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Chapter 1 You are here too

Chapter 1: It turns out you are here too

The days when everyone gathers together to play will not be there again in a short period of time. The next half-year itinerary is passed on in a hard journey. Time travelers are destined to be lonely people. Even if there are people accompanying each other, the loneliness of people cannot be filled with a partner. There are all kinds of loneliness. With lovers and relatives, they only give each other the courage to live, but parents, relatives, and even a close friend who can speak intimate words, have no close friends.

Xie Jiu considers herself a person who can endure loneliness. In this strange era, she occasionally feels lonely and desolate. In some places, there will be hollows in people's hearts that cannot be filled with their lovers, but it is left for people outside of their lovers. So far, she has many luck and regrets, but in general, she is happy. She pity Princess Gaoyang and loves Princess Gaoyang because she saw her loneliness when she was young. Wei Chi always said that people are always irresistible to people who are similar to them. Seeing the shortcomings that have appeared on themselves and appear on others, she is anxious and worried.

Xie Jiu once sincerely thanked the veteran uncle who taught their brothers and sisters martial arts since childhood. Martial arts gave her perseverance, persistence, patience, and these qualities allowed her to survive the lonely girlhood, be able to control herself, and know the importance and necessity of abiding by rules. Gao Yang obviously lacked these, and he was an impatient, sensitive and fragile child.

"Min'er." After pondering for a long time, Xie Jiu decided to speak. Wei Chi once said to her that if someone else didn't say something on his own initiative, others would not know. Occasionally, people should forget some constraints and take the initiative to get what they want.

"Master."

Gao Yang likes the way Xie Jiu calls her name, and also likes the look of her looking at her. The kind and tender eyes made her whole body weak, making her involuntarily want to get close to Xie Jiu, and also made her unable to help but think that if her mother is still there, she might be like Xie Jiu, who is not too enthusiastic, but has a unique kind of gentleness and kindness of Xie Jiu.

Xie Jiu smiled and waved to Gao Yang, called her to her side, and whispered: "Your master and I will give you a mission when we go out with Your Majesty."

Gao Yang looked happy, then lowered slightly depressed: "Master, Min'er is going with her father."

Xie Jiu was surprised: "Why did you suddenly want you to go together?"

Gao Yang looked unhappy, obviously remembering unhappy things, pouted his lips and said aggrievedly: "A few days ago, the Empress suddenly called Min'er to ask, saying that she had not fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother because of her physical relationship, and had not taken good care of her. Now that she is in good health, I am older, and it is too late to take care of her, but the responsibility of discipline is to fulfill her duties. In the palace, the Empress is in charge of the harem and wanted to talk to me several times, but was delayed by miscellaneous matters. This time, the Emperor went on a tour. Although the road was hard, the time was abundant, and I was older. It was time to get married. The Empress said that she was teaching something on the way to do her mother's job."

Gao Yang was depressed about this opportunity that others thought was a gift. She didn't want to go out for a tour. She wanted to stay in the capital, and there was a reason to stay in the capital. Xie Jiu thought about it, pondered for a while, just nodded, and said warmly: "Since that's the case, then cancel the mission and talk about it later."

"Master, what task do you want Min'er to do? Even though Min'er will definitely work harder to do it a hundred times."

Xie Jiu smiled and touched Gao Yang's hanging hair, saying, "It's not a big deal. I just want you to get along well with Niu Niu. During the time when your master and your master were not in Beijing, when you have free time, you young people will come out to stroll together and stay at home all day long. You can't even come out to see the green mountains and green waters are comfortable."

Gao Yang pouted his mouth again and whispered: "I would rather stay at home than play with Li Xueyan."

Xie Jiu looked at her and asked bluntly: "Who else can you do if you don't have it with Niu Niu?"

Gao Yang was suffocated by the question, lowered his head, and felt aggrieved. Tears began to gather in his eyes, but he bit his lip and did not speak. Xie Jiu sighed helplessly, stretched out his arms and hugged Gao Yang in his arms, and said softly: "Why do you want to help Niu Niu get a princess title?"

Gao Yang said: "She has always been inconsistent with Min'er. Min'er must suppress her. She cannot be driven out of Beijing because of her identity or something. She must keep her in Beijing forever. Let Min'er bully her fiercely. See her be arrogant again, look at her..."

