Tang Xiaonan couldn't understand even more, why did she become an unknown person again?

Lou Zhijun quickly explained that maybe she felt very wronged and wanted to find someone to talk to. Tang Xiaonan is the most suitable listener.

"Xiaonan, you probably know my life experience. I am a sinful person born without being blessed. Mom hates me and no one likes me. I shouldn't have come to this world. How can an unknown person like me be worthy of someone as good as Yunchuan?"

Lou Zhijun whispered in a low voice, more of talking to herself. She might not want to talk to anyone, but just expressed her depression.

"No, I like Sister Lou very much, and Aunt Lou doesn't love you either. Think about it, if Aunt Lou really hates you, when you are born, she will soak you in the toilet, so why raise you?"

Tang Xiaonan paused and said, "Think about it, you had such a difficult life at the beginning, and Aunt Lou was in poor health. Did she abandon you?"

Lou Zhijun's body stiffened, her face changed drastically, and her mind showed her past memories.

When Dad Lou found her and her mother, she was already three or four years old. Maybe it was because it was too hard. She still remembered some of the things she had when she was three or four years old, and it was really hard.

There is only hunger and coldness in my memory, and insults.

I can’t eat enough, I don’t wear warm clothes, the house is as cold as outside, I can’t even eat carrots and cabbage. When I’m so hungry, I eat snow, my stomach hurts, and my body gets colder. These are all tolerable. The most painful thing is the heart-wrenching insults, and the knocks that often sound in the middle of the night.

Whenever the knock on the door sounded, my mother would hold her and tremble, but despite fear that she would still use a hatchet to drive away the rogues, and then hug her and cry.

There are too many nights like this, so many that Lou Zhijun feels like this when he was a child, and he has no time to be happy at all.

Until Dad Lou arrived, her life with her mother seemed to be in heaven. Those scoundrels were beaten half to death by Dad Lou, and no one dared to knock on the door in the middle of the night.

The house was no longer cold, the cellar was full of food, and the smile on my mother's face was too much. Lou Zhijun felt that she was so happy at that time, but the good times didn't last long, and Lou's father's body collapsed.

He had injuries on his body, shrapnel in his lungs, and Chen wounds. The doctor told him to live in a warm place in the south and not to go to a bitter and cold place. She and her mother didn't know that until one day, Dad Lou vomited blood and fell down, he realized that Dad Lou used his life to protect them in those two years.

Afterwards, the family found a way to return to the south and could barely survive, but Lou's father's health was getting worse day by day, and his mother also had problems with her self-blame.

In recent years, Lou Zhijun has always wondered if it was because of her, her mother and Lou’s father who went there early.

There is also my grandmother, and something happened shortly after she was born.

It's Chen Qian again, and he has stomach cancer that is difficult to cure. Although Lou Zhijun hated him, he still couldn't help thinking that Chen Qian's illness was also because of her unknown person.

"Xiaonan, I'm an unknown person. People who treat me well will be unlucky. Mom, Dad Lou, and... Chen Qian..."

Lou Zhijun pulled on the quilt and cried softly, she believed that it was the reason.

God punished her for living alone to live a lonely life, so she could not implicate Gu Yunchuan.

Only then did Tang Xiaonan realize that the silly girl’s knot was not a birthmark, but this superstitious idea.
Chapter completed!