"You lost your mother at a young age, and your father's identity, so you lost most of your happiness, but you still retain many normal things, even if the family is only half of your life. You always feel that you are unhappy is simply because family is very important to you, and to me, isn't it? But because of amnesia, I have lost more than just family, but also my identity, my true self, my friend, everything I have worked hard to create over the past few decades, because of amnesia, I have lost all this."

"You have always been worried about not having a good birthday, but I don't even know which day I'm on my birthday. You feel dissatisfied with your father because your mother passed away too early, so you feel pain. But I don't even know whether my parents are still alive or not. I need them, and they can't be with me. They need me, and I can't be filial. You feel that you have no friends, and I don't know what kind of friends I have had before, and what kind of feelings I have accumulated over the past few decades, and now as I lose my memory, all of them have become blank. The past few decades have become a waste."

Ye Lingtian was still very calm when he said this, without any complaints or anger, and just said these facts calmly. He knew that no matter how much he complained, it would be useless. It would be better to accept reality and try to change it.

"So you think you are not happy, maybe because you have never compared it, so you can't see the unhappiness of others. You just live in your own world. No matter how much you get, you won't be happy. And I think, if you really feel that you are not happy enough, then try to transform it into happiness. Happiness is created by yourself, rather than complaining about your unhappiness and you can become happy. There are many things in life, not just birthdays or the company of parents, relatives and friends. It's better to just focus on your unhappiness and do more things that make you happy."

Yumiko was also stunned. She was because Ye Lingtian talked about her memory loss. Although Ye Lingtian was very calm, those words and reality were in front of her. Anyone who experienced these things would be full of helplessness. "I'm sorry..." Yumiko said even more, "I didn't consider your feelings, and I didn't think that you would actually suffer many times more than the situation I faced. I just used it as a reason for my slight dissatisfaction. I didn't think about stimulating you and arousing your sad things."

"It's not a sad thing, because sadness is useless. If you have the time and energy, it's better to use it to solve the problem." Ye Lingtian said, this is also his usual style.

"But for me, birthday is not the most important thing. You are by my side, this is the most important thing. You gave me hope, but in the end I was disappointed..."

Ye Lingtian listened quietly and let Yumiko vent his anger. He knew that Yumiko needed such an outlet to vent, and, apart from that, he could not do anything. He could not make any promises to Yumiko that could not be realized. He understood his intentions very well. In this life, he must find his memories and go back to his own home. Yumiko's so-called wish is an impossible wish, and they all knew very well from the beginning.

Yumiko cried for a long time, and finally got tired of crying. She stopped. Ye Lingtian pulled a piece of paper from the table and handed it to her, asking her to wipe her tears. Yumiko looked a little dull after wiping her tears, but she calmed down at least: "Taito, you are the most principled person among all the people I have ever met. Sometimes I really hate this. I would rather not always tell the truth to me, even if I lie to me, because your truth will never be what I want to hear, and it will only disappoint and pain me."

"I'm sorry, but no matter how I choose, I can only tell the truth in the end."

Although Ye Lingtian still couldn't remember a little about the past, he didn't know what kind of harm he had caused to the most important women in his life because of his emotional hesitation, weakness and uncertainty. However, subconsciously, he knew that he could no longer deceive Yumiko. On the other hand, because of his identity as a native of Yumiko, he did not want to have any unnecessary relationship with Yumiko.

"Because I can't lie to you for the rest of my life, I have to face reality sooner or later, so there is no need to add pain to myself."

Yumiko looked at him blankly, and after a long time of determination, he said, "Since that's the case, then wait for me."

She said, hurried out and came back soon. This time she took a bottle of red wine and two wine glasses, then filled both glasses with wine, then handed Ye Lingtian a glass, and picked up another glass herself. Ye Lingtian frowned immediately, but Yumiko spoke without waiting for him to say anything.

"I know no matter what I say or do, I can't change you. Tadao, you are really the most heartless person I have ever seen, but I also know that this is you, and this is what attracts me the most. For me, it seems that there is an irregular time bomb buried between you and me. The day when you recover your memory is the day when the bomb was fired. By that time, no matter what our relationship is, no matter what I did for you, I am afraid that you will not be able to keep you. In fact, every day I am worried, for fear that you will suddenly remember everything and then tell me that you are leaving."

As Yumiko spoke, her eyes couldn't stop red, as if she had thought of that day. Then she forced a smile and said, "Since I can't change your mind and try to keep you, then you can drink with me. Those just now didn't count, they were all drunk together, and you didn't let me drink. I just want to drink with you alone, just treat it as my thanks to you, thank you for accompanying me and doing all this for me. This is not something that cannot be done, right?"

Ye Lingtian didn't say anything, picked up the cup and wanted to drink it, "Drink less, you've already drunk enough tonight."
Chapter completed!