The childish reason, awkward tone and expression made Xie Jiu laugh and interrupt her: "Why can't you express your true thoughts frankly? Why are you so afraid of exposing your weakness in front of Niu Niu? Are you friends, aren't you?"

Gao Yang was stunned, his face turned red, and he felt embarrassed after being seen through, and he was also a little embarrassed. He was stunned and met Xie Jiu's encouraging gaze, but he stumbled for a few times, but he didn't have the courage to say it. Xie Jiu sighed secretly and continued, "Because I am afraid that my weakness and shortcomings will be exposed, Niu Niu will not play with you anymore and will not be friends with you anymore, right? Because you only have Niu Niu, a friend who can express emotions unscrupulously, right?"

In an instant, Gao Yang had a burning and impact feeling of the sunlight passing through the dark clouds and shining on her body. That feeling made her heart complicated and even had blank thoughts in her heart. It turned out that the master knew that even the cowardice and timidity hidden in her heart knew that it was the feeling of being seen through, and it turned out that this was the feeling of being remembered by others in the center of her heart.

"Master..." Gao Yang's eyes were filled with tears. He looked at Xie Jiu, and tears fell down. The expression on his face was sad and joyful, which was quite complicated. Xie Jiu reached out to help her wipe her tears and said softly: "Silly child, we are really amazingly similar in this regard. We are both cowardly and reserved, timid and arrogant. But silly child, if you don't stretch out your hand, how can you make friends who can hold hands and connect? A true friend will not give up you because of your cowardice and shortcomings. If you give up you because of these, you are not friends."

"Master!"

I suddenly realized that the dark clouds that blocked the sun were all blown away. The sunny day was coming and the warmth was coming. I always felt that something was blocking my gaze. At this moment, I understood it all, it turned out that it was myself who blocked me.

Xie Jiu smiled and hugged the little girl who was throwing into his arms. He finally breathed a sigh of relief in his heart. He kept watching Gao Yang pretending to be strong, and looked at her like a kitten with claws. She was obviously fragile, but she liked to pretend to be herself. She was cowardly and did not dare to take the initiative to take a step. She only dared to hide alone in the fortress that she thought was safe, but also envied the sunshine outside the fortress. She didn't understand how the sunshine could shine in if she didn't walk out of the fortress! It was really similar to her damn.

Xie Jiu occasionally wondered why she took the initiative to care about Gao Yang who was crying alone. According to her previous style, she should have gone away without any attention and didn't like to meddle in other people's business. Xie Jiu always thought that it was because of Wei Chi's influence. When she occasionally discussed this issue with Wei Chi, she sighed that Wei Chi had a great influence on her, and Wei Chi just laughed. Only once, Wei Chi said that she was shirking responsibility, and then said in a very profound way that people always acted according to their instincts when they hated themselves.

At that time, Xie Jiu didn't understand. When asked, Wei Chi just laughed and said that she wanted to think about it herself. The statement was not passed on to Liu Er. Some things can only be understood, but not spoken. Now that I think about it, Wei Chi is indeed a careful guy, and I understand it. Xie Jiu and Gao Yang are indeed very similar people. Both of them have seemingly bright and happy family backgrounds, their status and dazzling experiences, but only I know the loneliness and loneliness below.

Xie Jiu had an instinctive disgust for the loneliness and loneliness of childhood, and he was reluctant to mention it. Isn’t this an escape? Gao Yang was like the reappearance of the past she hated, so she could not firmly resist Gao Yang, and even instinctively wanted to love and care for her. It turned out that everything was just because of their similarity and their same cowardice and reserve. Xie Jiu saved Gao Yang, but Gao Yang also saved Xie Jiu.

"I said, Princess Gaoyang Comrade Li Min, when do you want to cry? Even if it is Kingsoft, with the degree of your tears, no matter how high your magic power is, you will probably have to admit defeat. It's so terrible!"

Gao Yang was crying and was about to vent all his grievances and fears. When he cried, he felt more and more. When he finally couldn't stand it, he came over and was careless, and he was like Wei Chi's usual tone.

Just like this, Gao Yang couldn't cry anymore. She also heard Wei Chi's story just now, and was moved. Naturally, she understood what Niu Niu said. While she was shy, she felt a little aggrieved and complained to Xie Jiu: "Master, look, are there any friends who bully people like this?"

