"That's what you said!"

Seeing that Shan Qiulin had been silent for almost half an hour without saying a word, Bai Yang almost died of panic.

"The human heart is a very complicated thing"

Looking up at the sky, Shan Qiulin was silent for a long time and held back this sentence.

I know this, but you still want me to say it? Bai Yang looked at him speechlessly and asked:

"Then what?"

Shan Qiulin drank a few sips of wine for himself again, looked at the mountains in the distance and said:

"Look at the mountains, the water, the clouds, the birds flying in the sky. Isn't it beautiful? Isn't it shocking? And if you look around, even if the buildings are beautiful,

The clothes are gorgeous, but they are not as pleasing to the eye as the mountains, water, trees, and clouds, right?"

Bai Yang blinked, his head a little confused, brother, what exactly do you want to say?

This guy was definitely in philosophical mode. Bai Yang didn't interrupt and continued to listen.

"So, natural things are the most beautiful!"

Shan Qiulin said with a faint smile.

Ma Dan, we are about to enter the topic next, Bai Yang muttered in his heart.

Sure enough, just listen to Shan Qiulin say:

"I knew early on that the junior sister has actually been deeply in love with the senior brother, and her heart is tied to him. I just don't want to face such a fact. I listened to your speech that day.

Ce, if I really do what you said, I believe that I will be able to get my little junior sister's body and mind, but I can't do that because it is deliberately forced and not what I want."

Bai Yang blinked. Although what Shan Qiulin said was very contradictory, his 'quad-core' brain understood it instantly.

Shan Qiulin likes his junior sister very much, and he also desires that his junior sister also likes him so much, but what he hopes is that his junior sister really likes him, instead of gaining the other person's body and mind through conspiracy and tricks.

Tsk tsk, in short, to use a classic earth language to summarize Shan Qiulin’s mentality:

The twisted melon is not sweet!

Although Shan Qiulin may not know this sentence, he thinks so in his heart.

Following the three strategies of upper, middle and lower, he obtained his little junior sister's body and mind. That was deception, not true love. Maybe his little junior sister would not know it, but deception was deception, and Shan Qiulin could not deceive himself.

This is impossible to do, it rises to the level of human morality...

Bai Yang was silent. Nowadays, almost all people on earth have a mentality that only seeks the goal and not the process, but Shan Qiulin is just the opposite. What he wants is a natural process, not an unscrupulous end.

"Then what?"

Bai Yang was silent for a moment and asked.

"I can't bear to let my little junior sister get hurt in the slightest. If I do what you said, it will be a kind of harm to her. I can't bear it. I really can't bear it."

Shan Qiulin looked at the sky and smiled, very calmly. His voice was like a breeze blowing on his face, very soft, but it touched people's hearts inexplicably.

"Then why did you..."

Bai Yang frowned, and Shan Qiulin's words made him once again feel the conflict between the moral concepts on earth and the moral concepts here.

"Why do you still need to implement the three strategies of upper, middle and lower?"

At this time, Shan Qiulin suddenly looked at Bai Yang and asked with a calm smile.

Bai Yang nodded and wondered, since you can't bear it, why do you still do it? Isn't this contradictory?

"I just don't want to be reconciled and want to give myself an explanation, that's all."

Shan Qiulin muttered softly after drinking half a jar of wine.

"I probably understand"

Bai Yang thought for a while and sighed.

Shan Qiulin liked his junior sister, but was reluctant to hurt her. He knew that his junior sister had a deep love for his senior brother and felt bitter inside. After hearing what Bai Yang said that day, running to implement the plan was actually just to make a break for himself.

To be more precise, he just found a reason for himself to let go!

"So, I didn't really let the two rabbit masters do anything to the senior brother that day, because I knew that if I really did that, the junior sister would be very uncomfortable, and I... couldn't bear to do it."

Shan Qiulin said minding his own business.

Hearing this sentence, Bai Yang felt inexplicably sad. He couldn't understand how much Shan Qiulin liked his little junior sister, so he couldn't bear to hurt her in the slightest. This kind of love may have been integrated into Shan Qiulin's bone marrow and soul.

Whole life.

