Chapter 109 I Want To Live Forever
Fu Yanghe used to watch TV series, but he didn't remember which one it was. There was a big devil in it, the best martial arts world, and no one could beat him. Everyone said that he had no weakness at all, until one day he fell in love with someone.
The protagonist said that that person is the weakness of the big devil.
When a person has love, his heart will be soft first, and when he has deep affection in his heart, he will never be tougher.
Fu Yanghe felt that he was almost like this now. Everyone had such a lively Mid-Autumn Festival dinner, but he really missed Banjue Gongbu.
"Have you finished eating?" Banjuegongbu heard his soft voice, and his heart melted into a ball, and he asked softly.
"Not yet," Fu Yanghe said, "Zhang Yue and the others are... drinking."
"Have you drunk?" Banjuegongbu asked.
"Drink. Look, I...I've stuttered."
Banjuegongbu couldn't help laughing and said, "Then stop drinking, don't get drunk."
"They all suck me."
"Then where are you now?"
"Go out to go to the toilet," said Fu Yanghe.
Banjuegongbu said "Hmm" and said, "Drink more water later."
"What are you doing?"
"Just lay down."
Fu Yanghe looked up at the moon above his head and asked, "Can you see the moon?"
The moonlight shone through the window on Banjuegongbu's eyebrows and Banjuegongbu said "yes."
"I hope people will live long and share the beauty of the moon with thousands of miles away." Fu Yanghe said drunkenly, "The bright moon grows on the sea, and the ends of the world share this time."
They are now watching the same bright moon, shining by the same bright moon, not far apart, but they are unable to be together. Ban Jue Gongbu only thinks it is unreasonable.
"Are you staying in my place or in a hotel today?"
Fu Yanghe seemed to have not heard it clearly and murmured. Banjue Gongbu asked again, and Fu Yanghe said, "Live in a hotel, it's close."
"Don't stay in the hotel, go to my place." Banjuegongbu coaxed and said, "Sleep in my bed."
Fu Yanghe looked at the bright moon in the sky, and before he could speak, someone suddenly called him behind him. He looked back and saw that it was Zhang Yue.
"What are you doing when you are standing here stupidly?" Zhang Yue asked.
Fu Yanghe said: "I'm looking at the moon."
"Are you drunk too much?" Zhang Yue said with a smile, "It turns out that Zhao Xiaojun and the others helped you stop the wine. Now they are poured, and they are all poured into you."
Fu Yanghe also smiled, a little stupid. Zhang Yue asked, "Why are you calling Ban Jue?"
Fu Yanghe nodded, then he remembered Ban Jue Gongbu on the other end of the phone, so he said, "I won't say it anymore, I'll hang up."
"Go to my place to sleep later," said Banjuegongbu.
"I understand." Fu Yanghe felt itchy.
So what if I go to his place to sleep? It’s just a bed in Kampot, not a sleeper.
But it was a bit ambiguous after all, and Fu Yanghe smiled and spring was filled with joy.
Zhang Yue pulled him inside and said, "You don't wear a coat when you come out, it's so cold."
Fu Yanghe was pulled in, but they all said that the cases of people who went out to use the toilet were fined one glass, so Fu Yanghe drank another glass of wine.
Fortunately, no one persuaded him to drink after drinking this cup. Fu Yanghe drank a lot of tea, and the alcohol slowly recovered a little. As a result, he was fine. His mother Yang Huina started crying after drinking a few glasses of wine.
She didn't know if Fu Yanghe didn't say it. It turned out that she had a quarrel with Dean Deng and was in a cold war.
Zhang Yue and Fu Yanghe were afraid that she would say too much at the dinner table, so they sent her back to the hotel early. Yang Huina sat in the car and kept crying. Although she knew that she had just drunk too much and the little woman's mentality came out again, Fu Yanghe still couldn't stand it when she saw his mother crying, and then her eyes turned red.
Zhang Yue found it funny. He had already understood the whole story of the matter clearly. It was Yang Huina's mentality. Because the Mid-Autumn Festival plan was not consistent with Deng Ming's opinion, she deliberately acted coquettishly to Deng Ming. As a result, Dean Deng was unfamiliar with the charm and actually neglected her for a while, so she pissed off in anger.
"There is no matter what you break up, it's not certain." Yang Huina said.
"Since you haven't made sure of your relationship, why are you sad? Isn't it normal for him to accompany his family in Mid-Autumn Festival?"
Yang Huina said: "What's the normal place? I'm alone in the Mid-Autumn Festival, but he wants to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with his ex-wife. What's the matter?!"
"Isn't they trying to accompany their children..." Fu Yanghe said.
Yang Huina said: "I have figured it out. You must not find someone with children. It is difficult for couples to leave halfway through because they are not easy to be a stepmother and stepfather!"
