Chapter 1683 Regret

Ye Lingtian cooked himself that night. He hadn't cooked for a long time and seemed unfamiliar with everything in the kitchen. He needed an aunt to help him find something, and he was a little confused about the seasonings. Of course, no matter whether the cooked or not, he was really careful. Fortunately, after all, it was not very delicious, but it was not bad. Overall, it was okay. After all, he was still a master in cooking before, which means that although he had not been unfamiliar with practicing for a long time, his foundation was still there.

Ye Lingtian made a whole table of dishes and set up a table. Just as the dishes were served, Li Yuxin drove back.

"Mom, Mom." When the two children saw Li Yuxin coming back, they rushed into Li Yuxin's arms in an instant.

Li Yuxin smiled and picked up her daughter and pulled her son.

At this time, Ye Lingtian happened to be wearing an apron and holding the last dish. The two of them looked at each other, and there were too many things in their eyes.

"Wash your hands and have a meal." Ye Lingtian said to Li Yuxin with a smile.

Li Yuxin looked at the aunt and No. 1, and she didn't want to let them know when Ye Lingtian happened, so she didn't want them to know what happened between her and Ye Lingtian. So she nodded, and went in and took a shower without saying anything else.

"Yuxin, didn't you say you were going out for a business trip for a few days? Why did you come back?" No. 1 asked.

"The plan has changed, and I haven't gone for the time being. Maybe I'll go again in a few days." Li Yuxin said to No. 1 with a smile, and then started picking up food for the two children and feeding them.

Ye Lingtian looked at Li Yuxin and said nothing.

At the dinner table, Ye Lingtian was talking with No. 1, while Li Yuxin was taking care of her two children and did not take the initiative to talk to Ye Lingtian.

After dinner, the aunt started to clean the table, and Li Yuxin personally went to help the two children take a bath. After taking a shower, she and the aunt went to coax the children to bed. Only after all this was done, she went to wash herself.

Ye Lingtian made a pot of tea for No. 1 and himself after dinner. The two of them sat there watching the news on TV and chatting. Of course, they were all talking about the topics between men, such as the politics, diplomacy, military, etc.

No. 1 is old and can sleep at night. After drinking a cup of tea, he goes to wash and sleep. Ye Lingtian walked to the pavilion in the garden with a cup of tea and drank it. He sat there alone drinking tea and smoking. His thoughts were very complicated. If it was a military issue, no matter how complex or difficult the situation was, he could solve it from difficulty to change it. However, he had no choice but to do anything about this matter at present. He had no idea. He was now like a dead fish on the chopping board, and could only wait quietly for the kitchen knife of fate to judge him, cutting horizontally or vertically, boiling or braising. He had never been so helpless, but he had no choice but to wait for the result and accept it.

Ye Lingtian waited until the light in the bedroom on the second floor was on, then he got up, returned to the room, then went upstairs, pushed open the bedroom door and walked in.

When he walked into the bedroom, Li Yuxin was cleaning up the bedroom, tidying up his somewhat messy bedroom. When Ye Lingtian went in, Li Yuxin was just finished cleaning up.

Ye Lingtian looked at Li Yuxin, and suddenly couldn't say a word, and he didn't know what to say at all. He was a man with strong confidence and infectiousness. He was never afraid of anyone knowing things. Even when he met the national leaders and talked to him face to face, he didn't feel any fear in his heart. But at this moment, looking at his wife who was familiar with him for many years, he felt a little scared and a little fearful.

Li Yuxin looked at Ye Lingtian. Seeing that Ye Lingtian had not spoken, she spoke first and asked Ye Lingtian: "Why did you ask the children to call me and ask me back? You won't just ask me to come back and eat the food you cooked?"

Ye Lingtian looked at Li Yuxin who was sitting on the bed and looking at him calmly, shook his head, then sat on the chair beside the window of the bedroom, lit a cigarette and smoked it, and an ashtray was placed on the small table in front of him.

"No, I... I want to say something to you." Ye Lingtian said.

"Then just say it. If you have anything you want to say, it's too late, I'll go to bed later." Li Yuxin said lightly.

"Okay." Ye Lingtian nodded.

Although he nodded, he did not say it immediately, but kept smoking.

Li Yuxin did not urge Ye Lingtian anymore, sat on the bed and leaned against the head of the bed, and looked at Ye Lingtian calmly, waiting for Ye Lingtian to say.

"I... I... I... Ye Lingtian strives to be ashamed of everything in my life, and to people and things, and to everything. I always say that there are only two things in my life that make me resentful and regret blaming myself. The first thing is my mother's death. You also know this. My mother worked hard all her life and had not lived a good life. She was always sick in her later years. When she was critically ill, because I was in the army and in the secret army, I couldn't receive the phone number and letter from my sister. I waited until I returned to the army after I finished that mission. I received the news of my mother's death. Even my mother didn't see her for the last time.

My mother was not able to see me when she was dying. You know, it was because he had not seen me for ten years. I asked my mother to leave with regrets. I was thinking that if I didn’t join the army and didn’t join this special force, I might be able to serve my mother. My mother wouldn’t have to work so hard, she wouldn’t have gotten so seriously sick, she wouldn’t have died so early. At least, he could also take a look at his son before he died. This is the first regret and regret in my life.” Ye Lingtian said lightly while smoking a cigarette. When he said this, there were still tears in his eyes, because this was his eternal pain in his life.

"The second thing is Li Yan's death. For Li Yan, I don't know what to say. I don't want to say whether I got married to her is right or wrong, or who is wrong. From marriage to the end, she forced me to divorce. I believe that I did nothing wrong, but her death and her sacrifice have an unshirkable responsibility for me. If I had a little more persistence at the beginning, even after the divorce, even if I had a little more concern for her, I would know where she went, and I could find a way to bring her back in advance.
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