Chapter 1204 Lotus without a heart will die, I will die without a heart
"So you know so many things, but you are only half right, and you are not right.
Although he is just a ghost, whether he is not good at appearance or has no magic power, I always think he is the best. What else does it mean in this world without him?
I am the same as you. You forget your worries here, I forget your worries here, cry today and laugh tomorrow, no one needs to understand, I just want to guard him.
No matter how beautiful the flowers are, they will wither. No matter how beautiful they are, they will only be a moment. After the wind, everything becomes the past. I am willing to forget everything, forget about worry like you, and live my own life. Even if it is a day, I will have no regrets."
"Is there any regret?" Hua Shen looked at me and said quietly, and I nodded and said, "Just keep him, there will be no regrets."
"Your idea is too simple. There is never any regret in this world. Even if there is really, I will not give it to you easily." When Hua Shen said that, he turned around and went to the front. I was also very confused. His Forgetful Valley is so big. If he continues like this, when will he be able to get to the place in the long road?
But I saw the Flower God walking in front, and I was not good enough to follow the Flower God.
"Even if I don't give it to me easily, I won't give up easily. I won't just admit defeat. What I want has not blocked anyone or influenced whom, and all I want is him.
If I don't give it to me, I won't want it."
I chased the flower god and said, and the flower god smiled: "I hope you can wait until that day."
Seeing the Flower God smiling, I wanted to see the corners of his curled mouth, but I never had the ability to lift the mask on his face.
Then he walked in front, and I followed him behind him. His appearance was faint and without any turbulence. Walking on the Forgetful Grass in the Forgetful Valley, every step he took seemed to be stepping on the dust and stubbornly, and it made people feel inexplicably reluctant to leave him. I thought, what should he do if I left here?
So I said, "Why follow me to find him too. When I find him, you can live with us. It's better to be outside or here."
Hearing me say he turned to look at me, he asked me, "What if he doesn't want to?"
I shook my head: "He won't be unwilling, he will definitely be willing. Don't worry about anything."
"Did he be so indulge you?" asked me, and I thought for a while: "He really tolerate me, and he is so indulging me in the world.
Originally we could live a very free and comfortable life outside, but I was greedy for vanity and was deceived by Ye Wanzhen into her home. If I hadn't wanted to live a comfortable life, he and I wouldn't have separated.
Thinking about it now, it’s all my fault, he’s all for me.”
"Those indulgences are different, they are different from your life with me." Hua Shen didn't know what it was, but when I heard him say that, I ran over and said to Hua Shen, "Don't worry about this, Lao Dou is the most pampering me, and he will always respond to my requests, so don't worry about anything."
When I said this, Hua Shen looked at me for a long time, but this time he didn't say anything. We walked in the Forget-Ao Valley for a long time until Hua Shen took me back to the house.
After staying there, I waited for Lao Dou to come to find me, but Lao Dou didn't come that day, but instead dreamed of a big black snake flashing in front of my eyes. I was awakened by a nightmare and looked at the flower god opposite. The flower god was closing his eyes to rest. Seeing me awake with sweat on my head, I asked me what I dreamed of, and I told him what I dreamed of. He looked at me without saying anything, and I said, "I don't know why, that big black snake is on the Forgetful Grass, as if this is his home."
"Maybe there is really a big black snake here." The Flower God said to me, and I immediately heard what was going on here.
I asked the Flower God: "Who is that big black snake you?"
The Flower God was stunned for a moment and was slightly ecstatic: "How do you know that the big black snake has something to do with me?"
"I think so." It can be heard that when the Flower God spoke, he said completely differently to the big black snake and the black and white impermanence.
This shows that the relationship between the Flower God and the Big Black Snake is extraordinary, at least it is better than that of the two Hei and Bai Wuchang.
But the Flower God just looked at me for a while and stopped talking. I was surprised and asked a few more questions. I asked the Flower God if he was a friend of the Big Black Snake or a big black Snake who had lived here. But the Flower God never answered, but asked me: "Do you don't like snakes?"
I thought about it: "It's not that I don't like it, but I'm a little scared when I first met. But everything has its own body. Whether it's good-looking or not good-looking is not decided by them. The creature is just a spiritual object, living in a shell. Whether it's good-looking or not good-looking is not that important."
"Everything has spiritual roots, but spiritual roots are different, so they cannot be compared. The beauty and ugliness of the mind are directly related to a person's appearance. The so-called face is born from the mind." The flower god said and went aside. I looked at him for a while. He was right. So what he meant?
