Chapter 108 What is he afraid of?
Tang Jinyan put away the strange emotions in his heart, but his expression became cold: "You will be disappointed if you think too well."
Li Juli smiled slightly, but said nothing.
She could see the awkwardness in his heart, as if... she had a strange sense of fear of being treated as a light source. For this reason, she even wanted to deliberately show that she was a villain, but she couldn't bear to see her face for a while.
His mentality is quite interesting... it's like a lonely child hudding in the corner, looking at the outside world with panic, holding a knife tightly in his hand, afraid of losing it suddenly.
What is he afraid of?
Although she was not able to immerse herself in such a mentality, Li Juli was smartly aware that she could not stimulate him at this time, otherwise... if the night was late and the night was quiet, she would probably not even have the will to resist.
The two fell into silence for a moment, leaving only the sound of rain outside the window still drizzling. They fell on the roof, on the windowsill, and on the hearts of people who couldn't sleep, splashing ripples.
After a long time, Tang Jinyan suddenly spoke, but his voice was a little hoarse: "I suggest you go back."
Li Juli wondered: "Why?"
Tang Jinyan turned his head, with the violent ruthlessness that Li Juli had seen during the day: "You know."
Li Juli shook her head and asked calmly: "What are you afraid of? You are trying to force yourself to have evil thoughts and prove your darkness."
Tang Jinyan said coldly: "No matter how much you hit it, you must first know that I have been suppressing my violent emotions today. Once I can't suppress it, I will not be responsible."
Li Juli lowered her eyes slightly: "If that is the reason, I... let you vent."
Tang Jinyan said nothing and suddenly took a step forward half a step. The two of them faced each other, and Li Juli closed her eyes.
"Um..." A hard humming moan came from the hospital bed behind him.
Tang Jinyan's whole body stiffened, and his movements were still there. Li Juli opened her eyes, walked to the bed like nothing happened, and asked softly: "Are you awake?"
Park So-yeon was half open, her neck could not be turned, and she lay on her back. She looked at Lee Juli in a daze for a while before slowly recovering from Qingming: "Juli... It's you..."
"Hmm." Li Juli held her hand: "How do you feel?"
"The wound hurts a little, but that's nothing..." Park So-yeon murmured: "Ju Li, I had a dream... I dreamed that Jin Yan Oppa and Endi got married. I smiled and blessed them, and then hid in the corner and cried. My heart hurts so much, it hurts much more than the wound..."
A strange look flashed in Li Juli's eyes and she kept silent.
Tang Jinyan stood by the window, silently, but the violent emotions in his eyes disappeared silently.
Li Juli said softly: "Like him? Don't you treat him as a friend?"
Park So-yeon murmured: "Everything he did for me... can capture any woman, Ju Li... How can I be exceptional... I could still suppress it... But when he appeared in the wind and rain like God's will and picked me up, I felt...I'm completely finished."
Li Juli turned her head to look at Tang Jinyan, his face flickering by the window. She suddenly said, "He and Zheng Endi are not married yet, so if you like it, go and fight. What's wrong?"
Park So-yeon said blankly: "No, Ju Li... He likes Endi so much, and I... I'm all covered in scandals now."
Li Juli closed her eyes and said after a long time, "I'll call a doctor."
"Wait..." Park So-yeon said anxiously: " Stay with me for a while. I will be afraid by myself..."
Li Juli was silent.
Tang Jinyan knew what she meant tacitly. He couldn't turn his head with Park So-yeon's head. He stuck it to the corner of the wall and walked out with a slight touch. Li Juli moved her body tacitly and quietly to block the corner of Pu So-yeon's eyes.
After walking out the door smoothly, Tang Jinyan sighed deeply.
Before, he had no intention of thinking about these things. He only wanted to help Park So-yeon get out of the quagmire and never thought that such a result would be. However, after listening to Park So-yeon's words, he was not surprised at all. He was very calm. It turned out that he had a premonition in his subconscious mind.
Or, if anyone has this premonition, even Lee Eun-soo will think, "Will they think you are cumbling on her..."