"That day, when I saw the distress in the eyes of the younger sister when the senior brother broke an arm, I knew that there was no point in anything I did. When the elder brother faced the threat of Yue Kong, the younger sister was desperate

I knew that I was wrong, so wrong... In the end, I didn't expect that Yue Kong would be so powerful, and I didn't want the senior brother to be injured. Putting aside the little junior sister, these Yuan

'Come on, senior brother is really kind to me, but because of my own selfishness, I hurt senior brother, even the younger junior sister, and even later hurt the master's heart."

Shan Qiulin muttered to himself in a frighteningly calm manner.

Bai Yang completely understood that he did not follow the three strategies he taught him, the upper, middle and lower strategies. There were some changes, and that change was actually because he did not want to do it in his heart, which led to this ending.

"Then why are you like this?"

Bai Yang pointed at Shan Qiulin's desperate look and asked.

Although he knew that Shan Qiulin would become like this because he couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart, Bai Yang still asked, hoping that Shan Qiulin would say it himself, so that he might feel better.

To be honest, a friend like Bai Yang is really good. At this time, she has become a close sister.

"Because of my willfulness, my senior brother lost his arm, so I gave him one back... ha..."

Shan Qiulin said to himself, but fell silent at the end.

Bai Yang understood that Shan Qiulin chose to escape because something like that happened. He didn't know how to face his master, his senior brother and junior sister, so he was expelled.

He left school, that's why he got a bad reputation.

To put it bluntly, he was escaping.

"Old Dan, don't think too much. In fact, life is very beautiful. The past is just the past. When time passes, you will find that whether it is mental trauma or physical trauma, there are no traces that time cannot erase."

Bai Yang patted Shan Qiulin on the shoulder and said, without saying too many disgusting words of comfort.

"Bai Yang, can you tell me why you can live so happily?"

Shan Qiulin looked at Bai Yang and asked, a hint of bitterness lingering at the corner of his mouth.

"You want to say why I can live so heartlessly, right?"

Bai Yang shrugged and smiled.

As Dan Qiulin nodded and looked at him, Bai Yang grabbed an unopened jar of wine, took a sip of it, and exhaled the smell of alcohol and said:

"Actually, we are very lonely when we live. Everyone is lonely. Compared with the long river of time, our lives are too short. There is no need to worry about so much. Let yourself finish this life happily.

It's the best. Being happy lasts a lifetime, and being unhappy lasts a lifetime. Why make yourself so miserable? You see, I have almost no worries like this. I want to eat, sleep, and play. When I am happy, I am no longer lonely.

, this person is afraid of being idle, and will have random thoughts when he is idle. No matter what you do, as long as you are not idle, you will feel fulfilled."

"Also, although I have not personally experienced all kinds of grievances and hatreds, and various life and death, I feel relieved after seeing them more. Life is just a journey, and I will see too many scenery during this journey. I am happy.

I just stayed for a while, and moved on if I wasn't happy. Anyway, I just want to enrich my life journey in the limited time. There is no need to dwell on the joys and sorrows encountered on the journey. I have seen it and cried.

That's it... Well, I've said so much, do you understand?"

Bai Yang finally shook his head and asked with a smile.

After hearing this, Shan Qiulin still looked calm, then nodded gently and said:

"So, I envy you very much. I can hardly see any troubles in you."

"It's just a different mentality. I also have worries, but I just don't want to worry about it too much. Since I was born, although I am not rich, I have enough food and clothing. Even so, I don't envy those who have a better life than me. I also

I won’t look down on those who are worse off than me. Food from the mountains and seas is just a meal to me. Even when I haven’t eaten, I can still devour the cornbread to fill my stomach. I can talk eloquently with the rich and powerful, and I can also talk to the rich and powerful.

The beggars on the roadside are talking about everything, so there is no need to care or worry about what is happening in front of you, just be happy. After all, after time, we are just a speck of dust in this world and will eventually be forgotten."

Bai Yang also drank a few sips of wine and said with a smile.

"So you are the most special person I have ever met."

Shan Qiulin shook his head and said.

"Lao Dan, do you know? In fact, I admire you very much."

Bai Yang looked up at Shan Qiulin and suddenly said this.

"What do you envy me for? What do I have to envy?"

Shan Qiulin was puzzled.

"I admire your courage in love, and your perseverance. Loving someone requires courage, and it requires a lot of courage. Similarly, letting go of someone requires even more courage. Between love and letting go, if you are

If courage is compared to strength, I believe that this power is enough to destroy everything!"

Bai Yang looked at him and said knowingly.

"Pick it up, put it down..."
To be continued...