Chapter 73 Caring for Comrades
Yang Huina actually slept until the next morning. She looked around while eating and asked, "Isn't Zhang Yue here too? Why haven't you seen him after coming for so long?"
Xiao Tang told her about Zhang Yue’s recent situation and said, “Teacher Fu and the general class will be together, and he will not be able to accept it for a while.”
Yang Huina sighed.
Yang Huina liked Zhang Yue very much, and secretly tried her best to facilitate Zhang Yue and Fu Yanghe. In the end, the two of them failed. She was also very disappointed and felt a little sorry for Zhang Yue, so she wanted to see him.
When I entered the door, I heard Zhang Yue say, "Don't give me food. I won't eat. I'm going to go on a hunger strike!"
Yang Huina smiled and said, "How old is she, she is still so childish."
Zhang Yue, who was lying on the bed, was stunned for a moment and immediately sat up: "Aunt Hui!"
Yang Huina smiled and said, "I heard that you haven't eaten for a long time, so I brought some fruits for you. It's not easy to get these fruits here."
She put the fruit plate on the table and saw that Zhang Yueren had lost weight, his hair was messy, and he was haggard. He felt a little distressed and said, "Get up and eat something."
Zhang Yue only wore underwear, hid in the quilt and put on clothes. While wearing it, he asked, "Aunt Hui, why are you here?"
"Come and see you and Xiaochen. Before I came, I met your mother. She asked me to tell you to take good care of yourself. If you see you like this, I don't know how you will feel distressed."
Zhang Yue stopped and lay in the quilt and asked, "Do you know everything about Xiao Chen?"
Yang Huina nodded, then sighed. Zhang Yue's eyes were already red, and she said, "He is always in love with her... I don't want Aunt Hui to help me, I just feel unwilling to accept it."
"You are a good boy, but Xiaochen doesn't have this blessing."
Zhang Yue smiled bitterly and said, "He doesn't like me."
"You two are very outstanding children. No one looks down on each other. It's because the fate has not come. Get up and eat something. If you want to get it, try your best. If you can't win, you will accept your fate. What's the matter with your life."
"I feel uncomfortable," said Zhang Yue, "I don't want to do anything, I don't think it's meaningless."
"What should you do? Are you just going to be so depressed?"
"I need time to digest, I'm fine." Zhang Yue said and laughed again, looking at Yang Huina and said, "I just don't have energy."
"I'm not full if I'm tired. Get up and eat quickly. Don't ask me to scold you."
Zhang Yue finally got out of bed and ate some fruit. Yang Huina asked him about Kangwuhu and said, "You have finished eating and accompany me out for a walk. They are all busy. I think you are just idle."
Zhang Yue nodded and asked Yang Huina to go back first. He took a shower and changed his clothes before he came out.
I haven't gone out for a long time. I suddenly walked to the sun and felt that the sun was dazzling. At this time, everyone was busy, so he accompanied Yang Huina to turn along Kangwu Lake. When he walked to the rehearsal hall, he looked at Fu Yanghe from afar. Fu Yanghe wore black pants and white shirts, and was still in the wind. He saw it at a glance in the crowd.
Zhang Yue's heart sank, and when he thought that Fu Yanghe belonged to someone else, he still felt a little hurt.
Yang Huina said: "The scenery here is so beautiful. If you don't watch the performances, just seeing the beautiful scenery is enough."
"In the past half a month, the island in the middle of the lake was full of flowers, which looked better."
However, although there are fewer flowers than before, the "Encross Falls" hanging on the Fairy Peak among the three peaks of Kangwu are wider. The splashing water is drifting in the wind, and the rainbow is filled with the sunlight.
"Enjoy the Falcony Falls?" said Yang Huina, "The name is really good."
When they came last time, there were no boats in the lake. Now more than a dozen small boats were placed by the lake, so he and Yang Huina took the boat to the island in the middle of the lake. This was the first time Zhang Yue went to the island, and his mood was getting better. Yang Huina wanted to take photos of him and kept making him laugh. After asking for it a few times, Zhang Yue finally laughed.
"That's right. She's so handsome and is so lifeless all day long. Who would like it after seeing it?"
I don’t know if Zhang Yue accompanied Yang Huina for the whole morning or Yang Huina for the whole morning. During lunch, Fu Yanghe felt relieved when he saw Zhang Yue and Yang Huina approaching.
He knew that his mother's words were more effective than his words. Over the years, Zhang Yue had been very obedient in front of his mother.
This was the first meal Yang Huina had here. Banjue Gongbu naturally did not dare to neglect it. He asked the Lucai chef to cook a table full of people. There were not many people here, just Fu Yanghe and Xiaotang, and even Huang Jingchen and others did not call him. He didn't expect Zhang Yue to come at first, so he was stunned when he saw Zhang Yue. Zhang Yue also thought that he was just eating in the restaurant. Seeing the waiter leading Yang Huina to the private room, he felt a little nervous. He thought that Yang Huina was going to be a peacemaker and persuaded him to be with Fu Yanghe. But when he came in, he turned around and wanted to leave, but was stopped by Yang Huina.
"Don't stand, sit," said Yang Huina.
Xiao Tang immediately stood up and pulled the chair for her and Zhang Yue: "Teacher Zhang finally figured it out."
Unexpectedly, Zhang Yue's face turned red, but he refused. Yang Huina couldn't force him to pull him, so she had to let go. Zhang Yue said, "Aunt Hui, you eat, I still have something to do."
Yang Huina looked at Zhang Yue walking away, sighed, turned around and smiled at Fu Yanghe and Ban Jue Gongbu, saying, "He and Xiaochen are angry. I originally wanted to be a peacemaker, but I didn't succeed."
