Chapter 379 The past of Shitai Jingyi
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"What?!" Xu Sheng stared at her in disbelief.
No wonder he didn't see Wanru just now. He thought it was Lin Zhaoyan who had other arrangements. It turned out that it turned out...
Lin Zhaoyan endured the grief and stared at him word by word: "You have avenged revenge. If my mother and father did not die, you could even say that you did a great thing. We all have to thank you! Thank you for your calculations! But you forgot that no matter how big your ability or how deep your calculations are, you cannot guarantee that you will succeed. My mother's incident was an accident. Even Mr. Feng Qing almost died! And I am just lucky. No one can guarantee that I will not have any trouble. You just take the lives of the rest of us. What are you doing to help me? Xue Shenzhi, you abandoned your family and your son for revenge, and now you use our lives as a bet for revenge. Even if you win, my grandfather will not be grateful to you, and will even resent you!"
"No, no, Master will definitely not blame me, and the people of the Xu family will not blame me, because I have restored their innocence, cleared their grievances, and comforted their spirit in heaven. How could they resent me?" Xue Shenzhi shook his head and kept retreating, looking unacceptable.
Lin Zhaoyan took a deep breath, knowing that the matter has come to this point, no matter how much he said, it would be useless. So he said coldly: "Your heart to help my grandfather clear up grievances is indeed commendable, but you used the wrong method, so I won't be grateful for you, but I can't blame you. Just do this, we will not owe each other. From now on, we will return to the bridge and the road."
She couldn't understand Xue Shenzhi's hatred, but when she put herself in her shoes, she felt it was understandable, but she just didn't want to have any involvement with him anymore.
"Zhao, Zhao'er..." Xue Shenzhi opened his mouth.
Lin Zhaoyan waved his hand and interrupted him, "I know what you are going to say. You just want to take responsibility for taking care of me, but there is no need. I am not without relatives and reasons. I have family. You don't need to worry. My family is all very nice to me. As for you... after you have to take revenge, you should go and find your wife and children. I am sincere." After saying that, he ignored Xue Shenzhi's reaction and turned around and pushed the door and left.
Xue Shenzhi looked at her disappearing figure and then smiled bitterly for a while, "Where is there any chance? If you give up, you will never come back."
After Lin Zhaoyan left the house, a large number of people were waiting there. When they saw her coming out, they looked at her nervously.
Lin Zhaoyan was helpless, "I'm fine."
"But I heard the sound of quarrel inside." Manshuang said worriedly, then looked her up and down. She was relieved after confirming that she was unscathed.
"It's just that the concepts are not consistent. Now it's clear, and it will never happen again in the future." Lin Zhaoyan smiled, but was a little reluctant.
Yes, no one suddenly learned that all his plans were actually in another person's plan, and he was fooled like a monkey, even if that person had good intentions, he wouldn't be happy!
What's more, Xue Shenzhi made an indelible contribution to her and Xiao Qi's current level.
However... she had to admit that Xue Shenzhi had a very right saying, that is, after Xiao Qi became the emperor, would he treat her the same as the beginning? Can she accept Xiao Qi having other women?
Thinking of Lin Zhaoyan's fate in her previous life, she couldn't help but shivered.
The palace fight is really terrible. Let’s forget it!
Lin Zhaoyan pulled back his mind and nodded to Young Master Feng Qing standing beside him, "Brother, I..."
"I'm going to go back to Shengjing City later. Do you have anything to ask me?" Young Master Feng Qing interrupted her and spoke first.
Lin Zhaoyan was stunned, "You want to go back to the city? It's very dangerous."
"Don't you want to go back too?" Mr. Feng Qing asked faintly.
Lin Zhaoyan choked.
He continued: "I have to go back. I have something important to do. Tell me if you have anything. After all, the Seventh Prince is still young, so it is better for you to stay here with him."
As soon as the seventh prince was lifted out, Lin Zhaoyan would inevitably compromise, and this time it was indeed the case.
She was silent for a while and said, "Okay, brother, you have to pay attention to safety. My affairs are not that important. I just want to go back and see the current situation of the Hou Mansion."
"Well, I understand." Young Master Feng Qing nodded, pulled the seventh prince beside Lin Zhaoyan, and turned around and left without looking back.
Lin Zhaoyan couldn't help sighing when he looked at his resolute back, with indescribable loneliness and sadness lingering in it.
What did she know about Mr. Fengqing who was going back to Shengjing City?
It’s not that I don’t worry about him, but that I understand him too much and know that I can’t persuade him, so I just give him the best.
Lin Zhaoyan sighed and hugged the seventh prince tighter.
When I looked back, I caught a glimpse of Master Jingyi's expression on the side of me. After thinking for a while, I said to Manshuang, Manhua: "You take the Seventh Prince over there to enjoy the plum blossoms and relax."
The two maids should have led the seventh prince away.
Lin Zhaoyan walked towards Master Jingyi, "Master, can you chat easily?"
Master Jingyi looked up at her. Jingshui Qiu's eyes were filled with light, and she had just cried.
Lin Zhaoyan's heart trembled and then listened to her, "Okay, if someone talks, you won't be too stubborn, you won't feel that uncomfortable, and you won't do anything stupid."
Master Jingyi and Lin Zhaoyan walked deep into the plum forest. This season is the flowering period of red plums, and it is the most colorful. It snowed heavily last night. Now the snow has not melted, and the whole plum forest is covered with silver, and with bright red on the branches, it is really bright frost and the snow is so beautiful that it is not gorgeous.
Lin Zhaoyan heard Master Jingyi say lightly: "I had a very happy past. At that time, my mother was kind and filial, and my husband loved me very much. He treated me as a pearl in his hand. He wanted to keep me by his side all the time. The child was even smarter and lively and pleasing. I once thought I was the luckiest and happiest woman in the world. I once lamented that God was too kind to me, but later I realized that God was punishing me. Perhaps it was because I did something that was angry and resentful in my previous life. I had to punish me like this in this life. How happy I was before, how painful I was afterwards, I felt that I could not be relieved even if I died."
Lin Zhaoyan could already imagine how painful she was when she heard her narrate these pains in the calmest tone.
"What the hell happened?" she asked subconsciously.
Master Jingyi pulled the corners of his lips and chuckled, "I'm afraid you will make a joke, because I felt very painful at the time, but now I think about it, but it's not a big deal. It's just that my husband treats you as an enemy, abandons you and your children, and then goes away from a foreign land. Your child died unexpectedly in order to find his father, and your brother and mother also alienated you. You fell from the clouds to the quagmire, from being loved to stay away from everyone."
Lin Zhaoyan's heart skipped a beat.
Master Jingyi said again: "But now it's all right. All the pain has passed. Over the years, I have devoted myself to practicing Buddhism, and my heart has always been very calm. The troubles in the outside world have nothing to do with me anymore."
"But I can't help but someone comes to me. You want to calm down, but someone doesn't let you do what you want, right?" Lin Zhaoyan couldn't help but answer the conversation, and he was gritting his teeth when he said that.
Fortunately, she thought there was any misunderstanding between Xue Shenzhi and Master Jingyi, and hoped that they could resolve it. Now that she thought, Xue Shenzhi was a heartless and unfaithful man! As for enemies, it was probably related to the fact that his grandfather's family was killed.
It was all caused by the dog emperor. How many people did he harm back then?
Lin Zhaoyan was already angry and thought that the palace was in civil strife, and the dog emperor didn't know if he was still alive, so he felt much more relieved.
Chapter completed!