Chapter 405: Tangled
屋子里暖洋洋的,小文小武两个睡得正甜,男娃娃总是调皮一些,不时伸手蹬脚,将小被窝推到一边.两个小家伙脸上都露出满足的微笑,不知正梦到了什么.
Min Ruoxi sat next to the small bed and looked at the two children gently. Her previous anger and anger were no trace on her face at this moment.
The door sounded lightly, Qin Feng walked in and sat beside Min Ruoxi. Seeing Xiao Wu's little arm sticking out of the quilt again, he couldn't help but reach out to touch it.
A hand suddenly appeared in the horizontal field, blocking Qin Feng's hand: "Don't touch him, Xiao Wu is very alert when he sleeps."
Qin Feng retracted his hand awkwardly, looked at Min Ruoxi, and said softly: "Are you angry?"
"A guy who planned to steal your child became your guest of honor in a blink of an eye. Don't you think I should be angry?" Min Ruoxi turned her head and stared at Qin Feng. "Why?"
为什么?这是一个很沉重的话题,也不是三言两语就能说清楚的,秦风想了想,转头从桌上拿过来一个编织得很精巧的簸箕,里面满满的装着各种干果,果仁,坚果等物.
"These things are sent by the villagers around you!" Qin Feng asked. "How does it taste?"
Min Ruoxi didn't understand the meaning, but still replied: "It's very fragrant. Even in Shangjing, I rarely eat such original and original things."
"Xi'er, why do these people send these things over?"
“能看出来,你在这里很受爱戴,他们送来这些东西,应当是在向你表示感谢.这种由衷的敬爱,父皇把他们叫做民心.秦风,你说这个干什么?与我问你的问题有关吗?”闵若兮道.
“当然有关.”秦风伸手抓起一把落花生,一颗颗的剥开递给闵若兮:“二年之前,这些人还是一些难民,民无定所,食不裹腹,后来,我们来到了这里,有了太平城,也有了他们的家,他们安定了下来,建城,开荒,种田,将这片原来的深山老林变成了他们的世外桃源.”
“这些天我出去转了转,这里的百姓,的确生活的不错.”闵若兮点头道.“这是你的功劳.”秦风笑了起来,“多谢你的夸奖.现在依附着太平军生活的百姓,只算太平城及其周边,便有超过十万人.他们与太平军休戚与共,一荣俱荣,一损俱损.”
“我身为太平军的最高领袖,一举一动,都可能决定着他们还能不能这样平静的生活.”秦风半俯着身子,双手按在闵若兮的肩膀之上:“兮儿,所以,我现在行事,决不能以自己的好恶来决定自己怎么做,而是首先要考虑到这些依附着我的人的生存.一着不慎,满盘皆输.”
“位置越高责任愈大,这话以前我并没有多大的感受,因为那时的我,只是一个小小的校尉,只带着二三千兄弟而已,而现在,这个数字却变成了数百万人,这个担子,能把人的腰压弯,他迫使我不得不小心翼翼,走一步,看三步,尽量的不犯错误.”
“束辉是齐国重臣,更是我们两人共同的敌人,我可不会忘了在落英山脉之中,我被他追得像一只落水狗,最后还险些命丧他手.但现在,我却不得不与他虚于委蛇.利用这些国家之间的矛盾,在夹缝之中生存,拼命的去扩充自己的势力,壮大自己的力量.只有自己足够强壮,才能更好的保护所有的人.”
Min Ruoxi sighed: "Qin Feng, this is not the life I want. I understand all of what you said, and I even know more about it than you, but do you know that I hate such a life?"
Qin Feng remained silent. The dramatic changes in the Min family over the past two years made Min Ruoxi feel disheartened. Leaving Shangjing and following him to leave Chu State far away is not an escape?
"I dream of living with you, the child, in a quiet place without interruption."
Qin Feng sighed: "Is there really such a place in this world? There will be disputes in places where there are people, and it is impossible for me to look for such a place with you before I finish what I want to do."
"I understand, but once I set foot on this road, there is no chance to turn around, so I can only keep moving forward, Qin Feng." Min Ruoxi sighed.
"This is my life!" Qin Feng whispered: "In the west, tens of thousands of brothers died, and in vain, my life is destined."
Min Ruoxi lowered her head sadly. All this was inseparable from her second brother. Her lover and her relatives could not reconcile.
"This is my life too!" she whispered. "Qin Feng, my heart is so chaotic. Go and do your own business. I want to be quiet."
"Xi'er!" Qin Feng stood up.