"I'll solve our own problems. Are you happy playing in the morning?"
Yang Huina sat down and said, "Zhang Yue accompanied me around the neighborhood. Sure enough, the mountains and rivers are beautiful, and it is a good place...Is this...Lu cuisine?"
Xiao Tang smiled and said, "Mr. Ban was afraid that Teacher Fu would not get used to eating here, so he specially went to the city to invite a Shandong chef."
Yang Huina was naturally happy when she heard this. The man said that love was useless, but it still depends on what he did.
Yang Huina is a person who doesn't drink, but when she ran over from afar, Fu Yanghe still asked her to try the local barley wine. Yang Huina was not used to drinking it, so she only drank one cup and changed it to tea, but pushed all the wine to Banjue Gongbu. Banjue Gongbu was also honest and asked him to drink it. Fu Yanghe was afraid that he would get drunk, so he wanted to block it. As a result, Yang Huina glared at him and said, "My fellow always drinks, why are you stopping? You kiss me or your fellow elders, making you look like a family."
Her eyes were a little joking, obviously threatening Fu Yanghe secretly, and Fu Yanghe stopped talking. Ban Juegongbu was even more guilty. He drank all the wine Yang Huina poured, but he was not stupid. He gradually realized that Yang Huina might have known about his relationship with Fu Yanghe, and was deliberately pouring him wine. When she thought that Yang Huina's words and actions now might test his prospective son-in-law, Ban Juegongbu became more honest. He poured his cups into his stomach, and he dared not resist at all. Although the degree of barley wine was not high, he was also drunk. Yang Huina began to mess with his words in a few ways, and Ban Juegongbu answered honestly, not knowing whether it was because she was nervous or drunk too much, her face turned red, and she looked a little cute.
Yang Huina understood Ban Jue Gongbu's general situation in a few words. After hearing that their family was a noble family, her face became a little relaxed and glanced at Fu Yanghe.
Fu Yanghe pretended not to see it, he knew what Yang Huina was worried about.
Sure enough, after returning to her room, Yang Huina asked, "Can people like Ban Jue accept you?"
Fu Yanghe said: "The eight characters are not yet drawn, so I will talk about these later."
"Will people like them be more conservative and unable to accept it? To be honest, even your father and I couldn't accept it back then. We were also relatively trendy and enlightened. I'm afraid that the Tibetan family, like Banjue, who has a long history, may..."
"Actually, it's the same," said Fu Yanghe. "Now there are more and more comrades topics and news about comrades in China, and there are also many more fujokovic girls. But parents in this generation can not accept much. Some people don't believe that there are men in the world who don't like women. Most of them don't care about them. If they really don't care about the one million people above their sons, they don't want to accept them like you and your father. I guess there are not many families in China. The probability is too small. Even if I don't look for Ban Jue, the other party's parents will probably be a difficult situation."
In fact, the mother and son rarely talk about this issue, and even avoid the word homosexuality, which would be embarrassing. Yang Huina and Fu Nian's so-called "acceptance" was just forced. There was no way. Just a son was reluctant to break off the relationship. To have a choice, they also hoped that Fu Yanghe would be a straight man. Now when talking about the other party's family issues, they felt a little awkward and heavy, and Yang Huina sighed.
Seeing that she was uncomfortable, Fu Yanghe smiled and said, "These are things I have foreseeed for a long time. Since I have taken this path, I am mentally prepared. At worst, the other party will never recognize me, and I will not live with them anyway."
"How many marriages and loves that cannot be blessed by parents can end up well?" Yang Huina thought of Zhang Yue's good news again, "In fact, how suitable are you and Zhang Yue. At least his parents will treat you as their son's love. In this regard, there is no one who is more suitable for you than him."
Yang Huina is not very optimistic about Fu Yanghe and Ban Juegongbu, and she feels that the difference between the two is much.
"In terms of personal conditions, Ban Jue is naturally excellent. No matter where he is placed, he is considered top-notch. But being excellent does not mean being suitable. He is much different from you, it's fine if he is older than you, but he is younger than you, a minority, and a family like that. Don't you think more about it?"
Fu Yanghe said: "This is not something that can be considered. It's too early to say this now. We have just started talking. Besides, he is still young and can delay it for ten or eight years. Just take it slowly. I know you want to make sure that his family can accept me now, but this is unrealistic." Fu Yanghe smiled, his tone was calm, and he couldn't hear the joys and sorrows. "These are destined to bear, so you don't have to worry about me."
As a homosexual, it would be good if it was not under pressure or obstacles from the family, and it would still be a luxury for the support of the family? For most homosexuals in China, that is too luxurious.
Yang Huina nodded and said, "It's good that you know. In short, protect yourself and don't be too wronged."
"I'm already very lucky." Fu Yanghe took Yang Huina's arm, and the mother and son walked slowly towards the residence. "If you and your father accept me like this, I'm already lucky than 90% of the people. The suffering I suffered is destined to be thousands of times less than other comrades, and I'm very content."
The love of comrades faces almost irresistible resistance from both families. Each resistance is like an egg hitting a stone. A comrade's chance of successfully coming out is pitiful. The chance of meeting someone who successfully comes out and likes each other is probably lower than winning the lottery. In fact, Fu Yanghe has always felt that his parents can accept him like this, and he will be happier than most comrades in this life. You must know that being able to live a lonely life without the pressure of marriage and love is a luxury for many comrades. The ordinary pursuit of heterosexuality is a luxury for gays, and the luxury pursuit of heterosexuality is a luxury for gays.
Chapter completed!