Xie Jiu smiled, before he could speak, Niu Niu was already rushing to say, "Can you not be a friend? If you didn't treat you as a friend, do you think I have time to pay attention to you? I might as well read two more books if I have time."

Gao Yang was stunned, feeling a little strangely moved, but he spoke in his mouth with a conditioned reflex, saying: "Why don't you see you win the house a few more times? Who has been losing?"

Niu Niu rolled her eyes and said, "Aren't you afraid that you will cry and give in to you?"

"I don't know if my master once said it? Quirking is to cover up, conceal it is hypocrisy, concealment is to admit defeat."

...

The two little girls started to fight back and forth again, and they were having a lot of fun. Xie Jiu smiled even more when she heard it. She could see that from now on, the two little girls were really different, and she was also different. A hollow part in her heart was filled with no regrets.

He sighed with satisfaction and turned to look at Wei Chi. A man gave her a big smile. The warm smile in his eyes pressed against her heart, making her feel like she wanted to cry. It would be great if Wei Chi was next to her at this time and gave her a warm hug. However, Wei Chi is now by the children, around him, surrounded by Qilin and brothers, and around the little rhinoceros. Forget it, let this little regret pass by.

A group of people happily played for two days and spent a lively weekend. Wei Chi, the child, took the children with his big and small, played crazy. When the party ended, he sent the children away and coaxed Qilin and his brother to sleep, Wei Chi was so tired that he lay on the kang and hummed. After lying down, he realized that the two days were really crazy. His limbs were sore and weak, and his muscles felt soft and he couldn't use any strength. He couldn't help but sigh, "I'm old, old, and it's useless!"

Xie Jiu gave him a massage and relaxation very considerately. Wei Chi felt so excited that he was so excited that he felt so painful. He wanted to scream in pain and laugh, but in the end he turned into a humming hum, not to mention that he was so funny.

"By the way, Min'er said that she is going to follow His Majesty on a tour too."

Xie Jiu suddenly remembered what Gao Yang said to her, and hurriedly said to Wei Chi. While humming, Wei Chi pondered, and said, "I am worthy of being the best in the ages. This move is fast."

Xie Jiu couldn't react for a moment and asked, "What do you mean?"

Wei Chi said: "You think about it, Gao Yang and that boy Yin Andao are not very high-profile, but they didn't deliberately hide anything. I guess the Empress saw something and decided to take charge of the situation. On this tour, we will find an opportunity to find out what she means, and let us know what she should do, and say what she should say."

Xie Jiu nodded with a thoughtful expression. Wei Chi suddenly turned up and hugged Xie Jiu, hugged her in her arms, and asked with a smile: "What did you say to Gao Yang today? You looked at your expression with emotion. Look at our eyes, let our little one jump, that one is fast, and we are almost on the bullet train."

Xie Jiu leaned in his arms with peace of mind and smiled: "Guess."

Wei Chi rolled his eyes and said, "Sister, do you think I am a god or a worm in your stomach? How could I guess it all?"

Xie Jiu joked: "Didn't you always claim to be in the same unit as Feng Gong? Aren't you known as a woman's friend?"

Wei Chi split his mouth and said helplessly: "Even a friend of a woman, he doesn't necessarily understand everything about women, right? Then aren't we just women? By the way, I'm a big man, the pure one!"

Xie Jiu smiled, leaning his head against Wei Chi's shoulder, gently smoothing the clothes on his other shoulder, and said with a smile: "I always felt that I was missing something, so I worked hard to learn, read many books, learned a lot of skills, and wanted to fill the missing parts. But no matter how hard I tried, no matter how much I learned, the empty part was still empty, and I always did something wrong. I felt that no matter what I did or how long I searched for, the empty hole could not be filled. Then, when I was teaching Min'er today, I suddenly felt that some of the empty holes were filled. I had done so much before, but it turned out that they were useless, so I felt a little emotional and a little self-deprecating."

"Oh, that's it." Wei Chi responded. Xie Jiu asked with a smile: "Do you understand what I want to express?"

Wei Chi shook his head honestly and said honestly: "I don't understand, but I think you seem to be in a good mood, which makes me very happy. Your women are too delicate, and even the most careful men will be confused. Uh... are you a little disappointed?"

Xie Jiu shook his head and chuckled: "No, that's good, enough."
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