I mustered up the courage to look up at him, my eyes full of doubts. Aren’t he afraid? Doesn’t he care? His attitude really makes me confused! I asked at a loss, "Aren’t you afraid?"

Ye Zexi stretched out his other hand, hugged my waist, and in the blink of an eye, he hugged me in his arms, "What are you afraid of?"

"You don't think I'm... oh..."

"Hey! What are you doing?" I covered my mouth and looked at him with anger. What's going on with this person? I said it's serious, why are you still so inappropriate and actually started to act like a hooligan!

"Punish you!"

"ha?"

"Why tell Bai Hao first? I need to know your affairs first!"

"Ye Zexi, we may have no future in the future!" I slowly let go of my hand and looked at him sincerely, hoping that he could understand what I mean. I was really afraid that in the end, I would be happy!

"Hahaha..." Ye Zexi rubbed my little hands and then burst into laughter!

I looked at him and smiled in confusion. His eyebrows and eyes were filled with joy and joy. I was stunned. What is this situation? It won’t stimulate him, right?! I poked his face nervously, and then called in a low voice: "Ye Zexi, Ye Zexi, can you hear me talking?"

Ye Zexi grabbed my little hand back, and then his face suddenly became serious, "Nangong Shi, uh, let's call you like this now. No matter who you are, I will not let go. Whether you are together for a day or a year, I will treat you as good as ever. In this life, I will definitely not let you down! Do you believe me?"

I was startled by the question of Ye Zexi's sudden drop, and blinked in a daze. Is it a bit jumping? What are we talking about? I calmly thought and pretended to be calm, "If one day I suddenly disappear, and the one I get is Bai Zhi, what do you do? What do Bai Zhi do?"

Ye Zexi was stunned. She liked her, but if it was Bai Zhi, she would definitely not like it. She looked down on the delicate and weak women from aristocratic families at all. But does the problem she mentioned really exist? When she woke up, she was not beside her beloved woman. How should she deal with it?

We didn't say anything anymore, and the temperature in the yard suddenly dropped to freezing point!

I slowly got off him, stood still, and then turned to hug him, "Actually, I'm very conflicted. If I had told you this when I first met you, I wouldn't dare. No one would believe it at that time, but I didn't expect things to develop like this. Although I was a little sorry, I didn't think I was wrong! I'll say that, you understand!" I patted my hand on his back, intending to get up and go back, but as soon as my body moved, I was hugged. He gave it to me in my arms, and then found a comfortable position, but still didn't say anything! I touched his head and said softly, "Although I didn't mean it, only I knew about this. I couldn't tell you right away. I did something wrong, but I never regret it! Because I love myself more! Please let me go!"

Ye Zexi's body was obviously stiff. Is she trying to leave herself? Is this an excuse she made? Is she so unbelievable in her heart? Love yourself more? That may not be! How could a person who is ready to commit suicide at any time love you more? But, I can love you more! You will naturally know this in the future... Humph! Want to leave? Well, go, right! Then leave, I want to see, who dares to ask for my Ye Zexi's woman! Ye Zexi then let go of his hands happily and looked at me with a playful look!

My eyes kept dodging and didn't dare to look directly at him. I turned around and ran back to the house in a panic! This man is sometimes really charming! He will fall into trouble if he is not careful! Is his own knowledge too shallow? Is this? Uh, I actually called him a man? Not a little brat? Haha, it's a bit bad! Forget it, don't think about it anymore. Anyway, the matter has been made clear. As for whether he minds or not, it's not something I need to consider!

Ye Zexi sat on the swing without moving. She recalled everything she had before. Otherwise, she wouldn't notice her, and wouldn't like her! Since she liked it, then continue to like it. Anyway, no one knows what tomorrow is going on. Why don't you cherish the person in front of you first? Hehe, you can't escape!

I woke up from my sleep, wiped the sweat from my face, and looked at the sky outside, it was still dark! It was this time again? Haha, it was even more punctual than the alarm clock! I tossed and turned but couldn't sleep anymore. I thought Ye Zexi would come over and talk to me, but unfortunately, I fell asleep in a daze as soon as I lay down. As for whether someone came or not, I was reluctant to ask! "Ha!" I yawned and planned to turn on the light, and then reached out to the table, and it was empty and nothing.

I suddenly froze and rubbed my face with great frustration, "Oh! It's been a few years, but I can't adapt yet! Haha! What switch are you looking for? You don't even have electricity!"

