Chapter 146: The Secret That Can't Be Said
"Oh!" I breathed a long sigh of relief and continued, "You think Bai Zhi is the victim. You are ashamed of her. You can't face her! But I think I am also a victim. I was confused and I did Bai Zhi. Until now, no one has asked me if I want to do it or not! Do you like it or not!"
"Bai Hao, the reason why I told you so much is to tell you that I am not Bai Zhi or Nangong Shi. My thoughts come from the future, but my body is Bai Zhi, and my name is Nangong Shi! Of course, if you think I occupied Bai Zhi's body, this is true, because it is true. Bai Zhi may not come back, but I don't know how to go back. That's why, I will calmly accept everything from the General's Mansion and everything from Aunt Liu, because I have no feelings for the General's Mansion, and have zero understanding of Aunt Liu! Huh... The current situation is probably like this. Whether you treat me as a monster or a stranger, I have no complaints! But... the hope of whether Bai Zhi can come back is really slim, just like I want to go back, I can't find a way at all! So, I hope you just think Bai Zhi is dead!"
Bai Hao was still staring at me stupidly.
I continued helplessly: "Maybe you can't understand, but what I said is true. This has always been a secret that I can't tell! Because I'm afraid of being burned to death as a monster! So I never dared to say it out loud. Today, I said to you, just hope you don't be too sad for Bai Zhi's affairs, don't take your mother angry. I don't plan to blame her anymore. Why bother! In fact, you have a good mother who can do anything for you. With this, you shouldn't look down on her! And even if I go to seek revenge on your mother, I can't guarantee that Bai Zhi can come back, so why should I do this!"
"Is Bai Zhi dead?"
"Who knows!"
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"At first I thought she was dead, but later I felt that she was still alive, just in this body, but I couldn't find a way to save her. Isn't it ridiculous? I live in a world with advanced technology, and I don't believe it, but who knows it, but I just got me over, making me helpless now and believe it! Okay, now you know everything, will you... avenge your sister?"
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"Bai Hao, I'm not Bai Zhi, so... I'm no longer my sister, right?"
“…”
I slowly got up, my eyes filled with tears, and my face was full of loneliness, and then choked and said, "I'll leave first, and you can do what you said today."
I came to the street and blinked, afraid that tears would fall like this! I resisted the urge to cry. In this world, the only relative was lost by myself! In fact, if I didn't tell him, I was right, but I was always uneasy. After saying it clearly, I felt at ease. No matter what happened in the future, he would no longer have to take care of me! Even if my identity was exposed, he would not act recklessly anymore! That would be great.
The only thing that makes people disturb now is whether Bai Hao is scared? Alas! It is inevitable to receive so much information at once, and it is afraid of shock. However, if you can't even bear this little thing, you don't have to join the army! It's a fate that you can't go there!
"Hello!"
I quickly touched my face and looked at the person who came, "Is there anything wrong?"
Gongsun Yanrui glared at me angrily, took a small step, followed me tightly, muttering, "Look, you are not in a very good mood! Why don't you take you to relax?"
"Okay! Come with me!" Haha, since you can tie Ye Zexi, you must be a master! You might as well try his hearing!
Gongsun Yanrui stood there in a daze. What's wrong? He used to hide from afar, so why didn't hesitate to him today! Is this a quarrel with Ye Zexi? The young follower around him disappeared. He was abandoned by Ye Zexi, that foolish boy? Humph! He will really be abandoned!
"Let's go! Why are you in a daze!" I saw that Gongsun Yanrui did not follow and shouted loudly.
"Here you." Why do you think so much? Anyway, I don't like that little brat Ye Zexi, so I saved a lot of trouble. Although I still meet the requirements in all aspects, who said his surname was Ye!
I took Gongsun Yanrui to a shop, disguised myself, and then started to swagger! From today on, I am Nangong Shi! I will start to enjoy my life! Let those who have nothing, those so-called concerns, and those so-called reputations all go to the devil!!!
Du Mansion
Du Ruo came over with food, but saw only one person slumped on the ground and cried silently. He did not see Nangong Shi at all, and he was suddenly panicked.
"Where is Nangong Shi?" Du Ruo asked anxiously. Today he went to pick up the person he personally, so he didn't let Ye Er follow him. He wouldn't leave the Du Mansion anyway. Now, he is lost. If Xiao Yezi finds out, will he have to take his life?
Bai Hao kept sobbing on the ground, with some bottles and jars everywhere around him, and there was no place to put his feet at all!
