PS: When I was a literary youth... would you beat me? I ran away with protection...

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Xu Xian, who was suspected of being in a relationship, was sitting in a couple's box with Tang Jinyan, eating bibimbap while chatting with Tang Jinyan.

Their topic is no longer the kind of serious communication they used to have in school. I just didn't take the last step, and I really finished everything I could... Although both of them didn't mention it tacitly, the topic of communication naturally changed, and they went more towards the relationship between men and women.

Xu Xian snatched the bibimbap rice and asked casually: "Li Yunlin... is your woman too?"

Tang Jinyan didn't want to reveal Li Yunlin's background whenever he met everyone, and asked back: "If so, are you jealous?"

Xu Xian paused for a moment, shook her head and smiled, "Why are you jealous of her? I'm not your woman."

Tang Jinyan tsk twice and said nothing.

Xu Xian ate a few bites of rice silently and whispered: "There are many women in the underworld like you, right?"

Tang Jinyan nodded: "Yes."

Xu Xian asked seriously: "Why do you want to be a gangster? You like studying so much. You can be a useful person without being a gangster."

The dull anger came out again. Tang Jinyan laughed in silence and shook his head without saying a word.

Xu Xian tentatively said: "Renjingo-ouni...is it?"

On the phone call just now, the other party was obviously a singer and he posted songs recently. As a colleague in the circle, Seo Hyun knew very well who had posted songs recently, and the first thing to be affected was T-ara. She was not sure if she heard that the voice was not like Park So Yeon.

Tang Jinyan smiled and said, "Su Yan is not. Speaking of this, I want to ask you. Last time I said she warned me not to bully you. Why is your attitude so strange? I was not familiar with you at that time and asked a lot, can you ask now?"

Xu Xian was silent for a moment and replied in a low voice: "I have hurt Ou Ni."

Tang Jinyan was stunned: "Will a person like you behave like a Virgin, hurt people?"

"It is people like me who are easy to hurt people." Xu Xian's eyes were faint, as if he was falling into memories: "When T-ara debuted, our "genie" was on the list, and everyone met in the backstage. At this time, Oni had changed from our sister to our junior. She was very embarrassed and didn't know what to call us, and I..."

Tang Jinyan understood a little and frowned and said, "Don't you think Su Yan wants to call you senior?"

Xu Xian lowered her head and said, "Yes, there were many outsiders present at that time. I always felt that it was right to follow the rules agreed by everyone... Oni's expression at that time... From then on, she was very polite when she saw me."

Tang Jinyan was a little speechless. From the moral perspective of the underworld, no one could help you even if you were beaten to death.

Xu Xian whispered: "Later I went back, I knew I had done something wrong, and I was always uneasy. Over the years, I have wanted to change myself, but it was always a bit futile..." At this point, she raised her head: "The biggest change I changed is tonight, I even suspected that it was not me... Maybe in the dark, I should have this disaster, you were teaching me a lesson for her as an Ouni friend."

Tang Jinyan laughed and said, "Do you think this is a disaster?"

Xu Xian's face turned slightly red, but he still looked at him quietly: "What's not a disaster? I... I'm all like you."

Tang Jinyan smiled and said, "It's normal for a night these days, not to mention that we haven't done it yet, you just think it's a disaster?"

"One night or something is simply unimaginable to me..." Xu Xian flattered her mouth and felt a little sad: "I want to leave my first kiss to my boyfriend, but... forget it, you saved me."

Tang Jinyan disagreed with this idea and teased him: "Actually, I think I am still good, and it's nothing to develop into a boyfriend."

Xu Xian shook his head and whispered: "The boyfriend I want... He wants to be dedicated to me, you can't do it. Even if you don't mention those, at least, you must be a good person, you are not."

Tang Jinyan's relaxed smile that had been floating on his face slowly disappeared, and he looked at her silently for a while: "Didn't you say you want to change yourself? Why do you still stick to these rules?"

"This is not a rule, but a bottom line." Xu Xian's eyes were clear, his tone was slow but firm: "I can't treat someone like you as a boyfriend, at most... at most ordinary friends."

Tang Jinyan leaned on the back of the chair and tightly pinched the armrest of the chair with his right hand.

He just teased his boyfriend casually, not what he really wanted. But when he heard this, he was still very depressed, very embarrassed and annoyed, and he seemed to have something to explode.

This is how everyone...

It's all like this...

It's always the same sentence, you're a bad person.

The intimate Song Ji Hyo said this, and the in love with Jung Eun-di said this. She almost caused a brotherly disagreement for Seo Hyun, which led to the remake of all plans and the future was uncertain, so she still said this.

Yes, I am a bad person. I didn’t deny it to you before. But are I really evil in front of you? My kindness to you, my hesitation, my indecision, my persistence, my giving up, what is that dull knife and unruly heart? Is it a clown? You have to say so hard to be a friend?

He looked up at the ceiling, and after a while he said lightly: "I have a woman I like, I just plan to play with you. I haven't succeeded anyway, so...please give me some advice."

This means, friends should not do it. Xu Xian looked pale and bit her lower lip, and after a long time, he said: "Okay."

The two were silent together.

After Wei Ru finished bibimbap, Tang Jinyan arranged for a younger brother to take Xu Xian home, and left without saying a word and walked towards Li Yunlin's apartment.

Xu Xian sat in the car and turned his head and looked back. He could not see his figure clearly in the night.

She didn't make any statement to his ugly words, because she knew that just like Ren Jing'ani back then, he was also injured and was talking angry.

But……

Just plan to play with you...play with you...

She covered her heart with a painful expression. Why did she feel so painful? It was like something was cutting inside, as if it was about to crack...

I have never felt this way. Even if I encountered a bone-broken black ocean on the stage, I would not have felt so heartbroken.
Chapter completed!