and recently he is in the army.

The legendary "ghost ship" is probably his work. This boy is successful in his youth and his actions are really unreasonable. This time, Wu and Shu merged into the army, and he asked me to enforce orders like his superiors, and he would rush to his designated location today.

Conduct negotiations and negotiations. Today, he saw that he was vulgar and had little words and talk, like an ordinary reckless man in the army, without any need to worry too much. But just now he and his family general Ding Feng used the boxing technique that seemed to be implicitly easy

The principle of using softness to overcome hardness is quite strange. I think that Zhuge Kongming's genius valued this person so much, and he was afraid that in addition to his outstanding physical and mechanical skills, he still needs to be cautious.

(I asked myself that even if I don’t have the innate domineering spirit, I’m at least considered a handsome man. Why do you have such a bad first impression of me? I’m sad.)

Xiangyang on April 23, 2018

Wei Ba's accusations are still in my ears. Today's incident is really unbearable to look back. In fact, although no one has criticized me in person like him before, I know that the criticism of me in secret has never stopped, and even many tribe members

I'm afraid I can't understand my approach. I have no intention of explaining and refuting it. It should be noted that there is no Pure Land in the troubled times. Behind the loyalty and loyalty is the endless sea of ​​blood and corpse mountain. And I have long since entrusted the entire family from my grandfather.

At that time, I no longer have the qualifications to do whatever I want. Whether I live a life of silence or greed for glory or right or wrong, and it will be judged by others. Now all I can do is to keep my duties to the whole family and fulfill my duties to repay the supreme.

Wei Ba. It's true that people are as famous. However, this guy is probably not just brave and fierce. A "ghost ship" stirs me up against Wu and Wei to compete for profit. It can be said that he is cruel and scheming, and he will be great for me in the future.

Wu Zhiwu wanted to take advantage of his weakness and take the opportunity to detain and even remove him, but he was so cruel that he dared to fire a powerful crossbow from a hundred steps away. By chance, he was humiliated by him.

Isn’t this a good opportunity to miss this? Isn’t it God’s will? Forget it, it’s too late to say anything now, and now the alliance has been broken, so I’d better remind the Supreme as soon as possible, be careful not to be taken advantage of by the State of Wei.

(This... I might have probably said it a little too much that time, but if I don’t seize such a good opportunity, I will not only be sorry for my brothers, but also for Brother Bo Yan’s affection and affection.

)

Wuchang on May 9, 8th year of Huangwu

I do have an unshirkable responsibility for the second prince. Therefore, the Supreme blames me for hating me and wants to punish me, but I have nothing to say. But I secretly connect with the thieves of the river, robbing the princess, and causing endless troubles to our army, just to

Highlighting my importance in order to win Xiling again? I really didn't expect that the Supreme actually suspected that I was so far! I asked myself that I had been in Wu for more than 20 years, and I was trembling, fearing that I would be trusted by the Supreme and never gave up my business because of my own desires.

.Unexpectedly, until today, in the mind of the Supreme, I am just a person who uses any means for my own benefit?

A scholar must be broad-minded and resolute, and has a long way to go. Even if the Supreme doubts me and is a minister, I still have to say what I should say. As for whether it can play a role, it can only be left to fate.

(The second trick is this virtue, and it also restrains brothers and subordinates. Cherish life and stay away from Sun Quan.)

Yuanling on September 9, 8th year of Huangwu

Although I had already expected that the situation would be difficult, I didn't expect that the situation would be so deteriorating. I went all the way here, and Wei Ba won victory step by step, and the situation deteriorated day by day. Wuling was probably not my own. I thought I was in charge of Yuanling, how many

It can curb the situation of defeat. How could Wei Ba not only penetrate my reality, but also seems to be able to grasp my weaknesses and defeat Wei Jing's troops in front of me. The people of Jianghuai have always been arrogant and are the most talkative, and it is difficult to do practical things.

, It would be fine if it was normal to be defeated, but now Lu Dai's army has lost its combat power. If Bu Zhi's army no longer supports it, the entire Jingzhou would probably be in danger. For the sake of the present, the only way is to put aside factional prejudices, work together, and live in peace.

The difficulty is coming. As for Wei Ba, my elite division will arrive just a few days later. At that time, I will see how arrogant this guy can be.

(These parts are destined to pass by me, haha.)

Chenyang on November 14, 2018

Jinchen woke up and still felt dizzy. There was no place in his body that didn't feel sore, especially his legs. After sitting for a while, he felt unbearable pain, and he was afraid he would be disabled. In the past few days, it was like

Nightmare. I have experienced many hard wars for many years, but I have never experienced such exhaustion like this. I have used tricky negotiations to drag down my body and pretend to be a ghost and attack Chenyang overnight. It seems that

For Wei Ba, there is no unexpected way or something he can do. He takes the initiative. However, he still acts like a desperate attitude, seemingly reckless, but he keeps his mind calm all the time.

If you are virgin, you will be free from the rabbit, you can fight for nothing, and you cannot seek it in vain. How can you do this like a young man who is only young? He is really a terrible opponent.

I don't know if I should be happy, but now he is finally willing to negotiate well. He also gave me a few days to ask for instructions from the Supreme. In this regard, I am still a little grateful. If he must ask me

Decisive on the spot, according to Supreme People's character, they would not say anything now, and it may be another crime in the future.

(It seems that you know Ermouzi quite well, so I won’t say much. It’s rainy recently, and I have some newly developed ointments for rheumatism here. I’ll send them to you later.)

On October 29, the ninth year of Huangwu

Recently, I negotiated with Chengming to attack Linhe and found that I had misunderstandings about him before. Ci did not take charge of the troops, and if I were to change my place, I would probably make the same choice as him. Wuling was trapped in the enemy because of my incompetence.

The Supreme One did not blame him, but he still entrusted him with important tasks. I could not repay him. However, he could not trust us Jiangdong people as much as he did in the end. I can understand that the Supreme One sent Chengming to the army this time, but Lu Kai

The rough and sparse Yuan Xun is arrogant and arrogant. They are all people who are under great responsibilities, and the result can be imagined.

He confronted Wei Ba for half a year. He found that this son not only had his skills but his military skills were unique, but his government was also very organized. He had only been governing Wuling for half a year. Wuling's barbarians were convinced, and even the surrounding mountains and yue began to feel uneasy. In the long run,

My country of Dawu is already in danger. Fortunately, Chengming also discovered the danger. We wrote a letter together, hoping to attract the attention of the Supreme as soon as possible, reduce taxes, and compete with Wei Ba for the people's hearts.

(Although light taxes are good, they cannot solve the fundamental problem. Science and technology are the primary productive forces.)

On December 3, 2019, Huangwu

I know that I have lost my composure today. Although I still swear to repay his "teaching", only I know how harsh I was at that time, just to cover up the fear deep in my heart. Yes, it is fear.

——A word that seems to have nothing to do with me.

Wei Ba, even if I just talk about this name, I can't suppress my tremor. He seems to be the nemesis of my destiny. Every day when he is an opponent is a disaster. There are many more battles in the recent congratulations.

The mystery is hard to explain, and his body is always full of mysterious colors. He cannot find the unique skills of his master's origin, his talented military skills, and his legend of the divine generals who spread throughout the Jingjiao, everything, including that

What is extremely inconsistent with his age seems to penetrate all eyes. "The king regards his ministers as grass, and the ministers regard him as enemies." The words are like arrows.
To be continued...