Min Ruoxi raised her head and smiled barely: "I don't mean to blame you. If I leave Shangjing and follow you here, I will only have one identity, that is Mrs. Qin, not Princess Zhaohua anymore. But don't force me to do anything. Qin Feng, no matter what you want to do in the future, don't tell me. I just want to concentrate on doing one thing in the future, that is, the mother of the child, your wife. I don't want to know anything, I don't want to ask, and I don't want to participate in the rest."
"Thank you for understanding me." Qin Feng whispered, reached out and gently stroked Min Ruoxi's black hair, turned around and walked out of the door.
瑛姑跨进门来,看着闵若兮:“公主,有些事情,你终是回避不了的.秦风现在的思路很明显,他就是要先拿下越国,壮大自己的力量,然后再借着齐楚大战的难得的机会,发展壮大,终有一天,他是会与大楚兵戎相见的.”
"Yinggu, I don't want to talk about this." Min Ruoxi looked up suddenly and stared at Yinggu with wide eyes.
瑛姑叹着气,摇着头坐了下来,闵若兮现在就像是一只蜗牛,将头紧紧地缩在坚硬的壳里,不愿探出来看一看这个真实的世界,而这个真实的世界于她而言,也未免太残酷了一些.
Military boots stepped on the stone road, making a crisp sound. The snow in Taiping City was cleaned every day. Although the snow outside the city was vast, the city was clean. Qin Feng was very fast, but his heart was very confused.
Min Ruoxi is his favorite woman. She gave almost everything she had for him, but she could not satisfy the deepest desire in her heart. He was afraid that Min Ruoxi would make that request to him.
I am still very weak now and can no longer be known as becoming Min Ruoying's opponent or becoming the enemy of Da Chu, but in the future, there will always be such a day.
What should I do at that time? How would Min Ruoxi deal with herself? She watched herself as she fought to Shangjing, overthrew the Min dynasty, and stomped the Min ancestral temple?
He shook his head suddenly. This is still too far away for me now. Why bother worrying about it? There must be roads before the car arrives at the mountain. There are always more ways than difficulties.
"General Qin!" A man suddenly heard a gentle cry from his ear. He turned around in shock and saw a small figure standing there under the shadow of the lanterns on the side of the road.
"Miss Yueyao!" Qin Feng said in surprise: "You have just recovered from a serious illness and are not staying in the house, so why are you standing in this wind?"
Wang Yueyao has lost a lot of weight than before. At this time, she was wearing a thick cloak, and her whole body only had one head exposed, and her face looked particularly small.
"I just heard that he was injured, is he okay?" Wang Yueyao asked in a low voice, his voice as if it was almost impossible to hear.
秦风苦笑一声,情之一字,当真害人不浅,自己刚刚还在矛盾纠结,眼前便又来了一个.“放心吧,他没事,他自身修为极高,若兮那一掌也并没有用出全力,我出来的时候,已经按排马猴去请舒畅了.”
Wang Yueyao nodded, bowed to Qin Fengfu for a blessing, turned around silently and walked inside.
"Miss Yueyao, don't you go and see him?" Qin Feng asked a little unbearable.
The figure in the dark paused slightly, then the steps became faster, and then disappeared into the thick night.
Stepping into the courtyard of the envoy of Qi State again, it had become quiet here.
"Sir Shu is okay?" Walking into the house, Shu Hui was sitting quietly, holding a bowl of medicinal soup with a strong smell in his hand.
"Madam Zun shows mercy. She has a little injury and a miracle doctor like Dr. Shu. In a few days, she will recover as before." Shu Hui replied with a smile. "I have taken advantage of this matter after being caught by a palm."
Qin Feng snorted, sat down, thought for a while, and said, "I just came here, someone asked you."
He didn't say it clearly, but Shu Hui's eyes turned naturally outside the door.
"No need to watch, she didn't come!"
“不来也好,相见不如不见,终是有缘无份.”束辉叹了一口气,一仰脖子,将药汤一饮而尽,放下碗来,脸色却是古怪之极,强憋了一会儿,终于还是忍不住张口干呕起来.
Qin Feng stared at him with wide eyes.
Shu Hui was also looking at the medicine bowl in his hand, and after a while, he said, "Is this the method of the miracle doctor?"
"What's wrong? Shu Changyin you?" Qin Feng thought of the love rival in front of him, and his face changed slightly. Shu Chang, this kid, will not take revenge on his own.
Shu Hui closed his eyes and opened his eyes again for a moment, shook his head, "The medicine is very effective, but it is too unpalatable. I have never taken such unpalatable medicine."
After hearing this, Qin Feng felt relieved and couldn't help laughing. Shu Chang was still feeling uncomfortable after all. He used a little trick, but it was not harmful.
Chapter completed!