Fu Nian was also in the car and couldn't hold back his anger for a long time and said, "You deserve it. There were so many people chasing you a few years ago. There were no men with any conditions. You insisted on being alone. I know what you think, just wanting to be alone, which makes me even more hateful. Xiaochen and I have such a bad relationship in recent years, and you are messing around. You are now having sex with Deng Ming again. When Deng Ming was young, you forgot it?"
Fu Yanghe quickly said, "Dad, please say less."
Yang Huina was so angry that she said, "You are so embarrassed to blame me. If you hadn't cheated on me, I would have fallen to this point?! Xiao Chen ignored you because she felt that you were not worthy of being a father, and you blamed me!"
"Stop arguing, don't arguing," Fu Yanghe said, "If you argue again, I'll get out of the car."
"If I hadn't been to the point of making connections, would you think you and Xiaochen be like this now? If I hadn't told you what he had happened, he might not have informed you when he got married!" Yang Huina said hatefully.
Fu Nian stopped talking, but obviously he didn't feel inappropriate and opened the car window and gasped.
When she arrived at the hotel, Yang Huina went into the room directly. Fu Yanghe accompanied her in. Seeing that her mood was much more stable, she said, "You said you, and I advised me to get along well with my dad, but I started arguing with him again. I didn't finish many divorces before, and I still have to argue now. What's the point?"
Yang Huina was refreshed and said, "Don't say it, I was quite sad. I felt much more comfortable when I scolded him. What he owed me, so I should be scolded."
Fu Yanghe comforted him a few more words before he came out of Yang Huina's room. He saw Fu Nian standing at the entrance of the stairs, holding a cigarette in his mouth.
"No smoking is allowed here," Fu Yanghe said, "Didn't you quit smoking? Why did you smoke again?"
Fu Nian rubbed his nose and asked, "Is your mother calmed down?"
Fu Yanghe nodded and said, "I have already rested, so you can rest early."
He said that he was about to walk towards Monk's room, but Fu Nian called him: "Xiao Chen..."
Fu Yanghe turned his head and Fu Nian said, "If you have time, please accompany me for a walk. We have not talked to each other for a long time."
Fu Yanghe hesitated a little, and finally nodded and said, "Okay."
The two went downstairs and took a walk in the square in front of the hotel, chatting without a word.
The atmosphere was actually a bit awkward. Fu Yanghe had not been close to Fu Nian since he was a child. Their family was a typical kind mother and strict father. Fu Nian had always been very strict with him. For a while, he envied Zhang Yue and could get Fu Nian's kindness. They had met for so many days and had never chatted alone because they really didn't know what to talk about.
Just like now, the two of them are just talking about work and future plans. Even his relationship with Ban Jue Gongbu is rarely discussed. Fu Yanghe is unwilling to talk about it, and he feels it is embarrassing to talk to his father about his relationship with another man.
The final topic came to Yang Huina. Fu Nian said, "I'm sorry for her."
Fu Yanghe was stunned for a moment. When he cheated, Fu Nian made a big mistake no matter what the reason was. He always felt that this way, so he was not close to Fu Nian over the years. However, Fu Nian had always been competitive and never admitted that it was his fault. He always found various reasons and excuses to excuse himself. It was the first time he admitted that he was sorry to Yang Huina.
Fu Yanghe asked: "Dad, do you regret it?"
Fu Nian held her hands behind her back and said, "Actually, there are not many regrets... How do you say it? Maybe I tell the truth, you will feel harsh when you hear it, but I am now quite happy. I really can't live with your mother at the time. I regret that I shouldn't have hurt her at that time, and I shouldn't have divorced so much. You are almost thirty years old and haven't even had a relationship yet. Although I don't have much contact with you, I often ask Zhang Yue about your affairs. In fact, I have always felt guilty about you in the past few years, thinking whether it was because of my irresponsibility that has affected your concept of marriage and love, and made you disappointed in your relationship, so you have no plans to fall in love for a long time...
…” He paused for a while and then said, “Now when I see you and Ban Jue together, I can see that you two are in love very much. I feel very relieved. Xiao Chen, love is still very beautiful and worthy of everything. I have always felt that if you don’t love well in life in this life, it will be in vain. I hope that the failed marriage between your mother and yours will not make you lose confidence in love and marriage. You can make me a negative teaching material and take it as a warning at all times. Love not only requires passion and enthusiasm, but also requires careful management and careful maintenance. Dad hopes that one day you and Ban Jue can be together for a long time, it is best to get married and raise a child together in the future.”
Fu Yanghe's eyes were slightly wet and he said nothing.
His parents divorced, but it still hurt him. It was not the divorce that hurt him, but the ugly faces of his parents towards each other before the divorce. The people who once loved each other were hurting each other in the most vicious way. As the sons of the two of them, he felt very uncomfortable in the middle of it.
Chapter completed!