"Where is the person?" Du Ruo stepped in front of Bai Hao in anger and grabbed the collar. Bai Hao seemed to be without bones, so he let Du Ruo pull it up. Du Ruo looked at Bai Hao who was indulged in love with him, but he didn't know how to deal with it. He could only leave the person powerlessly and turn away!
Bai Hao murmured while drinking, "Sister is dead? His relatives have killed his relatives? Hahaha..." Bai Hao smiled foolishly. "Sister..." Do you want to take revenge? Who should I seek? My mother? Or Nangong Shi? Humph, no matter which one is impossible! Not only can you not take revenge, but you also have to protect it carefully. If Nangong releases any accident, then the sister will have no hope of returning! Alas, "Hahaha..."
Du Ruo walked while hearing the miserable laughter from the backyard, and suddenly felt confused. What did they say? Why was this situation? He quickly came to the front yard and immediately released all his men just to find Nangong Shi, and then kept circling around the yard to wait for news. Where would she go? Where did she like to go? Nangong Shi, you damn girl! When you find you, you have to teach a lesson. How could there be a woman who runs out every day?
Uh, you shouldn't think about this now! Should you tell Xiao Yezi and the others about this first! There are so many people and great power, maybe you will find someone in a while! Ah! Wait a minute, it's not right! This is going to die! What should I do? What should I do?
Du Ruo was so anxious that he kept trampling his fingers on his palms, and his brain was running at a rapid speed. Where would it be? Where? Where would it be? What would a woman like? What would it be if she wasn't a woman? It wasn't a woman, that was the place where the madman liked. Yes, where would the madman like? Uh! She wasn't a madman, how could she know?
Time passed minute by minute, but Nangong Shi still had no news. Du Ruo couldn't stay anymore and hurriedly went out to find him in person.
And at this moment I was having fun! It was so refreshing!
"Big! Big! Big!"
"Small! Small! Small!"
......
I hugged my arms, watched everyone bet happily, and then blinked at Gongsun Yanrui, signaling him to tell me which one to press?
Gongsun Yanrui covered his nose and stared at me with incredible face. His eyebrows were about to squeeze together! He didn't forget to protect himself carefully, and then pulled me to a safe and ventilated place, and asked with a vigilant look, "What do you want to do? Are you short of money? I have it!"
I slowly withdrew from Gongsun Yanrui's protection circle. Well, that's fine. I was too close to me and couldn't see the expression clearly! I replied with a smile, "Can you hear it?" I secretly pointed at that lust!
Gongsun Yanrui looked like this. Is this little girl going to help her cheat? Is this? Haha! Isn’t Bai Zhi a noble girl from a famous family? How could she do such a thing? How could she come to such a place? Are all rumors false?
"Cough cough cough..." Gongsun Yanrui cleared his throat, and then whispered in my ear: "Let's go! I heard that there are experts in this kind of place in charge!"
I pushed him away and asked with disgust on my face, "Aren't you a master?"
"Are you short of money? I have it!"
"I'm here to find excitement!"
"Then I'll take you to a more exciting place?"
"not good!"
"Don't you think you're here...it's not right?"
"Noisy!"
I ignored him anymore and walked towards the gambling table alone. I didn't bring much money on myself, so I lost. I used to eat and go shopping when I was in a bad mood, but this world did not meet the requirements! I had no appetite for food, and I was too expensive to buy things! It would be better to come and try my luck! You know, this is an experience I have never had before, so I must enjoy it!
Gongsun Yanrui shook his head helplessly and followed me tightly. This time he no longer protected himself, but protected me throughout the whole process!
Seeing him like this, the sadness in my heart has been relieved a little bit. It seems that when I am very happy and sad, there must be someone by my side. No matter who it is, as long as I do something for you, even if it is a little bit big, I will feel relieved.
I sniffed my mouth and asked with my eyes. Gongsun Yanrui pointed to the left helplessly and speechlessly. I nodded and happily patted his arm, with a childish expression. It completely made Gongsun Yanrui laugh!
Gongsun Yanrui felt that he had no temper towards Nangong Shi. As long as it was proposed by her, he would do it unconditionally. Although he disliked him on the surface, he felt warm in his heart. The feeling of being needed is really... very good. I haven't experienced it for many years.
"Yes!" I hugged my arms, but I stretched out my thumb and nodded constantly, indicating that I was amazing. Then, inadvertently, poked Gongsun Yanrui next to me with my elbow, and gave one without hesitation, and admired you so much!
Chapter completed!