Helplessly, I could only retract my hands, then lie down, and not forget to cover myself with a quilt. The more I was like this, the more I was thinking about it. My mind was like acting in a movie. I played my past days over and over again. As I watched them, my eyes became wet!

"I don't know how the family is? Do they miss me?" I sat up and shook my head. I couldn't think about it anymore, otherwise I would have to dive again! There are still many things that have not been completed. How can I do things that I have no confidence? Is it a lie?

But the more I suppressed my homesick thoughts, the stronger the feeling! I wish I could see my family in a second! I took deep breaths over and over again, emphasizing that I should calm down. But just as I calmed down, my mind was occupied by Bai Zhi, Bai Hao, Ye Zexi, and Aunt Liu again! Suddenly, I had a huge hatred for Aunt Liu! I was full of blame and anger at Bai Hao and Ye Zexi. Why didn’t I understand me? I am the victim! Why did I just leave like this? Haha...

I quickly reached out and rubbed the temples, please don’t think too much! Please stay calm! I stood up tremblingly, swallowed a glass of cold water in my mouth, and the heat in my heart slowly calmed down. I picked up the pillow on the ground and planned to put it, but my hand paused. I picked up a piece of paper at the head of the bed, and my heart began to thrust again.

Last time I was unwell, I always thought that my body was too weak, but when I promised Bai Zhi would help her find her biological mother, my body was inexplicably good. At that time, I suspected that Mr. Ye was too superb in medical skills! Now it seems that Bai Zhi was doing it, but since she promised others, she would do it as usual. Otherwise, when she met underground in the future, wouldn’t she be called a traitor? I can’t accept such a title and would be directly beaten to death by my father!

"Ha!" I yawned again, my eyelids could no longer be lifted, but my brain was extremely active. This should be insomnia! I stared at the address on my hand, go? But what is my identity? Bai Zhi's student? Well, this is a reasonable excuse! See if the old man needs help, if he can, he can take it over and live together!

I couldn't see my mother before, so there was a ready-made one here? It was always much better than living alone! And this woman must be a knowledgeable person, otherwise how could she give birth to such an outstanding daughter of Bai Zhi! So I could learn a lot from her, which must be something that was not in the book! Then I had to go even more, and I started to hypnotize myself constantly! Well, I must go, I must take good care of people, not for myself, but for Bai Zhi! Just treat it as filial piety!

I slipped out of bed, packed up a small bag, then searched through the cabinet and found a suitable piece of clothing. Wow! It was not easy! Finally, I found a... a low-key dress, happily put it on, and looked in the mirror. Hum? Bai Zhi's mother should like me to dress like this! She herself is also wearing it in a simple way, so there is definitely no problem like this!

But when I go, how should I chat with you? No matter how familiar my personality is, I can talk to anyone, let alone a woman of the same age! Uh?! By the way, if I recognize each other in the future, this mother will not be able to call her, how embarrassing it? Too bad! Hehe, am I thinking too much? I am now Nangong Shi, not Bai Zhi, so it's better not to mess around here! Hey! This mirror is really going to laugh to death, what's the point! Thanks to me not looking in the mirror, I want to laugh when I take a look, and I can't laugh to death! Hahahaha...

The sky outside was already bright, and I sneaked out of Nangong Mansion. The whole process was like a thief, tiptoing, not daring to let out, for fear of alarming people who should not be alarmed! Although I promised them not to take risks, it shouldn't be counted for me to find my mother! Besides, no one dared to be presumptuous in that place! Uh, mom? Wait a minute, I can't think so. If someone is not! Then wouldn't I be in vain?! Fortunately, she doesn't know anything, so I can be more comfortable! You can make some talk or show off directly! But if someone is not, what should I do? Hum, even if it is not, it has other connections, otherwise why do you go to squat like me? Hum...

I came to the edge of the city. It was already dawn. Then I rented a horse and prepared to leave the city. I finally could ride my horse by myself. I wonder if it would fall down. I was inexplicably excited and nervous! I lined up to go out of the city while gnawing on the cake! I turned around and looked back, and suddenly became sad again. Bai Hao's farewell without saying goodbye, and Ye Zexi's silence suddenly surged in my mind. I shouted, no one cares about me anyway, no one needs me, so what's the matter where I go!?

Nangong Mansion
Chapter completed!