"I'm sorry, Li Yan, it's me that I'm sorry for you. If it weren't for my fault, you wouldn't divorce me, so you won't use it here."

"No, Ling Tian, ​​this is not your fault, it has nothing to do with you. If you want to say it wrong, it is also my fault. You originally wanted to help me deceive my mother into getting married with me. We agreed that we would divorce after my mother left, but I am selfish and I can't bear to divorce you. This is the only selfish life. If it weren't for me, maybe you would have married Li Yuxin a long time ago, I'm sorry for you. Moreover, I came here with voluntary means, not by you. Even if I don't work in Donghai, I'll do it.

I don’t have to come here to many places. I applied for it myself. I am a person who likes to take risks and also like to challenge the difficulty. Drug dealers across the country basically sneak out from here. To combat drug dealers, the first thing to do is to clear it up. Being able to come to the front line to fight drug dealers is my lifelong dream, so I came without thinking. The danger here was also something I had expected long ago. So, Ling Tian, ​​don’t blame yourself, it has nothing to do with you." Li Yan hurriedly comforted Ye Lingtian, and then continued.

"For me, the happiest and happiest thing is to be able to see the happiness and joy of life. As long as you can live happily, for me, everything is worth it. Ling Tian, ​​do you know, I have done two things that are most proud, most proud and most happy in my life. The first thing is that I became a people's policeman as I wish, and no prisoner slipped away from me in my life. Eliminating violence and peace is the wish I have since I was a child. I got what I wish, so being a policeman is worth it even if it is hard or dangerous. The second thing is that I met you and became you

My wife. I am actually still young this year. For a dying person, thirty-five years is considered a little younger, right? But I don’t think I have anything to regret. I think my life is worth it. If I hadn’t met you, I would have died that car bomb, let alone the time I was in the cave later. For me, I am worth it to live for a few more years, and I married you and became your wife. For me, my life is perfect enough. I don’t feel sad at all if I die.” When Li Yan said this, her face was still smiling, but it was getting harder and harder to speak.

"Ling Tian, ​​can I take this? I think I left in your arms when I left, okay?" Li Yan said suddenly.

Ye Lingtian could also see that Li Yan was no longer able to do it. Ye Lingtian suddenly felt sad and tears flowed out of his eyes.

Without saying a word, he sat on the bed, hugged Li Yan, hugged Li Yan in his arms, and leaned against his arms, not caring about those tubes or other things.

"Thank you, it's been several years, and it's been several years since you've been hugged. It feels so good to be hugged by you." Li Yan said sincerely, and then said: "Ling Tian, ​​I may be leaving soon. After I leave, don't be sad or regretful for me. Really, I think I'm very happy. I've done everything I want to do in my life. I became a policeman and even died in the line of duty. I married the man I love the most, and I die in his arms. Moreover, I'm the most difficult thing.

The last regret has been made up. You married Li Yuxin and gave birth to a child. I think my life has been perfect, and there is nothing wrong with death, right? If, if there is a next life, Ling Tian, ​​I hope I can meet you again. I am still a policeman, and I will also hurry up and torture you to the Public Security Bureau to confess you." Li Yan said this, maybe she remembered the first meeting with Ye Lingtian, and she actually laughed loudly, laughing happily and very happy.

"I hope I will be your wife and your wife for the rest of my life. I hope I will be without Li Yuxin in the next life, so that you will love me and we will grow old. Am I selfish?" Li Yan smiled and then said, "In my heart, I have not divorced. You have always been my husband, forever."

"In my heart, you will always be my wife, and it was, and in the future. If I have the next life, I will go to find you, and I will still marry you. I hope you will not divorce me again. If I have the next life, I hope I am just an ordinary person who cannot be more ordinary, maybe a barbecue seller or a little security guard. At least that, I will not know so many women, nor will there be so many women who can look at me with the eyes, and I will not have so many worries, and I will not have so many desires and thoughts in my heart. I will meet you peacefully, marry you, have children, live a simple life, and be busy all day for life, work hard together for the rest of my life. This kind of life is actually pretty good!" Ye Lingtian hugged Li Yan tightly, said lightly, tears flowing down.

Ye Lingtian said for a long time, but Li Yan didn't say a word. Ye Lingtian looked down. Li Yan had closed her eyes, with a smile on her face, a happy smile, very calm and peaceful. I don't know when, Li Yan's hand tightly held Ye Lingtian's hand. At this moment, Li Yan didn't move, as if she was asleep, and was forming a dream, a very happy and happy dream, with a happy smile on her face.
Chapter completed!