Of course, it also includes Zheng Endi.
"Su Yeon Oni is the person who suits you the most." Her words were very clear in her heart at this moment. The past scenes passed by her mind. Tang Jinyan finally knew what else could not be relieved except for the problems they knew. Maybe she felt that the person he really cared about was Park So Yeon, or she, or she, was just "one of his women."
In other words, the jealous jar has been hidden in her heart for a long time...
Tang Jinyan shook his head and smiled bitterly. He couldn't tell that a woman who was so careless and careless. She would have such a tangled little thought, which was indeed her own negligence.
He called the doctor to go to the ward, but he didn't go in again, and came out quietly for this reason. Park So-yeon needed to calm down at this moment, and it was definitely a counterproductive effect when he showed up. So he silently held up his umbrella, walked to the grocery store outside the hospital, and bought a pack of cigarettes.
He hasn't smoked for a long time, but the premise for asking him to quit smoking is no longer there.
A smoke ring was prominent and the smoke gradually dissipated in front of you, as if many things were dissipated with them and slowly disappeared.
Strangely, I always thought I could not quit, but this time I really didn’t have the idea of forcing her to leave, and I could treat this farewell so calmly.
The end of a love affair seems to be just like a beautiful smoke ring. It was amazing when you first met, but it was so calm and simple when facing dissipation.
But Zheng Endi, do you know that if you didn’t have your existence, Tang Jinyan would be such a terrible person.
He stomped the cigarette butts hard on his feet and disappeared in the night rain with great strides.
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In the ward, the doctor tried to check and change the medicine for more than an hour. Li Juli sat quietly on the side and watched, like a beautiful sculpture.
Until the doctor left, Park So-yeon blushed and said, "Ju Li, I want to pee..."
Li Juli smiled slightly and held her back to her back: "I forgot that there will be such a thing. I would have kept him here if I had known it."
Park So-yeon was stunned: "He?"
Li Juli took out the urinary pot from under the bed as if nothing had happened: "Although I am your wife, I think you probably prefer him to do this."
Park So-yeon sighed: "Don't make a joke. I feel sad when I think about it..."
Li Juli helped her urinate and suddenly said, "I broke up with him with mercy."
The sound of urine stopped there and it continued to be released after a few seconds. Li Juli burst into laughter.
Park So-yeon was not angry: "You want to piss me to death, you're just kidding like this."
Li Juli put away her smile and said lightly: "Really."
Park So-yeon opened her eyes wide: "It's really...? Don't lie to me."
Li Juli looked into her eyes seriously: "I didn't lie to you, I broke up with him mercifully."
Park So-yeon's face changed drastically, her lips trembled slightly, and she murmured after a long time: "How can this be...why is this?"
Li Juli lowered her eyes: "Shouldn't you be happy?"
"How could he be happy, Ju Li!" Park So-yeon grabbed her arm and said anxiously: "If it is true, he will be very sad!"
Li Juli pursed her lips and silently helped her lie down again.
Is this the case when falling in love with someone? It’s not about whether you have a chance, but about worrying about his mood at the first time?
So Yeon doesn't know why he broke up with Endi now. If he knew, would he blame himself for his whole life? Not to mention instigating So Yeon to be with him, she felt that she didn't even dare to let So Yeon know the truth...
Love is really... damn thing.
She could only say vaguely: "Don't think too much, have a good rest. He will definitely come to see you tomorrow, and you will know then."
Park So-yeon lay back and asked hesitantly: "Today... Is there anything wrong with us on the Internet?"
No more... Li Juli opened her mouth, and Tang Jinyan's painful expression flashed in her mind, but she couldn't say a simple sentence. We turned over, but it was him who paid the heavy price for it.
The strong guilt makes people not happy at all when facing something that was obviously overjoyed. And how should I say this to Su Yeon? Li Juli bit her lower lip and closed her eyes in pain.
To be honest... it would be better to let him vent once, at least it would make people feel better...
Chapter completed!