"I'm not concerned about these things." Scorpion shook his head and then said, "What kind of us who have done things for the country is for the purpose of promotion and wealth? We don't even care about death, so how can we care about these things outside of us?"

"Then what are you struggling with?" Ye Lingtian asked.

"Lone Wolf, I have now reached the intersection of yours, and it's different from you. You are a man and I am a woman. I am thirty-four years old this year. Looking around, there are not many people in society who are not married yet, let alone I have never even had a relationship. You also know that I am an orphan, I have no parents or relatives. Since I was born, I have been alone and alone in this world. It was the country that raised me, and I have also survived for the country since I was a child. In recent years, like you, I

I have always been working for the country, and I have no regrets. But I am tired, I am a woman, I don’t care when I was in my twenties, and I can’t feel anything. However, now I am in my thirties, and the best age for women is over. I feel lonely and I am beginning to get tired of this kind of life. To be precise, I also want to live a life of ordinary people, a life of flesh and blood. I also want to be a real woman, in love, marriage, having children, being taken care of and spoiled by others, and I also want to have a home. The first thing other women think about when going out is to

Is there any cosmetics in it? The first thing I do when I go out is whether there is a gun on it. Other women can cry and act cute when they suffer a little grievance. But even if I have menstruation, I can only endure it. I can't be found out that anything is strange. I feel like an invincible iron king. I don't want to live such a life anymore. Actually, I told you that when I came back from abroad, I actually wanted to quit the front line, change to management positions, and change to administrative positions. I sit in the office every day, do some normal women's things by myself, and find an opportunity

, Forgot you, forgot the shadow you left in my heart, and tried to find a man to fall in love, then get married, and have children. However, after I came back, I decided to hold on for two more years and do it for two years before replacing. As a result, after two years, I was about to finish all the things in my hands and prepare to talk to my leader about this matter. Mr. Yu asked me to talk to this matter again. I really don’t know when my life will be the end, and will I really live like this for the rest of my life. Can I be the real me?" As Scorpion said, tears suddenly came out.

Ye Lingtian looked at Scorpion's appearance and frowned. He didn't know what to say. Scorpion kept drinking and he kept drinking.

"If you don't want to do it, then stop doing it, don't force yourself. As I said, we have done enough for the country and paid off all the things that owed to the country. If you really don't like this kind of life and want to live an ordinary life, I support you. Just don't go to Mr. Yu, just do your own things and choose the life you want. There is nothing wrong with this. No one can say anything. Everyone has the right to choose their own way of life." Ye Lingtian said a long time later.

"But, if you don't take this position, if I don't go, who will take it?" Scorpion asked back.

Ye Lingtian was stunned when he heard this.

"You know, some things are not written in the training outline training manual to teach these things to dozens of generations. Some things must be taught by the people. The special situations of the battlefield, the ability to perceive dangers, the ability to adapt, the experience of blood and fire, etc. These very important things are not something that can be trained by individuals with the training outline of the previous generation. Since the birth of our team, basically the old generation has led the new generation, passed on by word of mouth, and taught our battlefield sweethearts with experience and experience. This is why the name of our brigade can make relevant soldiers from other countries in the world frightened. If you don't go, I won't go again.

Then no one went there. We could only find someone who had never been on the battlefield and had not actually fought special forces to lead them. The result is conceivable, and many of our inheritances were completely gone. The experience we have found with decades of blood and sweat will fail, and the country has to use the blood and sweat of countless people to summarize this set of things again. Moreover, it may be decades behind other countries. The level of special forces in our country is difficult to compete with other powerful countries. Such losses are unbearable for the country. So, if you don’t go, I…must have to go. I have no choice. Whether it is for the country or just for Mr. Yu, I have no choice." Scorpion felt a tragic feeling.

Hearing Scorpion say this, Ye Lingtian fell into deep thought, a long time of contemplation.

"I want to drink so much today, but I actually want to talk to you and talk to you about my thoughts. You know my life trajectory, my living environment, my job does not allow me to have friends, let alone close friends. You are the only one I can talk to. Only in front of you can say whatever I want, without considering any confidentiality regulations. Lone Wolf, do you think my life will be like this? Should my life continue like this?" Scorpion asked Ye Lingtian confusedly.

Ye Lingtian looked at Scorpion and was silent again. He didn't know how to answer Scorpion's question. He was very clear about the things Scorpion said, and he also understood Scorpion's inner pain, because all of this was what he had experienced at the beginning. On one side was the country, on the other side was himself or his family. Ye Lingtian still chose himself and his family at the beginning, but Scorpion is not as lucky as him, because she had no choice but to be loyal to the country.

Ye Lingtian slowly drank wine, and finally said slowly: "I don't know how to give you advice, because this is a question with no correct answer. Whether it is for the country or for yourself, there are nothing wrong, and there are all things wrong. The key to the problem depends on how you look at it yourself. The problem is what kind of life you want to live, and which one you think is more important in your heart. If you really don't want to do this anymore, then you shouldn't consider so much. People are always selfish, and you choose

The life you want is your own right, and no one can say anything about you. And if you are always worried about the country, even if you really withdraw from the current system and enter ordinary life, it will be difficult for you to feel at ease. If that is the case, it would be better to go in and lead a round of recruits. Five years, five years are enough to train a group of recruits into a group of battlefield heroes who have experienced the baptism of blood and fire on the battlefield. It is not too late for you to withdraw. The key is that it depends on how you choose."

"In another five years? In another five years, I will be forty. Can I still have a new life at that time?" Scorpion murmured to himself.

"As long as you think, it's not too late. Is it very old forty years old? I'm forty now." Ye Lingtian smiled.
Chapter completed!