"Did you ask for leave?" Li Yuxin asked Xu Xiaoqing with the question aside. She must now pull the topic away, otherwise she will continue. The three women sitting here will only cry together.

"No, I gave up this exchange and returned home early. I won't go anymore. I'm back with my luggage."

"What? Why do you do this? You can take a leave to come back. If you do this, will you be idle for half a year? You have to know that as long as you stay there for a year, you can get promoted and you can get a rating. Why do you give up at this time?" Li Yuxin couldn't understand.

"Do you think these are what I want to pursue? Do you think I care about these? You are wrong. I really don't care about these at all. The reason why I want to go abroad is not because I want to rate or because I want to be promoted. I just want to leave him, calm myself down and think about some problems, and create opportunities for you two, because I know that if I were here, you two will never be able to get better, and the three of us will always be an embarrassing scene. And now, he is like this, what's the point of staying in the United States? Thank you for notifying me. No matter what, if he really leaves, I can take a last look at him." Xu Xiaoqing said and shed tears again.

Li Yan sat there, without saying a word, never saying a word.

Li Yuxin slowly took out the letter from her pocket. The letter was handed to her by Li Dongsheng after she arrived at the hospital, one to Ye Shuang and the other to her.

Li Yuxin opened the envelope and there were two letters inside. Li Yuxin handed one of them to Xu Xiaoqing and said, "This letter was written to you by him. This was written before he was about to leave. There were three letters in total, one for Ye Shuang, one for you and me, and we were each one. The two of us were put in the same envelope, and it was written to you, so I have never read the contents inside."

Xu Xiaoqing slowly took the letter, opened it, and watched slowly.

"Hello, Xiaoqing, time passes quickly. In the blink of an eye, you and I have not seen each other for half a year. I still remember the last supper you and I had before leaving, and the flowers and plants you asked me to take care of. It's just that time flies and turns. Maybe when you see this letter, I am no longer in this world. Please don't be sad for me when you hear this news. People will always die. Although my life is not long, less than thirty years, I have experienced many things, enough to reach the length of a life journey. Therefore, death is nothing worth regretting for me, so you don't have to feel sad or sad for my death.

You have been in the United States for a long time. During this period, I have never called you or sent text messages. It’s not that I don’t miss you, it’s not that I don’t regard you as a friend. It’s just that I am a natural dull person. I don’t know what to say or ask if I call you. I’m afraid of embarrassment, so I don’t ask. I know that the reason why you go to the United States is because of your persistence and judgment, so I respect your choices, so I didn’t take the initiative to look for you. But I still think of you. Occasionally I want to remind you to live in the United States and be careful of your own health, pay attention to your own safety, and adapt to the local environment. There are many things I want to give in. Finally, I think that you are an adult and will know how to take care of yourself, so I never said anything.

You asked me to treat Yuxin well, I have been working hard. I want to be nice to her, I love her, and I want to marry her even more, but I regret that I can no longer do this. This is the only thing I regret in my life. I feel sorry for her. If possible, please advise me to persuade her more, advise her not to be sad for me, and advise her to forget me, she should have her life and truly her happiness. At the same time, these words are also what I want to say to you.

You once asked me if I like you, but I never answered it, and even if I answered it, I never gave a positive answer. Actually, I understand very well in my heart that I like you. I don’t know how much I like this, but what I can be sure of is that I like you. I am a person who is naturally insensitive to feelings. Until now, I can’t understand the feelings in my mind. Love should be the only one, but my love always feels like a ball of yarn, so I am also confused. So I chose to let things go, not to hear or ask about the things about feelings. The reason is not because I am not brave or decisive, but because I can’t figure it out myself. But no matter what, I have to thank you. I thank you for loving me and loving me. Your love moved me very much, changed me a lot, and moved me. I think, even in the next life, I may not forget the woman who accompanied me to sell barbecue and help me shout.

I have always taken care of your potted plants, and they all look very good. I'm sorry, I may not be able to take care of them for you in the future. Please forgive me for not fulfilling my reply to you and I broke my promise.

Finally, I want to say thank you to you, thank you for appearing in my life, thank you for your help and touching, and thank you for your ups and downs with me. Now and in the future, please forget me and treat me as a meteor that occasionally passes through in your life, and never think of it again. I hope you are happy and wish you happiness. You are very kind and very smart. You are actually the most outstanding woman I have ever seen. None of them, I believe that you will definitely find the person who can truly give you happiness.

In fact, I can’t say anything at this moment. I wrote three letters, one to Ye Shuang and the other to Yu Xin. The letter I gave you is the most tangled and uncomfortable thing I have written, maybe because my feelings for you are the most complicated.

Let’s talk about this, goodbye forever, Xiaoqing, please forget me, a person who shouldn’t have appeared in your life but has appeared and disrupted your life. Ye Lingtian.”
Chapter completed!