Chapter 2057 This life is wrong
"I have done too many wrong things in my life, including giving birth to Tianle. Many times, I can't sleep alone at night, and I will also think about whether my choice was right or wrong. Today, all this makes me understand that maybe he is the only right result of all my wrong decisions, but it is also the right result of your family's efforts to reverse it. If I was alone with him and had no connection with you, then even if he grew up healthy, he would have lost a lot of things, without brotherhood with Kang Kang, and without the company of his father, and he might even guess that his life experience is not a glorious thing, and he lives in loneliness and shame all his life. I think that must not be what he wants, nor is it what I want."
"It was very simple to make this decision at the beginning. Even if he was born, it would not be difficult for him to die. But the difficult thing was this life. I now understand that if it weren't for you and Ling Tian, Kang Kang and Shiyi, I would have no way to guarantee that he would live his life happily and healthily. But now, with this childhood, at least he knows what happiness is and knows that he has a home."
"I'm sorry for you, and thank you. If I can see you again in this life, I hope that after the children are all adults, Tianle will come to meet you. He needs your feelings for the rest of his life. I am an adult and should not steal everything from others, including family and happiness from the beginning. My existence will only constantly remind you and Ling Tian that there has been such a mistake. Even if you have let go and no longer mind, I don't want to be such an identity."
"If I can't meet, I will pray for you forever, hoping that you will be safe, healthy and happy in this life. And if there is still a next life, I will pray that we will never meet in the next life, so that I have never known him, and will not fall in love with him incorrectly, and will not hurt you. The mistakes in this life have been made and cannot be restored, but I hope that I will not make such mistakes in the next life that will hurt you again."
Fang Yiyi said, crying and trying to smile, "I have played too many roles in my life and won many awards, but the most failed role is to be myself, but I can only make mistakes. Being with you all the time is to keep making mistakes. You always need to forgive me. Everyone has been tacitly not mentioning it does not mean that this matter does not exist. So leaving and separation is also a good thing. I can also quietly reflect on myself and start over in a different place. At least I will not continue this mistake again."
Li Yuxin has always understood that Fang Yiyi is also a very stubborn and competitive person. Otherwise, she would not have to let so many single men across the country want to choose Ye Lingtian. Of course, there is a big reason for this because Ye Lingtian rejected her from beginning to end, which made her very dissatisfied; and after giving birth to a child, she did not admit her mistake or repent, even if Li Yuxin accepted her later and arranged her and Ye Tianle's life so that Ye Tianle could often see Ye Lingtian, and she could clearly feel that her heart was also changing, but she never said it. And at this moment of farewell, she finally took off all her disguise and told Li Yuxin happily.
"You are right. The mistakes in this life have been made, and you and I are both women. We should understand what such a thing means to a woman. Indeed, I have always accepted the existence of you and Tianle, which can be said to be a helpless act, because I love Ling Tian, because I am his woman, I have to advance and retreat with him. I also have to take responsibility for his mistakes. His past and future are all things I have to face. This is what I understand when I chose this man. I can't let him go, so I can only choose to accept reality. But I really can't forgive you, so I have always been a torment to you and me." Li Yuxin also said frankly. Fang Yiyi is a smart woman, and Li Yuxin doesn't like to hide, so she said it very directly.
"But over the past few days, I have also seen your feelings for your children, including the things you have never said but have been doing, and I can feel that you are making up for and repent. Actually, I cannot understand it, because your background is very special, and you also know that you have suffered a lot of suffering and pitifulness. Women will not be easy in this life, and it may be even more difficult for you. Even I know that if anyone has experienced what you have experienced, they will not live better than you, especially when you were coerced to do things you are reluctant to do, but when you hurt me and my family, it is impossible for me not to hate you."
"I don't believe in the next life. I just want to live my current life, raise my children well, take good care of my family, and love Ling Tian well. But if there is really a so-called next life, I also hope that you can start from scratch and not suffer the hardships of this life again. I will not pretend to be generous and say that I hope you can be friends, I just hope that there will be no harm to each other. If possible, I hope there will be a more normal relationship."
"No one will think about what you did wrong all his life. No matter how you think about it, it is your business, but I hope you will always remember that you are a mother. Think more about your children. For his healthy growth, you also have to make more efforts to let the children see that his mother is a person worthy of his love and pride." Li Yuxin looked at the children and said lightly to the other party Yiyi.
Fang Yiyi nodded with tears in her eyes, picked up Ye Tianle, and asked Ye Tianle to say goodbye to Ye Kang and the others. She herself also looked at Li Yuxin deeply and finally said "goodbye".
But even Li Yuxin didn't know whether they could see each other again in this life.
The farewell to Fang Yiyi was just the beginning. Before leaving, Li Yuxin had to meet a few other people. Of course, there were not many, just two or three. After seeing these people, she could leave without any worries.
Chapter completed!