In the end, I didn't ask clearly whether the Flower God knew the big black snake, and I never asked again.
A few days later, a sound came from outside, and I ran to the door to take a look. Hei Bai Wuchang and Ye Wanzhen were here again.
As soon as I saw someone coming outside, I was busy going to see the Flower God. The Flower God stood up and stood up, and told me not to go out, so he left first.
When the door was closed, I continued to eavesdrop on the inside. At this time, the fight started outside. This time, the flower god was merciless and beat Hei Bai Wuchang to death. Ye Wanzhen rushed up and beat Ye Wanzhen to death. At that time, I was a little strange and a little confused. Why did I feel sad when I heard Hei Bai Wuchang cry for the first time, but at this time I was not sad at all. Not only was it not sad, but I was relieved when I saw the flower god beat Hei Bai Wuchang to death and the others came back.
The Flower God came in from outside, was stunned when he saw me, and asked me what I was doing, and I said, "Let's see when you will come back?"
"See now?" Hua Shen was funny, and I was funny too. After drinking a little honey, I went back and sat down. After that, I said something to Hua Shen.
I don’t know if I have lived too leisurely these days, but I think about a lot of things. Some scenes occasionally appear in my mind.
I didn't care at first, but later I gradually realized that every time I drank honey, I would sleep, and when I fell asleep, I would dream of something, and I would think of something after I woke up.
I asked the Flower God if I really drank honey. The Flower God asked me: "If it wasn't honey, what was that?"
I was speechless for a moment. When he told me about honey, I just thought it was honey. If he said it was something else, I would definitely think it was something else. After all, I have never eaten honey. How could I know what honey is? It was delicious to me.
I was silent for a while and asked the flower god: "Since it is honey, why do you eat too much? You will think of some things. If you are sleepy, you can even dream of many people? Why is the honey here so strange? It seems to be..."
"This is what I saved up little by little when I was traveling. Do you think anyone can eat these?" Hua Shen asked me, and I was speechless. If I continued, could he still want to ask me for some benefits?
If he spoke, I couldn't take it out, and I don't know how he would treat me.
I thought about it, but I didn't say anything.
But that night, I actually heard the flower god coughing in my ears, and I was woken up by him.
He opened his eyes and was coughing up blood. The blood was coughing out one mouthful after another. His palm was originally clean and fair, with clear palm lines, but it was not like that at this moment.
So I watched him dazed, and I was a little confused.
Isn’t the Flower God a god? Can he cough up blood?
Isn’t blood something that only people have?
I didn't dare to get up. Seeing him looking towards me, I was busy closing my eyes. I didn't believe that the Flower God would vomit blood.
Not long after I closed my eyes, the Flower God stood up and stood up. When I heard him walking towards the door, I didn't dare to open my eyes, but I was still worried about being discovered.
When the Flower God left the door, I heard his whirling footsteps gradually fading away. I opened my eyes from the bed and knew that he had walked away. I was busy getting up from the bed. Originally, I was a ghost. Logically speaking, I could walk through the walls in the house, but when I got to the underworld, these were useless. There was no difference between ghosts in the underworld and people in the living. They had to eat and sleep with their hands and walk with their feet. This is the similarity between Yin and Yang.
I walked to the door and looked outside, but didn't see anyone outside, so I pushed open the door and walked out.
When I went out, I first looked at the lanterns on my head. Although they bullied me, they must be very nice to the master. So I asked them: "If you know where your master has gone, just blow it over there, and I will know where he has gone."
After I said that, the lanterns were blowing in one direction. I saw them blowing, and I was busy walking in that direction. As a result, I really found the Flower God, but when I found him, he was in great pain and struggling to walk towards the Forget-Ware River.
At this time, the water of the Forget-you River was turbulent. If he walked away, he would fall down accidentally. I was a little anxious and chased after him quickly, but he was still a little exhausted and could not stand steadily. It seemed that his body was hurting a little. His palm pressed his chest, and the wind blew his hair, and his hair was flying in the wind, as if telling me that he was about to be unable to bear it.
I was busy chasing him, but he couldn't stand steadily and knelt on the ground with his knees. I was stunned for a moment and chased him, but he fell in front of Wangyou River and lay there. When I arrived in front of him, he could no longer move.
I didn't know what was wrong with him. I was busy squatting on the ground to help him up, but his body was very heavy and I couldn't help him up no matter what.
His lanterns also flew towards this side, surrounding me and him, as if they were lanterns floating around me and him.
I held him up, his hand still pressed on his chest, and I asked him, "What's wrong with you?"
Chapter completed!